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EriiAR ([personal profile] eriiar) wrote2011-10-29 08:47 pm

Midnight Fantasy

Title: Midnight Fantasy
Part: Four
Autor: [livejournal.com profile] eriiar
Pairing: KyuHyuk (Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk)
Genre: AU!, Romance, angst
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: !mpreg, Some typos and grammar errors~~ ^^’
Summary: Hyukjae was Kyuhyun’s affair, but it was until Hyukjae decided to do something about it that Kyuhyun realized how much Hyukjae meant to him.
 

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It has been almost a year since Kyuhyun last saw Hyukjae; the company was perfect because Kyuhyun learnt to actually do his job; he still had no assistant; it was like if Kyuhyun was waiting for Hyukjae to return and come back to him.
 
But Kyuhyun still looked miserable; even when he tried hard for it not to show; everybody would sense it; he was still pale and his dark circles were almost permanent.
 
Kyuhyun couldn’t sleep properly; he didn’t even look for someone to have sex with because he knows it won’t be the sake; he knows Hyukjae was the only one that could make him feel better. He still slept drunk; thanking the heavens wine still worked on him; he would still call Hyukjae in the nights and still send him messages; even if he wouldn’t get a reply.
 
“Are you sure you don’t want to go out with us?” Sungmin asked; they were currently in Kyuhyun’s office.
 
“I’m fine Min.” Kyuhyun faked a smile. “But thanks for the invitation.”
 
Sungmin pouted. “Siwonnie!” He whined and Siwon sighed.
 
“You have to come Kyuhyun.” Siwon said firmly. “Or else Sungmin will be whining all the time.”
 
“Yah!” Sungmin exclaimed hitting Siwon’s chest lightly. “What are you talking about?!”
 
Kyuhyun chuckled. “Still I think you should go just by your own.” He insisted. “I have to meet President Joon in a restaurant.” He said; that was true.
 
Sungmin sighed. “Fine.” He hissed. “Then we will leave first!” He announced and Kyuhyun smiled warmly.
 
“Have fun.” Kyuhyun said and both males went out waving at him and smiling brightly.
 
Kyuhyun’s smile quickly faded away as the coupe went out; he grabbed his belongings and his coat and went out of his office. “I’ll be leaving.” He announced to his secretary and the latter just nodded.
 
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Kyuhyun was smiling softly when President Joon told him about his family; he wasn’t paying attention; at least not that much.
 
“I’m happy to become part of your company.” President Joon said.
 
“I’m happy too.” Kyuhyun said in a failed attempt to smile brightly. “I’ll call you as soon as the contract is printed.” He said.
 
President Joon chuckled and nodded. “See you then, then.” He said softly while standing up and putting his hat in his head.
 
Kyuhyun stood up and bowed at the retreating man; he then sat down again. “A glass of wine please.” He said to the waiter and soon he was drinking again.
 
Kyuhyun sighed when it was just too late and grabbed his things; he paid and went out of the restaurant; getting soon to his car since it was cold; it was winter and it was snowing in the town; perfect to make his feelings go down.
 
“Can you please be careful with the stroller?” Kyuhyun’s heart stopped when he heard a soft voice; the voice he was craving for so much.
 
Kyuhyun turned around quickly and he felt how his legs became weak; he saw a beautiful figure just in front of the restaurant he went out seconds before; it was already dark and the lights of the city just made that pale skin of his beloved shine in an almost angelic way.
 
Kyuhyun let his bag fall on the floor as he stepped forward slowly; as if taking care that person would run away. “Hyukkie.” He called when he was close enough.
 
Hyukjae turned his head up when he heard that familiar voice; his heart started beating so fast he thought he would die; he saw Kyuhyun’s shocked and surprised expression; it was probably the same as his.
 
Hyukjae felt his heart flinch when he saw how skinny Kyuhyun was; how pale his face became; how weak and tired he looked. “K-Kyuhyun.” He called back worried; fighting back the urge to hug Kyuhyun tightly and hold him forever.
 
Kyuhyun didn’t think it twice before hugging Hyukjae tightly; surprising the other who at first tensed up surprised. “I missed you so much.” Kyuhyun said and Hyukjae opened his eyes in shock; his body not really being able to hug back and trembling because of what was happening; Kyuhyun never once hugged him.
 
A mix of emotions crossed Kyuhyun’s and Hyukjae’s bodies; they were happy but worried at the same time. Hyukjae pushed away rather roughly when he realized their positions. “What are you doing?” He asked confused and Kyuhyun found himself craving for that warm.
 
Kyuhyun was about to just let out everything; to tell Hyukjae he was waiting for him; he have been looking for him this whole year; he wanted to tell Hyukjae how much he loved him and that he wanted to stay with him for the rest of his life. But everything faded away when he heard a child’s crying.
 
Kyuhyun looked shocked how Hyukjae carried the baby in his arms; with so much love and so much caring. Kyuhyun was scared; scared he might lose Hyukjae, scared of what was behind all that. “I-Is that baby yours?” Kyuhyun dared himself to speak.
 
Hyukjae jumped a little when he heard Kyuhyun; he totally forgot about him when his baby started crying; he didn’t know why it happened; his baby wasn’t the type to always cry; his baby was actually very calm; could it be the baby sensed his father’s presence? Hyukjae bit his lower lip. “Y-Yes…” He answered giving his whole attention to the creature in his arms.
 
Kyuhyun gulped feeling the worst; he thought for a second that he might faint there. “H-How…” He started but couldn’t end his sentence until he breathed in and out; his body shaking from nervousness. “How old is your baby?” He finally asked with a shaky voice.
 
Hyukjae lip his lower lip again; looking down at his child who kept on crying loudly; Hyukjae felt his heart flinch as he couldn’t bring himself to lie to Kyuhyun. “F-Four months.” He said as he swung the little human being in his arms.
 
Kyuhyun’s heart beat accelerated notably; it only meant Hyukjae got pregnant a month before he left. “W-Who’s the father?” He asked hoping for a positive answer; he didn’t know if he wanted to be the father; because that could freak him out; but he couldn’t bring himself to hope it was from any other man; Hyukjae couldn’t have been with other man beside him.
 
Hyukjae started shaking when the question was thrown at him bluntly. “I-I have to go.” He said as he tried placing his child in the stroller.
 
Kyuhyun stopped Hyukjae from doing so as he grabbed his arms. “Tell me.” He ordered and Hyukjae looked down nervously; biting his lower lip as he felt the worst; he had sworn to himself he wouldn’t ruin Kyuhyun’s life.
 
“I-It doesn’t matter.” Hyukjae tried to sound calm and cold; but Kyuhyun knew best; Kyuhyun could read him clearly.
 
“It does matter.” Kyuhyun said firmly; even when he was feeling so damn sacred in the inside. Hyukjae just looked away; his face red from the emotions; trying hard to calm down his baby as he kept crying. “I-I’m…” Kyuhyun started but he couldn’t seem to find the strength to keep talking. “I’m the father?” He finally asked; his hands still in Hyukjae’s sides and his eyes locked in Hyukjae.
 
Hyukjae tensed up. “N-No…” He whispered still looking down and still swinging the baby. “Please baby… calm down…” He said softly and desperate; Hyukjae wanted to cry so much.
 
Kyuhyun’s heart flinched by Hyukjae’s answer. “You’re lying.” He said firmly; he didn’t want to believe it. “Tell me the truth.” He said as he made Hyukjae turn up to look at him; Kyuhyun couldn’t help but hug Hyukjae; the baby between them as he saw Hyukjae’s teary eyes. “You should have told me!” Kyuhyun said with teary eyes too.
 
Hyukjae lost any trace of self control when he felt Kyuhyun’s warm embrace. He couldn’t think properly as Kyuhyun whispered soft nothings in his ear. “C-Can I?” Kyuhyun asked after a few seconds; the child kept on crying and Hyukjae was crying so hard.
 
Hyukjae nodded weakly before placing the baby in Kyuhyun’s arms carefully.
 
Kyuhyun couldn’t take his gaze away from the beautiful creature in his arms; he was so much like Hyukjae and he loved it already. “Shh…” Kyuhyun swung the little baby. “Calm down…” He whispered softly. “Daddy is here…” He murmured with warm tears falling down.
 
Hyukjae smiled bitterly when he saw the scene in front of him; Kyuhyun carrying his own son and calming him down; the baby stopped crying almost instantly; like if he was feeling his father’s embrace.
 
Hyukjae let out a warm tear when Kyuhyun leaned down and kissed the child’s forehead. “I won’t leave your side.” Kyuhyun whispered softly. “So don’t worry.” He said smiling at the little creature. The kid just giggled and Kyuhyun’s smile went wider.
 
Kyuhyun then turned and smiled at Hyukjae; taking a step forward and still smiling; looking only at his eyes. Hyukjae’s heart skipped a beat and his legs almost gave in when Kyuhyun leaned down and kissed him on the lips; Kyuhyun had never done so; his lips were so soft and so warm. The kiss was so calm and full of love; Hyukjae found himself kissing back softly; both closing his eyes and a small kid giggling between them.
 
Kyuhyun broke away and smiled at Hyukjae warmly. “I love you.” He said finally at the shocked Hyukjae.
 
Hyukjae smiled back before his mind went blank and his sight blurry; he felt dizzy but he felt so happy he couldn’t even stay standing.
 
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Hyukjae woke up slowly; noticing he was in a hospital; he was worried because he remembered what happened before; he just fainted after Kyuhyun confessed and he felt scared about what happened next. Hyukjae was about to scream or call someone when he saw Kyuhyun in the cough; actually; Kyuhyun was by a nurse side.
 
“And then your turn it like this.” The nurse said and Kyuhyun nodded weakly scratching the back of his head. Both adults not noticing Hyukjae woke up already.
 
Hyukjae smiled warmly when he saw how frustrated and confused Kyuhyun looked; trying to learn how to put on a diaper. It was just so cute; asking for help from a nurse and asking her to explain how to do it.
 
“You try it.” The nurse said smiling softly at the new father. The child was just giggling at his father’s clumsiness.
 
“O-Ok…” Kyuhyun said nervously before trying to make what the nurse explained before. “How is it?” He asked excited when he finished.
 
The Nurse giggled. “I think you just need practice.” She said and turned around. “Oh!” She exclaimed smiling brightly. “How do you feel?” She asked to Hyukjae ho just smiled at her. “I’ll go call a doctor.” The nurse said smiling and went out.
 
“Hyuk!” Kyuhyun exclaimed lifting his son and waking towards Hyukjae’s bed. “Look!” He said showing Hyukjae the baby now hanging in the air; secure by Kyuhyun’s hold. “I made it all by myself!” He exclaimed happily and the baby giggled.
 
“The baby or the diaper?” Hyukjae asked teasingly.
 
“Both!” Kyuhyun exclaimed happily; securing now the baby in his arms.
 
Hyukjae smiled brightly and Kyuhyun smiled back. “I like your smile.” Kyuhyun said out of the blue and Hyukjae blushed. “So please smile a lot okay?” He asked and Hyukjae just nodded softly.
 
“May I have my baby back?” Hyukjae asked after a few seconds and Kyuhyun pouted lightly.
 
“It’s mine too.” He said childish hugging the baby possessively.
 
Hyukjae pouted too and crossed his arms in his chest. “You’re so mean.” He said and turned away.
 
“I’m not.” Kyuhyun said softly as he leaned closer to Hyukjae; kissing the pout away. “Here.” He said as he placed the baby in Hyukjae’s arms.
 
Hyukjae blushed because of the kiss and then kissed his baby lovingly. Kyuhyun couldn’t resist himself before turning Hyukjae’s chin and kissing him in the lips. “I missed you so much.” Kyuhyun said looking at Hyukjae’s eyes. “Don’t go away like that anymore.”
 
Hyukjae smiled bitterly. “Sungmin…” He started but he was interrupted by Kyuhyun’s lips in his.
 
“You’re the only one in my life now.” Kyuhyun said smiling softly and Hyukjae smiled back; tears of happiness going down his cheeks.
 
“Don’t cry.” Kyuhyun said kissing the tears away. “Just smile for the time left.”
 
Hyukjae nodded smiling brightly.
 
“The doctor said you fainted because you had a great shock.” Kyuhyun said.
 
Hyukjae nodded weakly. “Nobody can blame me.” Hyukjae said giggling when his baby was falling asleep in his arms.
 
Kyuhyun smiled warmly and kissed his baby’s cheek before kissing Hyukjae’s forehead.
 
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Hyukjae was discharged from the hospital the same day; both of them went in Kyuhyun’s car and drove towards Kyuhyun’s apartment; just in the mean time while Kyuhyun found a proper house to his child and his lover.
 
“Kyu…” Hyukjae called once they were resting in the bed together; the little baby in the cradle besides them.
 
“Mmh?” Kyuhyun just hummed while holding Hyukjae tightly.
 
“I love you.” Hyukjae said finally and hid his face in Kyuhyun’s chest.
 
Kyuhyun smiled brightly. “I love you.” He repeated and kissed Hyukjae’s hair.
 
That was the first time they slept together without the fear of the other going away; it was the first time they spent the night together and were sure it would be like that forever.
 
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A/N: So this is a fic to my dear dongsaeng Gabby!! ([livejournal.com profile] shutoffthelid)
[Love ya Gabby! ♥]
So she asked me for a fluffy fic… but you know me and this is what it came out
^^’
Still I wish you liked it babe!
And also~~ wooahhhh TT_TT
I burnt my arm with boiling oil in a failed attempt to cook!!
>///<
The kitchen and I are deathly enemies!
That’s exactly why I love instant noodles!!
Anyways~~
Enjoy reading everyone!!
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