Living in a Sad Quote
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eriiarTitle: Living in a Sad Quote
Chapter: Twenty-Two*
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Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~ SMUT
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves.
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“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.”
“How do you feel Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked to the awakening figure besides him.
“Tired.” Hyukjae said cuddling himself deeper in Kyuhyun’s chest.
Kyuhyun chuckled and hugged Hyukjae by the waist; hiding his own face in Hyukjae’s soft hair. “I love you Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said and he could feel how Hyukjae smiled against his chest.
Hyukjae pushed away lightly just to see Kyuhyun’s face inches away from his. “I love you too Kyu.” He said smiling softly and leaning closer to give a soft kiss to Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun smiled when they broke apart. “Should we take a shower together?” He asked hopefully and Hyukjae smiled.
“Sorry Kyu.” Hyukjae said still smiling and now chuckling because of Kyuhyun’s light pout. “But I showered already.
“When?!” Kyuhyun asked widening his eyes.
“Some hours ago.” Hyukjae said looking away. “I couldn’t sleep so I showered.”
“Then you have to shower with me now.” Kyuhyun said smirking and grabbing Hyukjae’s waist firmly. “Or we can stay here and get you dirty so we can actually shower together.”
Hyukjae blushed hard. He didn’t have time to speak when a pair of hot lips crushed in his; tongue asking for permission to get inside his mouth as a pair of hands started traveling around his body.
Hyukjae opened his mouth instantly, he didn’t even think when he did so; he just wanted to feel more of Kyuhyun in him. “K-Kyu?” Hyukjae called weakly when he realized Kyuhyun was now on top of him.
“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked now kissing Hyukjae’s jaw line.
“I-I have to go to the… ahhh… hospital…” Hyukjae could hardly say between moans and light panting.
Kyuhyun stopped and even when Hyukjae felt like slapping himself for that; he really had to check on his patients. “I’ll go to the hospital with you then.” Kyuhyun said.
Hyukjae opened his eyes widely. “Don’t you have a work Kyu?” He asked lifting an eyebrow and Kyuhyun smirked playfully.
“My parents seem to understand I want to spend time with you; so they offered themselves to take care of the companies while I’m with you.” Kyuhyun said as if that were a huge victory in his life.
Hyukjae felt guilty. “I’m sorry I can’t take vacations now Kyu.” He said looking away and suddenly feeling sad; Kyuhyun was doing so many nice things to him and the latter would just avoid him.
Just wait until everything’s solved Kyu. Hyukjae begged in his mind.
Just wait for me a little longer.
Kyuhyun saw how sad Hyukjae looked and he panicked; the last thing he wanted was to make Hyukjae sad; not because Heechul would kill him; but because he hated that look in Hyukjae’s eyes; the same look he had when he first met him in High School; that look he had the first time he hugged Hyukjae.
“Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun called rubbing Hyukjae’s cheek and making the latter turn around to face him. “You go to the hospital and I’ll go to the office.” Kyuhyun finally said and he smiled softly when he saw Hyukjae’s confused expression. “We will take some time to ourselves when the time comes, so don’t worry about it.” Kyuhyun said giving a soft kiss in Hyukjae’s forehead; then in Hyukjae’s nose; and he ended by giving a long and soft kiss in his lips.
“Thanks Kyu.” Hyukjae answered smiling weakly. “But you really have to shower right now.” He said and Kyuhyun rolled his eyes.
“Fine.” He said. “But next time you will shower with me!” He declared with a playful grin in his face.
“Maybe.” Hyukjae said blushing and looking away; Kyuhyun could only smile and feel satisfied with that.
“Then get ready and let’s go out for breakfast; then I’ll take you to the hospital.” Kyuhyun said standing up.
Hyukjae nodded and smiled at Kyuhyun. “Sure.” He said sliding himself out of the bed.
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“How do you feel today?” Minho asked Hyukjae when the latter arrived at the hospital.
Worst than ever. Hyukjae thought.
“Better I think.” Hyukjae answered shrugging it off. “How will your day be?” He asked just to change the topic.
“I’ll be meeting Taemin today.” Minho said smiling softly.
“Does Taemin know you’re a possessive child?” Hyukjae asked playful and Minho pouted.
“He knows I’m protective over you.” Minho pointed out.
“I bet he will be even more protected than me then.” Hyukjae said still smiling.
“Of course he will!” Minho said rolling his eyes. “But you’re just like my brother; so I’ll make sure Kyuhyun knows how lucky he is.”
Hyukjae smiled. “Ok.” He simply said and grabbed the patient’s record in the table. “See you around; greet Taemin for me please.”
“I will!” Minho answered grabbing a record too. “See ya!” He yelled when Hyukjae was already walking in the hall.
“How do you feel?” Hyukjae asked the woman who suddenly seemed to be so tired and old.
“I’m fine.” The woman said smiling weakly. “Henry just went to get his medication.” She said patting the edge of the bed for Hyukjae to sit.
“Henry’s a great child.” Hyukjae said smiling and walking towards the bed.
“He is.” The woman said. “He’s exactly as his father.” A lonely tear fell down her cheek.
Hyukjae smiled weakly and took the woman’s hand with his. “He will be okay.” He said.
The woman looked down her hand held by Hyukjae and smiled bitterly. “I’m his mother…” She trailed off. “I was supposed to be with him in the worst and best moments of his young life.”
“You have been with him up until now.” Hyukjae said rubbing her hand quietly. “And I can try for it to last longer.” He said trying to convince the woman to take some treatment.
The woman looked up and shook her head lightly. “Just promise me you will live healthy.” The woman said and Hyukjae found himself confused.
“I-I-”
“You told me you were sick right?” The woman asked when he saw Hyukjae’s expression. “A mortal disease…” She murmured looking away and then looking at Hyukjae once again. “You want me to take some treatment but you won’t get one.” She said and Hyukjae felt suddenly ashamed.
“I took all possible treatments…” Hyukjae said looking down and remembering those painful times when Minho and he would do anything just to fix that little problem of his. “But none of them worked.” Hyukjae said finally.
The woman smiled bitterly. “Aren’t we pitiful?” She asked. “We will die and leave someone we love behind.”
“That doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy your time left.” Hyukjae said giving the woman a playful smile.
Minutes later; Hyukjae was going out with a woman in a wheelchair; carrying her around and explaining thing she was curious about; giving her a whole tour in the hospital.
“Henry!” Hyukjae called happily when he spotted the kid lost in one of the halls. “What are you dong here?” He asked and Henry ran to them.
“I was looking for you.” Henry said almost climbing in his mother’s lap; the latter felt happy just because of what her son did.
“What did you need honey?” The woman asked softly and Henry stayed frozen for a few seconds.
“N-Nothing really…” He admitted and Hyukjae smiled because of his cuteness.
“We’re giving a tour by the hospital…” Hyukjae said and smiled when Henry’s eyes brightened. “Do you want to come with us?” Hyukjae asked and Henry nodded frenetically. “Let’s go then!” Hyukjae announced before pulling the wheel chair once again and going through the places he knew they would like the most.
Henry was stunned when they were in the babies’ room. “Why are there so many babies?!” He asked mused and almost glued to the glass window.
Hyukjae chuckled. “Because life is so funny that they wanted to give it a try.” He answered and Henry looked at him with sparkling eyes.
“They won’t regret it!” Henry said excited and going back to his smiling mother.
“This garden is huge!” Henry exclaimed when they were in the hospital’s park.
“Look at that bird Henry!” His mother pointed a tree’s branch were a red bird was placed.
“Wooah!” Henry exclaimed looking at the animal and with a huge smile in his face. “It’s so pretty!”
Hyukjae couldn’t help but smile the whole day with them; he didn’t know why, but it was even he found himself amused by the things that were around him. Was it because the three of them were dying? Or it was just simply casualty?
Hyukjae didn’t care about that; the only thing that he could recall of the entire day was the fact that he kept on smiling the whole time.
Everything went even better when Kyuhyun arrived and spent the rest of the day with all them; they laughed and laughed; Kyuhyun felt comfortable with Henry and his mother and vice versa; Hyukjae forgot for some hours that his birthday was approaching and he still didn’t have any plan in mind.
“There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid.”
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Hyukjae opened his eyes slowly; he wasn’t even sleeping; he was just there, feeling uneasy as he cuddled himself deeper in Kyuhyun’s chest.
After a few more minutes; Hyukjae decided to go to the place that could calm him partially; his home.
Hyukjae took Kyuhyun’s hands carefully out of his waist and gave the latter a quick peck in his lips before sliding out of the bed and changing his clothes.
He opened the door slowly and walked as silent as he could to the apartment’s door.
Kyuhyun woke up when he heard the door opened; he opened his eyes and rubbed them before looking at his side and gasp when he didn’t find Hyukjae there.
Did he already leave? He asked to himself patting Hyukjae’s spot and finding out it was still warm.
He just left.
Kyuhyun stood up and opened the door of his room just to see how the entrance room closed; he felt a little uneasy and went out too without even changing his pajamas.
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Hyukjae arrived to that house that seemed to be the oldest one; it was as if the house knew how sad it was what happened in there and now was depressed. But still; that was Hyukjae’s house, even when it was the place where his parents lost their lives; that was the place he spent the happiest times in his entire life.
Hyukjae just stood there; in front of the front door; he had the key in his hands; he didn’t even knew he had tears rolling down his cheeks.
“It’s been six years mom, dad…” Hyukjae whispered. “How have you been?” He asked with a shaky voice and finally giving up to his already falling tears. “I’ve been well.” He continued. “I miss you…” He whispered taking his hands to his face as to hide his weakness in front of his parents. “I’m sorry I haven’t gone to visit you…” Hyukjae said sobbing. “I don’t want you to look at me this weak…”
“You’re not weak Hyukkie…” Hyukjae felt a strong pair of arms rounding his waist and a familiar scent near him.
Kyuhyun arrived and saw Hyukjae was crying hard; he didn’t know it was his old house; Kyuhyun just thought Hyukjae was sad and that broke his heart apart.
“Kyu…” Hyukjae turned around and hugged Kyuhyun tightly, letting his tears fall and dry in Kyuhyun’s chest. “I miss them so much Kyu…” Hyukjae sobbed.
“I know Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said softly rubbing Hyukjae’s back.
“It was my fault Kyu!” Hyukjae said crying even harder.
“Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun called firmly pushing Hyukjae away to see him directly at his eyes. “Don’t talk nonsense!” Kyuhyun said shaking Hyukjae’s body lightly.
Hyukjae looked down. “Kyu…”
“You’re not guilty of what happened.” Kyuhyun said frowning lightly; he didn’t like seeing Hyukjae like this. “I don’t know what exactly happened; but I don’t need to since I’m sure you wouldn’t make your family any harm.”
Hyukjae looked up and met Kyuhyun’s deep eyes. “What if I actually did?” Hyukjae asked with eyes full of tears and Kyuhyun took him once again to his arms.
“You didn’t Hyuk.” Kyuhyun said softly. “Stop hurting yourself.”
Hyukjae sobbed harder; it was painful to be like this; he didn’t know what would happen; it was a day before his birthday and he was nervous, every minute that passed made him even more anxious; he was afraid and he didn’t even know how to protect Kyuhyun and his new family anymore.
Minutes passed; neither Kyuhyun nor Hyukjae realized how much time passed; they were there, in front of Hyukjae’s house, hugging each other and trying to calm down. Kyuhyun never let his hug get weaker, he promised to himself to be by Hyukjae’s side always; and he wasn’t going to break that promise.
“Kyu…” Hyukjae called softly pushing away lightly to see the latter at his eyes.
“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun answered smiling softly and rubbing Hyukjae’s cheek smoothly.
Hyukjae didn’t say anything more; he just leaned up and captured Kyuhyun’s lips with his softly.
Kyuhyun smiled between the kiss; it was the kind of kiss he liked the most; it was full of love and he could feel it; he felt how Hyukjae was opening his heart to him through the kiss. Kyuhyun kissed back softly, pulling Hyukjae closer and making sure the latter felt how big his love was for him. Kyuhyun wanted Hyukjae to understand through the kiss that he wouldn’t be able to live without the other.
“Thank you Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling weakly when they parted away.
Kyuhyun smiled softly. “”Thank you for being with me Hyuk.”
Hyukjae smiled back. “Let’s go inside.” He said and turned around; intertwining hands with Kyuhyun and walking slowly to the front door.
Hyukjae took out the keys and inserted it in the door with his shaking hand; Kyuhyun gave him a squeeze as to give him some courage.
When the door was opened; Hyukjae stepped inside followed instantly by Kyuhyun. They stayed there a few seconds before Hyukjae dragged Kyuhyun to the living room.
“You can sit here.” Hyukjae said. “I’ll go and call for something to eat.” He said and turned around.
Kyuhyun didn’t let Hyukjae go and held his hand tightly. “Are you okay Hyukkie?” He asked concerned and Hyukjae nodded.
“I’m perfect Kyu.” He said even when he was feeling a bit uneasy.
“Really?” Kyuhyun asked cupping Hyukjae’s face.
“I’m fine because you’re here with me Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling and Kyuhyun felt less worried.
“Okay.” Kyuhyun said letting Hyukjae go.
“Why are you still in pajamas Kyu?” Hyukjae asked with a weak smile in his face.
Kyuhyun looked away and scratched the back of his neck. “Well…” He trailed off. “I’m sexier like this!” He said with a playful smile.
Hyukjae smile brightly and Kyuhyun congratulated himself for that. “Sure Kyu…” He said still smiling.
“Show me your room Hyuk!” He said trying to lift the mood and changing the topic.
Hyukjae blushed. “It’s a teenager’s room Kyu…” He trailed off.
“Let me see it anyways.” Kyuhyun said and Hyukjae nodded before holding hands once again with Kyuhyun and drag him upstairs towards his room.
“This was my parent’s room.” Hyukjae said sadly as they passed in front of a white and closed door. They kept walking; Kyuhyun kept silent. “This is the room of my eldest noona.” Hyukjae whispered getting tears in his eyes. “And this is the room of my other noona.” Hyukjae said letting a single tear fall down.
Kyuhyun made Hyukjae stop just when the latter was about to open the door of his own room. “Hyukkie…” He called cupping Hyukjae’s face with his hands and Hyukjae looked at his eyes directly.
Kyuhyun kissed away Hyukjae’s tears and then kissed Hyukjae in his lips; a short and soft kiss.
Hyukjae kissed back and let his sadness go away. “Let’s go inside.” Hyukjae said softly when they broke the kiss; Kyuhyun nodded and seconds later they were already inside the room.
“I feel like a high school guy secretly entering his girlfriend’s house.” Kyuhyun said smiling and Hyukjae smiled back weakly.
“That kind of what you’re actually doing Kyu.” He said. “But I’m not a girl and we’re not teenagers anymore.”
Kyuhyun smiled. “This room is really clean.” He said looking carefully the whole room.
Hyukjae blushed. “I like my things clean.” He admitted looking away.
Kyuhyun smiled because of Hyukjae’s happiness and hugged him from behind; placing his arms around the latter’s waist. “You don’t have an idea of how happy I am because you’re by my side Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun murmured in Hyukjae’s ears. “I love you.”
Hyukjae smiled and turned around; he placed his arms around Kyuhyun’s neck and leaned up to Kyuhyun’s height. “I love you too Kyu.” He said and he started a kiss.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment; there was no tongue in the kiss, there were just feelings involved; Kyuhyun enjoyed that.
A few minutes passed and they were till kissing like there’s no tomorrow; Hyukjae deepened the kiss pulling Kyuhyun closer to him and Kyuhyun kissed back, tightening his hug in Hyukjae’s waist.
“Kyu…” Hyukjae called when they broke apart. “Will you make me yours today?” He asked shyly looking away and Kyuhyun was taken aback.
Kyuhyun smiled after a few seconds and looked at Hyukjae’s eyes lovely. “I thought you were already mine.” He said and kissed Hyukjae again.
Hyukjae smiled back and kissed back, he was nervous, but he was happy Kyuhyun was there with him; Hyukjae couldn’t feel better in his life; he forgot about the day after that; Kyuhyun was the only thing in his mind at that moment.
Hyukjae opened his mouth lightly, allowing Kyuhyun’s tongue to get in and explore, tasting every part of Hyukjae’s mouth.
Kyuhyun slid his hands smoothly under Hyukjae’s shirt and started rubbing Hyukjae’s back lightly.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned lightly at Kyuhyun’s touches; those moans were exactly what Kyuhyun needed to hear for him to keep on.
After a few minutes of making out and Kyuhyun touching every part of Hyukjae’s body; Kyuhyun decided it was time or the bed to be helpful.
Hyukjae gasped when Kyuhyun carried him bridal style. “What are you doing Kyu?” Hyukjae asked shyly, covering his red face in Kyuhyun’s chest.
“I’m making you entirely mine.” Kyuhyun answered lying Hyukjae carefully in the bed. “That means I’ll be yours too Hyukkie.”
Hyukjae smiled widely. “We belong to each other then.” He said before Kyuhyun placed himself on top of him; kissing him once again.
Kyuhyun didn’t know why; he had have sex with dozens of people; but this time he felt nervous, he wanted it to be perfect; this was the first time he felt this excited and happy at the same time; everything that made him smile was bout Hyukjae.
They locked eyes when they parted away; silently saying how much they loved each other. Hyukjae reached Kyuhyun’s upper part clothes’ buttons and started undoing them with shaky hands. Kyuhyun smiled and let Hyukjae do it while their eyes were still locked.
“Are you sure Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked rubbing Hyukjae’s cheeks softly. “We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to…”
“I want it Kyu.” Hyukjae said with a firm voice. “And I want you.” He said when he finished undoing Kyuhyun’s upper part.
Hyukjae blushed when he saw Kyuhyun’s exposed chest; Kyuhyun chuckled and took Hyukjae’s hand and place it in the centre of his chest. “Do you feel that Hyuk?” Kyuhyun asked softly and Hyukjae looked at him intently. “My heart is beating for you.”
Hyukjae smiled and kissed Kyuhyun; it seems to be timed stopped for both of tem and Hyukjae couldn’t have been more grateful for that.
Hyukjae slid Kyuhyun’s shirt by his shoulders slowly, not even breaking the kiss. The thin fabric of Kyuhyun’s clothes felt even smoother when Hyukjae was the one taking them off.
When Kyuhyun finally was shirtless; he came back for Hyukjae’s shirt, unbuttoning slowly; feeling nervous all of a sudden. Kyuhyun was anxious; anxious because he already wanted to make Hyukjae his; but he was determined on making it special or the latter.
Hyukjae felt nervous too; he have never had sex with anyone, and he was nervous of how could it be. Kyuhyun’s firm hand unbuttoning his shirt gave him courage and the feeling of security he was craving for. Only because Kyuhyun was by his side; just because of that; he was sure of what he wanted to do.
Kyuhyun was gentle; even when he was now biting Hyukjae’s neck; the latter was gentle and caring.
Kyuhyun slid Hyukjae’s shirt under him until the latter was upper parted naked and Kyuhyun couldn’t do more than stare at that pale skin. “You are perfect…” Kyuhyun whispered and Hyukjae looked away embarrassed.
Kyuhyun took Hyukjae’s chin and guided it so they would be looking at each other; Hyukjae was red and Kyuhyun lip’s were almost calling him. “K-Kyu?” Hyukjae called only looking at Kyuhyun’s lips and the latter smiled before kissing Hyukjae gently once again.
Kyuhyun’s hands started roaming around Hyukjae’s chest and the latter couldn’t do more than moan at the contact with Kyuhyun’s warm hand.
Hyukjae gasped and Kyuhyun slid his tongue in when Kyuhyun reached Hyukjae’s right nipple and massaged it lightly; sending shivers to Hyukjae’s body.
“Oh… Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned when Kyuhyun started licking Hyukjae’s neck, going down slowly as his hands were still working in now both of Hyukjae’s swollen nipples.
Hyukjae couldn’t take it, it was too much pleasure and he was starting to feel the urge of more; he slid his hands down and started taking off Kyuhyun’s pajama pants.
Kyuhyun gasped at Hyukjae’s action and smiled before helping him doing it; taking his underwear with them. Hyukjae blushed harder when he saw Kyuhyun’s naked body; he wanted to turn away but there was something he couldn’t order to his body to do. He blushed harder when Kyuhyun chuckled and placed himself once again on top of Hyukjae. “Not fair.” He whispered in his ear as his hands slid to undo Hyukjae’s pants.
Hyukjae didn’t protest; he just lift his body a little so his pants would go out easily and Kyuhyun gasped when Hyukjae was lying in the bed beside him; all naked and vulnerable; biting his lower lip as his cheeks were bright red. “Kyu?” Hyukjae called because he was feeling embarrassed by Kyuhyun’s stare.
“You are so beautiful Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said still staring the body and then turning slowly to see Hyukjae’s eyes.” Can I really make you mine?” He asked hopeful.
Hyukjae smiled and nodded. “Will you?” He asked and Kyuhyun smiled wider before attacking Hyukjae’s lips gently once again; now letting his hands roam by Hyukjae’s inner thighs and Hyukjae’s chest.
Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae’s lips and then he started kissing his entire face, kissing gently his forehead, his nose, his temple; going down until his jaw line, his earlobe, and his neck.
Hyukjae rounded Kyuhyun’s head with his hands to pull him closer; he wanted to feel more of Kyuhyun, he enjoyed being that close with the latter: their skins’ touching with each other was everything he thought he would crave for in his entire life.
It was slow; timed passed and they took their time to kiss each other when they felt like it. “Oh Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae gasped between the hot kiss when Kyuhyun took Hyukjae’s cock in his hands and started stroking it lightly.
“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked squeezing lightly.
Hyukjae blushed and couldn’t help but moan and pull his body closer to Kyuhyun’s grab. “F-Faster…” He mumbled and Kyuhyun obeyed; he enjoyed seeing Hyukjae pleasured; and what he enjoyed the most was that the pleasure was because of him.
Kyuhyun’s strokes became faster and harder; Hyukjae closed his eyes tightly and grabbed Kyuhyun’s hair as for support. “Mnnn… Oh… K-Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned loudly. “I-I’m a-almost…”
“Don’t hold it back Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun whispered seductively in Hyukjae’s ear while biting his earlobe and enjoying the sight of a red Hyukjae.
Hyukjae’s lips were swollen and slightly parted; his eyes were shut tightly; his hair was messy and he was sweating lightly; which made his skin to shine lightly. Kyuhyun felt his erection grown and become painful; but watching Hyukjae enjoying himself was enough for him to ignore it.
“Ugh Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae moaned when he came in Kyuhyun’s hands after a strong and hard stroke from the latter. “S-Sorry…” Hyukjae said panting hard and going down the hill, scolding himself for coming in Kyuhyun’s hands.
Kyuhyun chuckled. “Why being sorry?” He asked taking his hand to his mouth and liking Hyukjae’s cum; his lusting eyes never leaving Hyukjae’s. Hyukjae blushed; he didn’t know watching Kyuhyun licking his fingers would be that hot, he felt how his erection was growing once again.
Hyukjae took Kyuhyun’s hand away from his mouth and kissed him tenderly, tasting his own savor. Kyuhyun felt he was going to explode and that he had to take Hyukjae right then when Hyukjae started sucking and biting his tongue; he felt the pain in his own cock. Hyukjae was great at sucking his tongue and Kyuhyun didn’t know when Hyukjae’s hands were with his.
Kyuhyun’s hands started to roam in Hyukjae’s body once again; he moaned when he felt Hyukjae was touching teasingly his already hard cock. “Make me yours now Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said, almost ordering, and Kyuhyun enjoyed seeing that lust in Hyukjae’s eyes.
Kyuhyun’s eyes roamed around the room and he cursed for himself. “I won’t do it Hyukkie.” He said not being able to hide his disappointment.
“Why?” Hyukjae asked concerned and worried; he started thinking Kyuhyun didn’t want to do it, that maybe he wasn’t enough for the latter.
“There’s no lube and I don’t want to hurt you.” Kyuhyun said looking at Hyukjae’s eyes lovingly.
Hyukjae smiled softly, he was happy Kyuhyun was thinking about him, he was happy Kyuhyun was worried. But Kyuhyun didn’t understand how much Hyukjae wanted it too.
“I can fix that Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling and took Kyuhyun’s hand up to his face.
Kyuhyun could only watch how Hyukjae took three of his fingers in his mouth, sucking them and biting them lightly. “Fuck Hyuk!” Kyuhyun cursed when he felt his cock craving for what Hyukjae was doing to his fingers.
Hyukjae was enjoying himself, sucking Kyuhyun’s fingers was enough for him to feel good, he bit them lightly, just teasingly, even when he didn’t know he was doing it. Hyukjae licked every part of Kyuhyun’s fingers, rounding them with his tongue and letting them wet enough.
Kyuhyun took out his fingers from Hyukjae’s mouth and looked at the one under him worried. “Are you sure Hyukkie?” He asked before he couldn’t even control himself.
Hyukjae rounded his hands in Kyuhyun’s neck and pulled him closer, giving the latter a soft kiss in his lips. “If I’m going to do this…” He whispered now looking at Kyuhyun’s eyes. “I want it to be with only you Kyu.”
“Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun called with wide eyes. “I-Is this your first time?” He asked surprised.
Hyukjae blushed and look away before nodding lightly.
Kyuhyun smiled softly. “I’ll make it special for you Hyukkie.” He said before kissing Hyukjae full in his lips, letting his tongue inside the latter’s mouth and smoothly sliding his hand to Hyukjae’s ass. “This will hurt Hyukkie…” He said softly. “But I promise I will make it up for you okay?”
Hyukjae nodded; but still Kyuhyun could see the slight fear that crossed in Hyukjae’s eyes.
Kyuhyun slid one of his fingers inside Hyukjae’s hole and he entered slowly, waiting for Hyukjae to adjust to the sudden intrusion.
Hyukjae bit his lips for not to yell out of pain; he was inexperienced and he didn’t know what was going to be like the pain; but he was sure he wanted to keep on going. He buried his nails in Kyuhyun’s back’s skin when he felt Kyuhyun’s second finger slid inside him. The pain was great; but Kyuhyun whispering sweet thing in his ears was all he needed to forget about it and craving for more.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned when Kyuhyun started moving his fingers upside down. Hyukjae was being hit in his prostate and he could feel the great pleasure. “More Kyu!” He begged pulling Kyuhyun closer to his body; thrusting himself to meet with Kyuhyun’s fingers.
Kyuhyun slid the third finger in and moved them even faster; there was no more pain for Hyukjae this time, it was mere pleasure that was rounding his system.
Hyukjae was going crazy; he never thought the great pleasure he could get just with Kyuhyun’s fingers; he was craving for more.
Kyuhyun felt his own erection vibrate when he was hearing Hyukjae’s moans; he wanted to give more to Hyukjae, he was desperate to get inside him already. He didn’t know how Hyukjae was suddenly on top of him; his fingers still inside the latter.
Hyukjae was enjoying himself just with Kyuhyun’s fingers; he groaned when he pulled himself out of those fingers and positioned himself up in Kyuhyun’s cock.
“H-Hyuk?” Kyuhyun called, almost daring to take Hyukjae there, hardly, he wanted to just get inside and thrust deeply; deeply so Hyukjae would moan his name; watching Hyukjae on top of him was even worst; he wanted him now, he could stand looking at Hyukjae’s parted and swollen lips; to Hyukjae’s pale skin.
Hyukjae gasped when he went down a little and Kyuhyun’s cock’s tip was already inside him. “Oh Kyu!” He yelled moaning hard; his hands resting in Kyuhyun’s chest and Kyuhyun’s hands supporting him in his hips.
“Fuck Hyuk!” Kyuhyun was desperate and he pulled Hyukjae down in one go; gaining a loud moan and gasp from Hyukjae.
They stayed like that for some seconds; Kyuhyun didn’t want to hurt Hyukjae, but Hyukjae’s hole was so tight he just wanted to move; to make Hyukjae come with his thrusts.
Hyukjae breathed in and out deeply before pulling himself up; gaining a loud moan from both of them. “You’re so tight Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said shutting his eyes closed; just as Hyukjae did.
“And you’re so big Kyu…” Hyukjae said jumping now down and up; taking Kyuhyun’s cock almost out and pulling it inside once again.
Kyuhyun thrust, both of them synchronizing their movements; Hyukjae’s was being hit in his sweet spot dozens of times; he didn’t know Kyuhyun could be that hard, it was a long way and every time, every thrust was even better and deeper; both of them were moaning every time their movements took them to hit their spot.
“Kyu!” Hyukjae yelled. “I’m coming!” He announced opening his eyes and only locking them with Kyuhyun’s.
Kyuhyun made them turn around until he was the one on top; Hyukjae was tightening his hole as his moment was coming; Kyuhyun couldn’t help but moan loudly at the sudden tightness around his cock. He managed to grab Hyukjae’s cock and stroke it as he thrust inside him; after one final strong stroke; Hyukjae came tightening that much his hole that Kyuhyun yelled in pleasure.
Kyuhyun thrust just three more times before coming inside Hyukjae; filling him with his seed.
Kyuhyun collapsed on top of Hyukjae’s chest, the latter stroke Kyuhyun’s hair lovingly. “Thank you Kyu.” He said panting hard and finally feeling complete.
Kyuhyun smiled weakly and kissed Hyukjae’s neck. “Thank you Hyukkie.” He said before looking at Hyukjae’s eyes deeply and attempting to pull out of Hyukjae’s hole.
Hyukjae stopped Kyuhyun. “Let’s stay like this.” He said blushing. “I like you being inside me.”
Kyuhyun chuckled and smiled. “And I like being inside you Hyukkie.” He said now smirking and reaching Hyukjae’s cock teasingly.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned. “What are you doing?” He asked still moaning.
The moans became louder as Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae’s shoulder and licked it lightly, tracing a path towards Hyukjae’s nipples; thrusting lightly as to wake up Hyukjae’s senses.
“I’m making you feel better.” Kyuhyun said as he felt his cock was getting hard.
“Mmmnn… K-Kyu… ugh… more…” Hyukjae begged as Kyuhyun started moving and stroking Hyukjae’s cock; also biting and licking Hyukjae’s nipples.
Minutes after, loud moans could be heard from Hyukjae’s and Kyuhyun’s mouth.
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Hyukjae woke up feeling happy and complete. He didn’t open his eyes; he just kept on enjoying the sweet sensation of Kyuhyun’s warm chest.
“I know you’re awake Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said drawing small circles in Hyukjae’s back.
Hyukjae smiled and opened his eyes before closing them again and cuddling himself in Kyuhyun’s naked chest. “It’s so warm…” He whispered and Kyuhyun couldn’t help but smile.
Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae’s hair and hugged him tightly; letting their naked bodies warm each other. “I love you Hyukkie.”
Hyukjae chuckled. “You have told me that at least a dozen times today already.” He said with a blurry voice since he was talking against Kyuhyun’s chest. “But I love you too.” He said with a grin in his face.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes and told himself to sleep again after kissing Hyukjae’s hair once more. “What would you like to do now Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked with his eyes closed. “I can cook for you!” He said smiling brightly even when Hyukjae couldn’t see him.
“You won’t destroy my house right?” Hyukjae asked pushing away lightly and watching Kyuhyun’s pout.
“I won’t…” Kyuhyun whined still pouting.
Hyukjae smiled and kissed the pout away, regretting it when Kyuhyun captured his lips and kissed him tenderly; roaming his hands in Hyukjae’s already naked body. “I have to shower Kyu…” Hyukjae said between moans when Kyuhyun’s lips were already in his neck.
“Let’s shower together okay?” Kyuhyun asked and smiled when the only response was Hyukjae’s humbling.
“You’re a pervert Kyu…” Hyukjae said as Kyuhyun’s hands were rubbing his inner thighs.
“Only for you babe.” Kyuhyun said seductively and moaning when Hyukjae pulled himself closer until their cocks were rubbing against each other.
I lost the count of how many rounds we had. Kyuhyun thought smirking while placing himself on top of Hyukjae once again and kissing the latter passionately; letting his hands go down and up on Hyukjae’s thighs.
“If history repeats itself, and the unexpected always happens, how incapable must Man be of learning from experience?”
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“I don’t want this day to end Kyu.” Hyukjae said softly in Kyuhyun’s embrace; they had made love countless times already; just taking breaks to eat something and doing it once again later on. They were just unstoppable; Kyuhyun would always make it special in some way; Hyukjae couldn’t feel happier. It was a day made for the both of them.
“Don’t worry.” Kyuhyun said kissing Hyukjae’s hair softly. “I’ll make sure we have a lot of these days.” He chuckled.
Hyukjae smiled bitterly against Kyuhyun’s chest. “You promise?” He asked cuddling himself more.
Kyuhyun smiled. “I promise.” He said softly. “Now sleep, we will have so many things to do tomorrow.” He said with a smirk in his face. “I’ll make it even more special since it’s your birthday.” He said rubbing Hyukjae’s back, not noticing the latter had tensed up.
Hyukjae felt scared; scared because maybe this happiness couldn’t last long; he didn’t want this to happen; he didn’t want the day to end; he wanted time to stop and never arrive to his birthday.
But Hyukjae was just so tired as to think even more; he succumbed to sleep; feeling better when he realized Kyuhyun was there to him.
That night; even when everything was messed up; was the night Hyukjae could sleep normally and peacefully; not having nightmares and just being in Kyuhyun’s embrace; he didn’t sleep one hour as he used to; he slept a lot, and he knew by that time; that he wouldn’t even give up on Kyuhyun, because the latter was all what he needed to be alive.
Kyuhyun was his medicine.
“Ever since happiness heard your name, it has been running through the streets trying to find you.”
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Chapter: Twenty-Two*
Autor:
eriiarPairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~ SMUT
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves.
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“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.”
“How do you feel Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked to the awakening figure besides him.
“Tired.” Hyukjae said cuddling himself deeper in Kyuhyun’s chest.
Kyuhyun chuckled and hugged Hyukjae by the waist; hiding his own face in Hyukjae’s soft hair. “I love you Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said and he could feel how Hyukjae smiled against his chest.
Hyukjae pushed away lightly just to see Kyuhyun’s face inches away from his. “I love you too Kyu.” He said smiling softly and leaning closer to give a soft kiss to Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun smiled when they broke apart. “Should we take a shower together?” He asked hopefully and Hyukjae smiled.
“Sorry Kyu.” Hyukjae said still smiling and now chuckling because of Kyuhyun’s light pout. “But I showered already.
“When?!” Kyuhyun asked widening his eyes.
“Some hours ago.” Hyukjae said looking away. “I couldn’t sleep so I showered.”
“Then you have to shower with me now.” Kyuhyun said smirking and grabbing Hyukjae’s waist firmly. “Or we can stay here and get you dirty so we can actually shower together.”
Hyukjae blushed hard. He didn’t have time to speak when a pair of hot lips crushed in his; tongue asking for permission to get inside his mouth as a pair of hands started traveling around his body.
Hyukjae opened his mouth instantly, he didn’t even think when he did so; he just wanted to feel more of Kyuhyun in him. “K-Kyu?” Hyukjae called weakly when he realized Kyuhyun was now on top of him.
“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked now kissing Hyukjae’s jaw line.
“I-I have to go to the… ahhh… hospital…” Hyukjae could hardly say between moans and light panting.
Kyuhyun stopped and even when Hyukjae felt like slapping himself for that; he really had to check on his patients. “I’ll go to the hospital with you then.” Kyuhyun said.
Hyukjae opened his eyes widely. “Don’t you have a work Kyu?” He asked lifting an eyebrow and Kyuhyun smirked playfully.
“My parents seem to understand I want to spend time with you; so they offered themselves to take care of the companies while I’m with you.” Kyuhyun said as if that were a huge victory in his life.
Hyukjae felt guilty. “I’m sorry I can’t take vacations now Kyu.” He said looking away and suddenly feeling sad; Kyuhyun was doing so many nice things to him and the latter would just avoid him.
Just wait until everything’s solved Kyu. Hyukjae begged in his mind.
Just wait for me a little longer.
Kyuhyun saw how sad Hyukjae looked and he panicked; the last thing he wanted was to make Hyukjae sad; not because Heechul would kill him; but because he hated that look in Hyukjae’s eyes; the same look he had when he first met him in High School; that look he had the first time he hugged Hyukjae.
“Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun called rubbing Hyukjae’s cheek and making the latter turn around to face him. “You go to the hospital and I’ll go to the office.” Kyuhyun finally said and he smiled softly when he saw Hyukjae’s confused expression. “We will take some time to ourselves when the time comes, so don’t worry about it.” Kyuhyun said giving a soft kiss in Hyukjae’s forehead; then in Hyukjae’s nose; and he ended by giving a long and soft kiss in his lips.
“Thanks Kyu.” Hyukjae answered smiling weakly. “But you really have to shower right now.” He said and Kyuhyun rolled his eyes.
“Fine.” He said. “But next time you will shower with me!” He declared with a playful grin in his face.
“Maybe.” Hyukjae said blushing and looking away; Kyuhyun could only smile and feel satisfied with that.
“Then get ready and let’s go out for breakfast; then I’ll take you to the hospital.” Kyuhyun said standing up.
Hyukjae nodded and smiled at Kyuhyun. “Sure.” He said sliding himself out of the bed.
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“How do you feel today?” Minho asked Hyukjae when the latter arrived at the hospital.
Worst than ever. Hyukjae thought.
“Better I think.” Hyukjae answered shrugging it off. “How will your day be?” He asked just to change the topic.
“I’ll be meeting Taemin today.” Minho said smiling softly.
“Does Taemin know you’re a possessive child?” Hyukjae asked playful and Minho pouted.
“He knows I’m protective over you.” Minho pointed out.
“I bet he will be even more protected than me then.” Hyukjae said still smiling.
“Of course he will!” Minho said rolling his eyes. “But you’re just like my brother; so I’ll make sure Kyuhyun knows how lucky he is.”
Hyukjae smiled. “Ok.” He simply said and grabbed the patient’s record in the table. “See you around; greet Taemin for me please.”
“I will!” Minho answered grabbing a record too. “See ya!” He yelled when Hyukjae was already walking in the hall.
“How do you feel?” Hyukjae asked the woman who suddenly seemed to be so tired and old.
“I’m fine.” The woman said smiling weakly. “Henry just went to get his medication.” She said patting the edge of the bed for Hyukjae to sit.
“Henry’s a great child.” Hyukjae said smiling and walking towards the bed.
“He is.” The woman said. “He’s exactly as his father.” A lonely tear fell down her cheek.
Hyukjae smiled weakly and took the woman’s hand with his. “He will be okay.” He said.
The woman looked down her hand held by Hyukjae and smiled bitterly. “I’m his mother…” She trailed off. “I was supposed to be with him in the worst and best moments of his young life.”
“You have been with him up until now.” Hyukjae said rubbing her hand quietly. “And I can try for it to last longer.” He said trying to convince the woman to take some treatment.
The woman looked up and shook her head lightly. “Just promise me you will live healthy.” The woman said and Hyukjae found himself confused.
“I-I-”
“You told me you were sick right?” The woman asked when he saw Hyukjae’s expression. “A mortal disease…” She murmured looking away and then looking at Hyukjae once again. “You want me to take some treatment but you won’t get one.” She said and Hyukjae felt suddenly ashamed.
“I took all possible treatments…” Hyukjae said looking down and remembering those painful times when Minho and he would do anything just to fix that little problem of his. “But none of them worked.” Hyukjae said finally.
The woman smiled bitterly. “Aren’t we pitiful?” She asked. “We will die and leave someone we love behind.”
“That doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy your time left.” Hyukjae said giving the woman a playful smile.
Minutes later; Hyukjae was going out with a woman in a wheelchair; carrying her around and explaining thing she was curious about; giving her a whole tour in the hospital.
“Henry!” Hyukjae called happily when he spotted the kid lost in one of the halls. “What are you dong here?” He asked and Henry ran to them.
“I was looking for you.” Henry said almost climbing in his mother’s lap; the latter felt happy just because of what her son did.
“What did you need honey?” The woman asked softly and Henry stayed frozen for a few seconds.
“N-Nothing really…” He admitted and Hyukjae smiled because of his cuteness.
“We’re giving a tour by the hospital…” Hyukjae said and smiled when Henry’s eyes brightened. “Do you want to come with us?” Hyukjae asked and Henry nodded frenetically. “Let’s go then!” Hyukjae announced before pulling the wheel chair once again and going through the places he knew they would like the most.
Henry was stunned when they were in the babies’ room. “Why are there so many babies?!” He asked mused and almost glued to the glass window.
Hyukjae chuckled. “Because life is so funny that they wanted to give it a try.” He answered and Henry looked at him with sparkling eyes.
“They won’t regret it!” Henry said excited and going back to his smiling mother.
“This garden is huge!” Henry exclaimed when they were in the hospital’s park.
“Look at that bird Henry!” His mother pointed a tree’s branch were a red bird was placed.
“Wooah!” Henry exclaimed looking at the animal and with a huge smile in his face. “It’s so pretty!”
Hyukjae couldn’t help but smile the whole day with them; he didn’t know why, but it was even he found himself amused by the things that were around him. Was it because the three of them were dying? Or it was just simply casualty?
Hyukjae didn’t care about that; the only thing that he could recall of the entire day was the fact that he kept on smiling the whole time.
Everything went even better when Kyuhyun arrived and spent the rest of the day with all them; they laughed and laughed; Kyuhyun felt comfortable with Henry and his mother and vice versa; Hyukjae forgot for some hours that his birthday was approaching and he still didn’t have any plan in mind.
“There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid.”
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Hyukjae opened his eyes slowly; he wasn’t even sleeping; he was just there, feeling uneasy as he cuddled himself deeper in Kyuhyun’s chest.
After a few more minutes; Hyukjae decided to go to the place that could calm him partially; his home.
Hyukjae took Kyuhyun’s hands carefully out of his waist and gave the latter a quick peck in his lips before sliding out of the bed and changing his clothes.
He opened the door slowly and walked as silent as he could to the apartment’s door.
Kyuhyun woke up when he heard the door opened; he opened his eyes and rubbed them before looking at his side and gasp when he didn’t find Hyukjae there.
Did he already leave? He asked to himself patting Hyukjae’s spot and finding out it was still warm.
He just left.
Kyuhyun stood up and opened the door of his room just to see how the entrance room closed; he felt a little uneasy and went out too without even changing his pajamas.
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Hyukjae arrived to that house that seemed to be the oldest one; it was as if the house knew how sad it was what happened in there and now was depressed. But still; that was Hyukjae’s house, even when it was the place where his parents lost their lives; that was the place he spent the happiest times in his entire life.
Hyukjae just stood there; in front of the front door; he had the key in his hands; he didn’t even knew he had tears rolling down his cheeks.
“It’s been six years mom, dad…” Hyukjae whispered. “How have you been?” He asked with a shaky voice and finally giving up to his already falling tears. “I’ve been well.” He continued. “I miss you…” He whispered taking his hands to his face as to hide his weakness in front of his parents. “I’m sorry I haven’t gone to visit you…” Hyukjae said sobbing. “I don’t want you to look at me this weak…”
“You’re not weak Hyukkie…” Hyukjae felt a strong pair of arms rounding his waist and a familiar scent near him.
Kyuhyun arrived and saw Hyukjae was crying hard; he didn’t know it was his old house; Kyuhyun just thought Hyukjae was sad and that broke his heart apart.
“Kyu…” Hyukjae turned around and hugged Kyuhyun tightly, letting his tears fall and dry in Kyuhyun’s chest. “I miss them so much Kyu…” Hyukjae sobbed.
“I know Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said softly rubbing Hyukjae’s back.
“It was my fault Kyu!” Hyukjae said crying even harder.
“Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun called firmly pushing Hyukjae away to see him directly at his eyes. “Don’t talk nonsense!” Kyuhyun said shaking Hyukjae’s body lightly.
Hyukjae looked down. “Kyu…”
“You’re not guilty of what happened.” Kyuhyun said frowning lightly; he didn’t like seeing Hyukjae like this. “I don’t know what exactly happened; but I don’t need to since I’m sure you wouldn’t make your family any harm.”
Hyukjae looked up and met Kyuhyun’s deep eyes. “What if I actually did?” Hyukjae asked with eyes full of tears and Kyuhyun took him once again to his arms.
“You didn’t Hyuk.” Kyuhyun said softly. “Stop hurting yourself.”
Hyukjae sobbed harder; it was painful to be like this; he didn’t know what would happen; it was a day before his birthday and he was nervous, every minute that passed made him even more anxious; he was afraid and he didn’t even know how to protect Kyuhyun and his new family anymore.
Minutes passed; neither Kyuhyun nor Hyukjae realized how much time passed; they were there, in front of Hyukjae’s house, hugging each other and trying to calm down. Kyuhyun never let his hug get weaker, he promised to himself to be by Hyukjae’s side always; and he wasn’t going to break that promise.
“Kyu…” Hyukjae called softly pushing away lightly to see the latter at his eyes.
“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun answered smiling softly and rubbing Hyukjae’s cheek smoothly.
Hyukjae didn’t say anything more; he just leaned up and captured Kyuhyun’s lips with his softly.
Kyuhyun smiled between the kiss; it was the kind of kiss he liked the most; it was full of love and he could feel it; he felt how Hyukjae was opening his heart to him through the kiss. Kyuhyun kissed back softly, pulling Hyukjae closer and making sure the latter felt how big his love was for him. Kyuhyun wanted Hyukjae to understand through the kiss that he wouldn’t be able to live without the other.
“Thank you Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling weakly when they parted away.
Kyuhyun smiled softly. “”Thank you for being with me Hyuk.”
Hyukjae smiled back. “Let’s go inside.” He said and turned around; intertwining hands with Kyuhyun and walking slowly to the front door.
Hyukjae took out the keys and inserted it in the door with his shaking hand; Kyuhyun gave him a squeeze as to give him some courage.
When the door was opened; Hyukjae stepped inside followed instantly by Kyuhyun. They stayed there a few seconds before Hyukjae dragged Kyuhyun to the living room.
“You can sit here.” Hyukjae said. “I’ll go and call for something to eat.” He said and turned around.
Kyuhyun didn’t let Hyukjae go and held his hand tightly. “Are you okay Hyukkie?” He asked concerned and Hyukjae nodded.
“I’m perfect Kyu.” He said even when he was feeling a bit uneasy.
“Really?” Kyuhyun asked cupping Hyukjae’s face.
“I’m fine because you’re here with me Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling and Kyuhyun felt less worried.
“Okay.” Kyuhyun said letting Hyukjae go.
“Why are you still in pajamas Kyu?” Hyukjae asked with a weak smile in his face.
Kyuhyun looked away and scratched the back of his neck. “Well…” He trailed off. “I’m sexier like this!” He said with a playful smile.
Hyukjae smile brightly and Kyuhyun congratulated himself for that. “Sure Kyu…” He said still smiling.
“Show me your room Hyuk!” He said trying to lift the mood and changing the topic.
Hyukjae blushed. “It’s a teenager’s room Kyu…” He trailed off.
“Let me see it anyways.” Kyuhyun said and Hyukjae nodded before holding hands once again with Kyuhyun and drag him upstairs towards his room.
“This was my parent’s room.” Hyukjae said sadly as they passed in front of a white and closed door. They kept walking; Kyuhyun kept silent. “This is the room of my eldest noona.” Hyukjae whispered getting tears in his eyes. “And this is the room of my other noona.” Hyukjae said letting a single tear fall down.
Kyuhyun made Hyukjae stop just when the latter was about to open the door of his own room. “Hyukkie…” He called cupping Hyukjae’s face with his hands and Hyukjae looked at his eyes directly.
Kyuhyun kissed away Hyukjae’s tears and then kissed Hyukjae in his lips; a short and soft kiss.
Hyukjae kissed back and let his sadness go away. “Let’s go inside.” Hyukjae said softly when they broke the kiss; Kyuhyun nodded and seconds later they were already inside the room.
“I feel like a high school guy secretly entering his girlfriend’s house.” Kyuhyun said smiling and Hyukjae smiled back weakly.
“That kind of what you’re actually doing Kyu.” He said. “But I’m not a girl and we’re not teenagers anymore.”
Kyuhyun smiled. “This room is really clean.” He said looking carefully the whole room.
Hyukjae blushed. “I like my things clean.” He admitted looking away.
Kyuhyun smiled because of Hyukjae’s happiness and hugged him from behind; placing his arms around the latter’s waist. “You don’t have an idea of how happy I am because you’re by my side Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun murmured in Hyukjae’s ears. “I love you.”
Hyukjae smiled and turned around; he placed his arms around Kyuhyun’s neck and leaned up to Kyuhyun’s height. “I love you too Kyu.” He said and he started a kiss.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment; there was no tongue in the kiss, there were just feelings involved; Kyuhyun enjoyed that.
A few minutes passed and they were till kissing like there’s no tomorrow; Hyukjae deepened the kiss pulling Kyuhyun closer to him and Kyuhyun kissed back, tightening his hug in Hyukjae’s waist.
“Kyu…” Hyukjae called when they broke apart. “Will you make me yours today?” He asked shyly looking away and Kyuhyun was taken aback.
Kyuhyun smiled after a few seconds and looked at Hyukjae’s eyes lovely. “I thought you were already mine.” He said and kissed Hyukjae again.
Hyukjae smiled back and kissed back, he was nervous, but he was happy Kyuhyun was there with him; Hyukjae couldn’t feel better in his life; he forgot about the day after that; Kyuhyun was the only thing in his mind at that moment.
Hyukjae opened his mouth lightly, allowing Kyuhyun’s tongue to get in and explore, tasting every part of Hyukjae’s mouth.
Kyuhyun slid his hands smoothly under Hyukjae’s shirt and started rubbing Hyukjae’s back lightly.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned lightly at Kyuhyun’s touches; those moans were exactly what Kyuhyun needed to hear for him to keep on.
After a few minutes of making out and Kyuhyun touching every part of Hyukjae’s body; Kyuhyun decided it was time or the bed to be helpful.
Hyukjae gasped when Kyuhyun carried him bridal style. “What are you doing Kyu?” Hyukjae asked shyly, covering his red face in Kyuhyun’s chest.
“I’m making you entirely mine.” Kyuhyun answered lying Hyukjae carefully in the bed. “That means I’ll be yours too Hyukkie.”
Hyukjae smiled widely. “We belong to each other then.” He said before Kyuhyun placed himself on top of him; kissing him once again.
Kyuhyun didn’t know why; he had have sex with dozens of people; but this time he felt nervous, he wanted it to be perfect; this was the first time he felt this excited and happy at the same time; everything that made him smile was bout Hyukjae.
They locked eyes when they parted away; silently saying how much they loved each other. Hyukjae reached Kyuhyun’s upper part clothes’ buttons and started undoing them with shaky hands. Kyuhyun smiled and let Hyukjae do it while their eyes were still locked.
“Are you sure Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked rubbing Hyukjae’s cheeks softly. “We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to…”
“I want it Kyu.” Hyukjae said with a firm voice. “And I want you.” He said when he finished undoing Kyuhyun’s upper part.
Hyukjae blushed when he saw Kyuhyun’s exposed chest; Kyuhyun chuckled and took Hyukjae’s hand and place it in the centre of his chest. “Do you feel that Hyuk?” Kyuhyun asked softly and Hyukjae looked at him intently. “My heart is beating for you.”
Hyukjae smiled and kissed Kyuhyun; it seems to be timed stopped for both of tem and Hyukjae couldn’t have been more grateful for that.
Hyukjae slid Kyuhyun’s shirt by his shoulders slowly, not even breaking the kiss. The thin fabric of Kyuhyun’s clothes felt even smoother when Hyukjae was the one taking them off.
When Kyuhyun finally was shirtless; he came back for Hyukjae’s shirt, unbuttoning slowly; feeling nervous all of a sudden. Kyuhyun was anxious; anxious because he already wanted to make Hyukjae his; but he was determined on making it special or the latter.
Hyukjae felt nervous too; he have never had sex with anyone, and he was nervous of how could it be. Kyuhyun’s firm hand unbuttoning his shirt gave him courage and the feeling of security he was craving for. Only because Kyuhyun was by his side; just because of that; he was sure of what he wanted to do.
Kyuhyun was gentle; even when he was now biting Hyukjae’s neck; the latter was gentle and caring.
Kyuhyun slid Hyukjae’s shirt under him until the latter was upper parted naked and Kyuhyun couldn’t do more than stare at that pale skin. “You are perfect…” Kyuhyun whispered and Hyukjae looked away embarrassed.
Kyuhyun took Hyukjae’s chin and guided it so they would be looking at each other; Hyukjae was red and Kyuhyun lip’s were almost calling him. “K-Kyu?” Hyukjae called only looking at Kyuhyun’s lips and the latter smiled before kissing Hyukjae gently once again.
Kyuhyun’s hands started roaming around Hyukjae’s chest and the latter couldn’t do more than moan at the contact with Kyuhyun’s warm hand.
Hyukjae gasped and Kyuhyun slid his tongue in when Kyuhyun reached Hyukjae’s right nipple and massaged it lightly; sending shivers to Hyukjae’s body.
“Oh… Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned when Kyuhyun started licking Hyukjae’s neck, going down slowly as his hands were still working in now both of Hyukjae’s swollen nipples.
Hyukjae couldn’t take it, it was too much pleasure and he was starting to feel the urge of more; he slid his hands down and started taking off Kyuhyun’s pajama pants.
Kyuhyun gasped at Hyukjae’s action and smiled before helping him doing it; taking his underwear with them. Hyukjae blushed harder when he saw Kyuhyun’s naked body; he wanted to turn away but there was something he couldn’t order to his body to do. He blushed harder when Kyuhyun chuckled and placed himself once again on top of Hyukjae. “Not fair.” He whispered in his ear as his hands slid to undo Hyukjae’s pants.
Hyukjae didn’t protest; he just lift his body a little so his pants would go out easily and Kyuhyun gasped when Hyukjae was lying in the bed beside him; all naked and vulnerable; biting his lower lip as his cheeks were bright red. “Kyu?” Hyukjae called because he was feeling embarrassed by Kyuhyun’s stare.
“You are so beautiful Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said still staring the body and then turning slowly to see Hyukjae’s eyes.” Can I really make you mine?” He asked hopeful.
Hyukjae smiled and nodded. “Will you?” He asked and Kyuhyun smiled wider before attacking Hyukjae’s lips gently once again; now letting his hands roam by Hyukjae’s inner thighs and Hyukjae’s chest.
Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae’s lips and then he started kissing his entire face, kissing gently his forehead, his nose, his temple; going down until his jaw line, his earlobe, and his neck.
Hyukjae rounded Kyuhyun’s head with his hands to pull him closer; he wanted to feel more of Kyuhyun, he enjoyed being that close with the latter: their skins’ touching with each other was everything he thought he would crave for in his entire life.
It was slow; timed passed and they took their time to kiss each other when they felt like it. “Oh Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae gasped between the hot kiss when Kyuhyun took Hyukjae’s cock in his hands and started stroking it lightly.
“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked squeezing lightly.
Hyukjae blushed and couldn’t help but moan and pull his body closer to Kyuhyun’s grab. “F-Faster…” He mumbled and Kyuhyun obeyed; he enjoyed seeing Hyukjae pleasured; and what he enjoyed the most was that the pleasure was because of him.
Kyuhyun’s strokes became faster and harder; Hyukjae closed his eyes tightly and grabbed Kyuhyun’s hair as for support. “Mnnn… Oh… K-Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned loudly. “I-I’m a-almost…”
“Don’t hold it back Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun whispered seductively in Hyukjae’s ear while biting his earlobe and enjoying the sight of a red Hyukjae.
Hyukjae’s lips were swollen and slightly parted; his eyes were shut tightly; his hair was messy and he was sweating lightly; which made his skin to shine lightly. Kyuhyun felt his erection grown and become painful; but watching Hyukjae enjoying himself was enough for him to ignore it.
“Ugh Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae moaned when he came in Kyuhyun’s hands after a strong and hard stroke from the latter. “S-Sorry…” Hyukjae said panting hard and going down the hill, scolding himself for coming in Kyuhyun’s hands.
Kyuhyun chuckled. “Why being sorry?” He asked taking his hand to his mouth and liking Hyukjae’s cum; his lusting eyes never leaving Hyukjae’s. Hyukjae blushed; he didn’t know watching Kyuhyun licking his fingers would be that hot, he felt how his erection was growing once again.
Hyukjae took Kyuhyun’s hand away from his mouth and kissed him tenderly, tasting his own savor. Kyuhyun felt he was going to explode and that he had to take Hyukjae right then when Hyukjae started sucking and biting his tongue; he felt the pain in his own cock. Hyukjae was great at sucking his tongue and Kyuhyun didn’t know when Hyukjae’s hands were with his.
Kyuhyun’s hands started to roam in Hyukjae’s body once again; he moaned when he felt Hyukjae was touching teasingly his already hard cock. “Make me yours now Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said, almost ordering, and Kyuhyun enjoyed seeing that lust in Hyukjae’s eyes.
Kyuhyun’s eyes roamed around the room and he cursed for himself. “I won’t do it Hyukkie.” He said not being able to hide his disappointment.
“Why?” Hyukjae asked concerned and worried; he started thinking Kyuhyun didn’t want to do it, that maybe he wasn’t enough for the latter.
“There’s no lube and I don’t want to hurt you.” Kyuhyun said looking at Hyukjae’s eyes lovingly.
Hyukjae smiled softly, he was happy Kyuhyun was thinking about him, he was happy Kyuhyun was worried. But Kyuhyun didn’t understand how much Hyukjae wanted it too.
“I can fix that Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling and took Kyuhyun’s hand up to his face.
Kyuhyun could only watch how Hyukjae took three of his fingers in his mouth, sucking them and biting them lightly. “Fuck Hyuk!” Kyuhyun cursed when he felt his cock craving for what Hyukjae was doing to his fingers.
Hyukjae was enjoying himself, sucking Kyuhyun’s fingers was enough for him to feel good, he bit them lightly, just teasingly, even when he didn’t know he was doing it. Hyukjae licked every part of Kyuhyun’s fingers, rounding them with his tongue and letting them wet enough.
Kyuhyun took out his fingers from Hyukjae’s mouth and looked at the one under him worried. “Are you sure Hyukkie?” He asked before he couldn’t even control himself.
Hyukjae rounded his hands in Kyuhyun’s neck and pulled him closer, giving the latter a soft kiss in his lips. “If I’m going to do this…” He whispered now looking at Kyuhyun’s eyes. “I want it to be with only you Kyu.”
“Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun called with wide eyes. “I-Is this your first time?” He asked surprised.
Hyukjae blushed and look away before nodding lightly.
Kyuhyun smiled softly. “I’ll make it special for you Hyukkie.” He said before kissing Hyukjae full in his lips, letting his tongue inside the latter’s mouth and smoothly sliding his hand to Hyukjae’s ass. “This will hurt Hyukkie…” He said softly. “But I promise I will make it up for you okay?”
Hyukjae nodded; but still Kyuhyun could see the slight fear that crossed in Hyukjae’s eyes.
Kyuhyun slid one of his fingers inside Hyukjae’s hole and he entered slowly, waiting for Hyukjae to adjust to the sudden intrusion.
Hyukjae bit his lips for not to yell out of pain; he was inexperienced and he didn’t know what was going to be like the pain; but he was sure he wanted to keep on going. He buried his nails in Kyuhyun’s back’s skin when he felt Kyuhyun’s second finger slid inside him. The pain was great; but Kyuhyun whispering sweet thing in his ears was all he needed to forget about it and craving for more.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned when Kyuhyun started moving his fingers upside down. Hyukjae was being hit in his prostate and he could feel the great pleasure. “More Kyu!” He begged pulling Kyuhyun closer to his body; thrusting himself to meet with Kyuhyun’s fingers.
Kyuhyun slid the third finger in and moved them even faster; there was no more pain for Hyukjae this time, it was mere pleasure that was rounding his system.
Hyukjae was going crazy; he never thought the great pleasure he could get just with Kyuhyun’s fingers; he was craving for more.
Kyuhyun felt his own erection vibrate when he was hearing Hyukjae’s moans; he wanted to give more to Hyukjae, he was desperate to get inside him already. He didn’t know how Hyukjae was suddenly on top of him; his fingers still inside the latter.
Hyukjae was enjoying himself just with Kyuhyun’s fingers; he groaned when he pulled himself out of those fingers and positioned himself up in Kyuhyun’s cock.
“H-Hyuk?” Kyuhyun called, almost daring to take Hyukjae there, hardly, he wanted to just get inside and thrust deeply; deeply so Hyukjae would moan his name; watching Hyukjae on top of him was even worst; he wanted him now, he could stand looking at Hyukjae’s parted and swollen lips; to Hyukjae’s pale skin.
Hyukjae gasped when he went down a little and Kyuhyun’s cock’s tip was already inside him. “Oh Kyu!” He yelled moaning hard; his hands resting in Kyuhyun’s chest and Kyuhyun’s hands supporting him in his hips.
“Fuck Hyuk!” Kyuhyun was desperate and he pulled Hyukjae down in one go; gaining a loud moan and gasp from Hyukjae.
They stayed like that for some seconds; Kyuhyun didn’t want to hurt Hyukjae, but Hyukjae’s hole was so tight he just wanted to move; to make Hyukjae come with his thrusts.
Hyukjae breathed in and out deeply before pulling himself up; gaining a loud moan from both of them. “You’re so tight Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said shutting his eyes closed; just as Hyukjae did.
“And you’re so big Kyu…” Hyukjae said jumping now down and up; taking Kyuhyun’s cock almost out and pulling it inside once again.
Kyuhyun thrust, both of them synchronizing their movements; Hyukjae’s was being hit in his sweet spot dozens of times; he didn’t know Kyuhyun could be that hard, it was a long way and every time, every thrust was even better and deeper; both of them were moaning every time their movements took them to hit their spot.
“Kyu!” Hyukjae yelled. “I’m coming!” He announced opening his eyes and only locking them with Kyuhyun’s.
Kyuhyun made them turn around until he was the one on top; Hyukjae was tightening his hole as his moment was coming; Kyuhyun couldn’t help but moan loudly at the sudden tightness around his cock. He managed to grab Hyukjae’s cock and stroke it as he thrust inside him; after one final strong stroke; Hyukjae came tightening that much his hole that Kyuhyun yelled in pleasure.
Kyuhyun thrust just three more times before coming inside Hyukjae; filling him with his seed.
Kyuhyun collapsed on top of Hyukjae’s chest, the latter stroke Kyuhyun’s hair lovingly. “Thank you Kyu.” He said panting hard and finally feeling complete.
Kyuhyun smiled weakly and kissed Hyukjae’s neck. “Thank you Hyukkie.” He said before looking at Hyukjae’s eyes deeply and attempting to pull out of Hyukjae’s hole.
Hyukjae stopped Kyuhyun. “Let’s stay like this.” He said blushing. “I like you being inside me.”
Kyuhyun chuckled and smiled. “And I like being inside you Hyukkie.” He said now smirking and reaching Hyukjae’s cock teasingly.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned. “What are you doing?” He asked still moaning.
The moans became louder as Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae’s shoulder and licked it lightly, tracing a path towards Hyukjae’s nipples; thrusting lightly as to wake up Hyukjae’s senses.
“I’m making you feel better.” Kyuhyun said as he felt his cock was getting hard.
“Mmmnn… K-Kyu… ugh… more…” Hyukjae begged as Kyuhyun started moving and stroking Hyukjae’s cock; also biting and licking Hyukjae’s nipples.
Minutes after, loud moans could be heard from Hyukjae’s and Kyuhyun’s mouth.
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Hyukjae woke up feeling happy and complete. He didn’t open his eyes; he just kept on enjoying the sweet sensation of Kyuhyun’s warm chest.
“I know you’re awake Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said drawing small circles in Hyukjae’s back.
Hyukjae smiled and opened his eyes before closing them again and cuddling himself in Kyuhyun’s naked chest. “It’s so warm…” He whispered and Kyuhyun couldn’t help but smile.
Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae’s hair and hugged him tightly; letting their naked bodies warm each other. “I love you Hyukkie.”
Hyukjae chuckled. “You have told me that at least a dozen times today already.” He said with a blurry voice since he was talking against Kyuhyun’s chest. “But I love you too.” He said with a grin in his face.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes and told himself to sleep again after kissing Hyukjae’s hair once more. “What would you like to do now Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked with his eyes closed. “I can cook for you!” He said smiling brightly even when Hyukjae couldn’t see him.
“You won’t destroy my house right?” Hyukjae asked pushing away lightly and watching Kyuhyun’s pout.
“I won’t…” Kyuhyun whined still pouting.
Hyukjae smiled and kissed the pout away, regretting it when Kyuhyun captured his lips and kissed him tenderly; roaming his hands in Hyukjae’s already naked body. “I have to shower Kyu…” Hyukjae said between moans when Kyuhyun’s lips were already in his neck.
“Let’s shower together okay?” Kyuhyun asked and smiled when the only response was Hyukjae’s humbling.
“You’re a pervert Kyu…” Hyukjae said as Kyuhyun’s hands were rubbing his inner thighs.
“Only for you babe.” Kyuhyun said seductively and moaning when Hyukjae pulled himself closer until their cocks were rubbing against each other.
I lost the count of how many rounds we had. Kyuhyun thought smirking while placing himself on top of Hyukjae once again and kissing the latter passionately; letting his hands go down and up on Hyukjae’s thighs.
“If history repeats itself, and the unexpected always happens, how incapable must Man be of learning from experience?”
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“I don’t want this day to end Kyu.” Hyukjae said softly in Kyuhyun’s embrace; they had made love countless times already; just taking breaks to eat something and doing it once again later on. They were just unstoppable; Kyuhyun would always make it special in some way; Hyukjae couldn’t feel happier. It was a day made for the both of them.
“Don’t worry.” Kyuhyun said kissing Hyukjae’s hair softly. “I’ll make sure we have a lot of these days.” He chuckled.
Hyukjae smiled bitterly against Kyuhyun’s chest. “You promise?” He asked cuddling himself more.
Kyuhyun smiled. “I promise.” He said softly. “Now sleep, we will have so many things to do tomorrow.” He said with a smirk in his face. “I’ll make it even more special since it’s your birthday.” He said rubbing Hyukjae’s back, not noticing the latter had tensed up.
Hyukjae felt scared; scared because maybe this happiness couldn’t last long; he didn’t want this to happen; he didn’t want the day to end; he wanted time to stop and never arrive to his birthday.
But Hyukjae was just so tired as to think even more; he succumbed to sleep; feeling better when he realized Kyuhyun was there to him.
That night; even when everything was messed up; was the night Hyukjae could sleep normally and peacefully; not having nightmares and just being in Kyuhyun’s embrace; he didn’t sleep one hour as he used to; he slept a lot, and he knew by that time; that he wouldn’t even give up on Kyuhyun, because the latter was all what he needed to be alive.
Kyuhyun was his medicine.
“Ever since happiness heard your name, it has been running through the streets trying to find you.”
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A/N:
So here I am…
Truly~~ I have no words to describe this chapter… So here I am…
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