eriiar | Living in a Sad Quote

Title: Living in a Sad Quote
Chapter: Twenty
Autor: eriiar
Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves.
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“As long as you don't try new things, you can't learn new things.”

Hyukjae was in his laboratory; taking one of his essay tubes in front of his eyes. He sighed when he saw how the solution turned into a light pink.

Hyukjae took a small bottle and filled it with the solution.

This should be enough. He thought as he watched carefully the bottle.

His phone started vibrating and he just placed the small bottle in his bag.

“Hello?” He answered flatly.

“Guess who is outside the hospital waiting for you so we can have some dinner together?” Hyukjae smiled because of Kyuhyun’s voice.

“I wonder…” Hyukjae said serious.

“Hey!” Kyuhyun exclaimed and Hyukjae swore he could have laughed if he could see Kyuhyun’s offended face.

“I’m going out right now Kyu, wait for me okay?” Hyukjae asked and he was smiling like an idiot, his life was definitely improving.

Hyukjae hung up and turned to grab his belongings and go out, he froze when he remembered something. Hyukjae gave some steps back and opened a small drawer; he took out three syringes and left the room with a blank face.

Hyukjae’s breathing stopped when he saw Kyuhyun; the latter was resting his body in his car, he had worn a black suit and he was wearing black shades; Kyuhyun had his arms crossed in his chest and his ankles were crossed as well. That view was simply breath taking for Hyukjae.

“Are you ready Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked chuckling because he knew the look in Hyukjae’s eyes.

Hyukjae blushed lightly and looked away. “Y-Yes…” He answered walking slowly towards Kyuhyun’s car and stopping on front of the latter..

“You are so beautiful today Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said suddenly turning Hyukjae to him and rubbing his cheeks with his thumb.

Hyukjae blushed even harder. “T-Thanks…” He murmured trying to look away but incapable since Kyuhyun was holding him.

Kyuhyun chuckled. “I think you’re not totally aware of that do you?” Kyuhyun asked staring at Hyukjae.

“A-Aware of what?” Hyukjae asked.

Kyuhyun smiled softly and pecked on Hyukjae’s lips before leaning closer to whisper in his ears. “Just take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are.”

Hyukjae blushed; Kyuhyun was never that sweet talking. “K-Kyu…”

“Let’s go.” Kyuhyun said pushing away and giving a soft kiss once again in Hyukjae’s lips, before both of them went into the car.

“Where are we going Kyu?” Hyukjae asked when he actually realized he didn’t know what was going on.

“You’ll see.” Kyuhyun said chuckling; making Hyukjae a little suspicious.

“I’ll get mad if you don’t tell me Kyu.” Hyukjae said pouting at Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun made the huge mistake of turn around and see Hyukjae pouting, a sudden feeling rushed into him and he tried hard not to kiss Hyukjae deeply while he was driving.

That pout sure is dangerous. Kyuhyun thought as he turned away as quickly as he could.

You’re even more dangerous than that pout.

I’m not!

Yes you are!

Shut up!

You shut up! You’re the one who’s horny!

Kyuhyun stopped and sighed when he found the red light in the road.

“Are you okay Kyu?” Hyukjae asked concerned when he saw Kyuhyun frown.

Kyuhyun turned again and smiled at Hyukjae. “I’m perfect Hyukkie.” He answered reaching Hyukjae’s face and rubbing his cheek lightly with his thump. “Where do you want to go?”

Hyukjae smiled and cuddled himself more in Kyuhyun’s warm hand. “Wherever you go, I’ll go Kyu.”

You sounded so cheesy right now. Hyukjae thought but he kept on smiling.

I like being cheesy with him.

I know.

“We’re just going to have dinner.” Kyuhyun said once again focusing in the road.

“What a nice way to ruin the moment Kyu.” Hyukjae pouted again crossing his arms in his chest.

“You’re a doctor Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun said watching Hyukjae by the mirror. “Doctors aren’t supposed to pout.” He chuckled.

Hyukjae looked away still pouting and ignored completely to Kyuhyun.

“Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun called softly reaching for Hyukjae’s leg. “Hyukkie?” He called again with a grin in his face while rubbing lightly Hyukjae’s thigh.

“Yah Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae yelled when he felt Kyuhyun’s hand getting in the wrong direction.

“Don’t ignore me Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said placing his hand once again in the steer wheel and chuckling at the blushing Hyukjae.

“It’s hard to do it anyways…” Hyukjae whispered to himself and sighed.

Kyuhyun smiled and kept on driving.

“The easiest kind of relationship for me is with ten thousand people. The hardest is with one.”

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“Did you like the food Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked as they went out of the fancy restaurant in which they had dinner together.

“It was delicious Kyu.” Hyukjae said smiling brightly. “Thank you!” He said giving Kyuhyun a soft kiss in the cheek.

“You are so welcome Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said half smirking while cupping Hyukjae’s face with his hands and giving him a soft kiss in his lips.

There goes your pervert side again. Kyuhyun’s mind thought and Kyuhyun himself smirked.

“K-Kyu…” Hyukjae called blushing when they broke the kiss away.

“Let’s go home Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun smiled and opened the car’s car to him to enter.

Hyukjae nodded lightly and went in.

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Hyukjae slid out of Kyuhyun’s bed and arms slightly. It was a difficult task for him to do since Kyuhyun’s arms were strong and his hold was even stronger; it was as if Kyuhyun didn’t want Hyukjae to go away from him.

As soon as he was out, he wished he could stay in Kyuhyun’s embrace forever. He didn’t notice when a warm tear went down his pale cheek.

Will you still love me even if I’m like this Kyuhyun? He asked silently.

Will I be able to stay with you?

Because I don’t want to lose you.

Hyukjae turned around and grabbed his belongings; he didn’t dare to look back when he exited Kyuhyun’s department.

Let’s do it quickly. He ordered to himself.

Hyukjae looked at his phone and after reading its content; he decided it was the perfect moment for him to act. He didn’t have problems in going inside the huge house; it was actually very easy; that was when Hyukjae knew he was in trouble.

“Seems to be we got a beautiful intruder.” Hyukjae heard a voice coming behind him.

“What would a girl do here at this hour huh?” Hyukjae heard another voice coming from the same place.

Hyukjae smirked and turned around; the both armed guys smiled when they couldn’t see Hyukjae’s face clearly due to his shades and his mouth coverer.

“So you’re like a hidden beauty or something like that?” The first guy asked while taking out his gun.

Hyukjae did nothing but take his hand inside his bag discretely and take out a gun as well.

“Put down the gun.” The second guy ordered to Hyukjae pointing at him with his gun as well; that made Hyukjae have two guns at him. “We wouldn’t like to kill a lady.”

A lady?

Do these guys really have eyes?

“A lady?” Hyukjae asked and cursed himself when he found his voice sounding like well… a girl’s voice.

“Would you prefer if we call you Miss?” The first guy asked with a chuckled. “It will be the same result so just put the fucking gun down.”

Hyukjae frowned, but it couldn’t be seen through his shades. “You put the guns down.” Hyukjae adverted. “Or else you will be the ones who get hurt.”

“Hahaha!” Both guys laughed. “As if that could be true.”

Hyukjae sighed. “Do you by any chance know that your guns have no bullets?”

The two big guys froze; it couldn’t be true, their guns were supposed to be always charged with bullets. They looked at each other and after a nod, one of them checked on his gun while the other kept on pointing Hyukjae.

“I-It’s empty.” The guy murmured nervously, quickly moving and stepping back lifting his both hands up in the air as if asking for forgiveness.

The guy pointing at Hyukjae was afraid; he took his hand into his pocket and quickly dialed a number. Hyukjae sighed. “I’m sorry but you won’t have time for that.” He said and shot his gun.

Hyukjae turned and shot the other guy who was now running for his life. He wasn’t a murderer, his gun didn’t have bullets but drugs; he wouldn’t kill other than the one he had to, so he just made the others sleep.

“Sorry guys.” Hyukjae said while taking one of the guns for the guys and charging it with the missing bullets. “You don’t mind if I blame you right?” He asked to the unfortunate guy that was now sleeping.

Hyukjae sighed; he knew that guy, he was a murderer in reality and the president he came to kill hired him as protection. It was a bad guy and Hyukjae knew he could at least make that guy go to jail because of his sins; and also his own one.

Hyukjae turned around quickly as he heard some noises coming from the other part of the huge garden. He knew they were some other guys that came after him. “Oh Lord…” He said softly before running towards the house, trying to run fast and unnoticed.

“You do know we got cameras all around right?” Another dressed in black guy asked Hyukjae while the latter felt a cold feeling in his temple, the guy was pointing exactly at his head.

“You do know you got no bullets right?” Hyukjae asked back turning around, the gun was now touching his forehead.

“I charged it again in case you didn’t know.” The guy said with a smirk, which disappeared after he heard Hyukjae chuckling.

“Maybe you should know those were fake bullets brainy.” Hyukjae said pointing now his special arm to the guy’s neck. “Sorry.” Hyukjae said not really meaning it, how shot his gun and the guy got dizzy quickly; Hyukjae sighed when the guy was already asleep.

Hyukjae didn’t rush to get inside the house; he knew how to get in, he studied the planes of the house, the architecture; Hyukjae didn’t need to intrude by breaking doors or windows, because he knew the security codes to do so; and Hyukjae didn’t have to look for the guy, because the latter already knew he was being attacked.

“After all, life is really simple; we ourselves create the circumstances that complicate it.”

“I was waiting for you young lady.” The guy said while he was sitting in his huge couch in the center of the spacious room and drinking a fine glass of wine.

Young lady?!

Seriously?!

Why is it they don’t notice I’m actually a guy?!

Hyukjae took out his gun and pointed it at the guy sitting there. “That’s good to know President Jo.” Hyukjae said still pointing at the guy in front of him.

“I’m actually surprised you came this far.” President Jo said chuckling. “But you should know I always get tried to kill.” He continued while sipping his wine. “Someone comes here at least twice a week so they can get my head.”

“Unlucky them then.” Hyukjae said not moving an inch.

President Jo stood up smirking and walking towards the bottle of wine in the small table aside of the chair; Hyukjae followed him with his gun still pointing. “But this is the first time someone sends a woman.”

I’m not a woman you idiot! Hyukjae pouted but nobody could see due to his mouth coverer.

“Maybe this time I will get your head after all.” Hyukjae decided to just go on, it was better to him actually, for him to not be looked as a criminal since the guilty one was a woman.

“Do you really think you can do all this alone?” President Jo asked ironically. “You getting to see me is already an accomplishment for you.” He said while almost thirty guys with charged guns surrounded the room. Hyukjae didn’t even flinch. “If you decide to work for me then I can forgive your life.”

“Who said I was all by myself?” Hyukjae asked chuckling. President Jo frowned; he didn’t have an idea of what was going on.

“I know you’re lying.” President Jo said as a matter of fact. “Aside from you, no foreign people are in my mansion.”

Hyukjae chuckled again and that made President Jo to be nervous. “Are you sure?” Hyukjae asked. “DO you know I already blocked all the cameras and the escape routes?”

“Who are you?” President Jo asked serious.

“Why do you want to know?” Hyukjae asked flatly. “You will die soon anyways.”

“Shoot her.” President Jo ordered and the clicks in the guns of the guards could be heard, they were preparing themselves. “Why aren’t you shooting?!” President Jo asked furious when half of the men put their gun down. “Get her now!” He ordered again pointing at Hyukjae.

“They’re not shooting because I hired them.” Hyukjae said stepping forward.

“What?!” President Jo asked frustrated and stepping back as Hyukjae stepped towards him. “They all work for me since at least ten years!”

Hyukjae lifted his shoulders. “Maybe they got tired of you.” He said stopping when President Jo reached the wall.

“P-Please…” President Jo pleaded nervously. “I have a family!”

“Are those slaves you bought to fake your family really are one?” Hyukjae asked furious. “You’re telling me they will be happy if I let you go and you come back to hit them? To starve them? Making them less than a pet?!”

“W-What?” President Jo asked nervously. “No! I love them and they love me back.”

“They fear you.” Hyukjae said placing his gun in President Jo’s neck. “They will actually thank me if I finish you off; you and that fake corporation you made out to cover on your dirty business.”

President Jo was left speechless; he couldn’t think of anything intelligent enough as to make Hyukjae back off.

“But I’ll be kind enough as to kill you without pain.” Hyukjae said taking off his shades and mask.

“Y-You are-“

“I’m what President Jo?” Hyukjae asked with a blank face.

“You’re one of the Lee’s!” President Jo said pointing at Hyukjae. “That family who got killed!”

“I think I have been well tracked.” Hyukjae said smiling bitterly because of the old memories. “Bye.”

Hyukjae didn’t wait for President Jo to talk again when his gun was shot in his neck. President Jo took his hand to the spot when he received that portion of drug and looked at Hyukjae intently at the eyes before fading away and fall down unconscious. The first part was done; it was to sleep the guy.

He took out a pink substance from his pocket and took out a syringe as well. Part two was about poisoning the guy, so their vital function disappeared slowly and without pain, it was what most people called euthanasia; but Hyukjae fixed it so it could be unnoticeable in the autopsy of the body.

“Everybody.” Hyukjae called. “Get to your previous spots and do as I have ordered you.”

Everybody in the room nodded and bowed lightly before going out to their own business. Hyukjae took out the guy’s gun, the one he took off when he first came in the house. He pointed it to the heart of the President down him and he could sense his hand was shaking.

Hyukjae stood there, in front of the body during some minutes; looking at his job; a warm tear going down his cheek.

“What have I done?” Hyukjae asked to himself while he cleaned the tear out of his face. “I just became a monster.” He sobbed, his hand holding the gun retreated and he fell to his knees.

“You just freed us.” Hyukjae heard a female voice and turned to see who it belonged to.

Hyukjae couldn’t believe what he was watching, it was a black woman; she was pretty and there were two small children behind her, hiding behind her dress.

“Did you know he had a fetish for black people?” She asked with hatred in her words and her eyes glued at President Jo. “He used to think that black people were just to hit and be treated like slaves.” She continued walking slowly to the death body.

Hyukjae didn’t know what to do, he knew she was the wife of President Jo, he just didn’t think she would be here. “I-I’m sorry…” Hyukjae said as he turns away to not face the beautiful and gorgeous female in front of him.

“Why would you be sorry?” The woman asked. “We thank you.” She said and the two children went out and bowed. “We can finally return home.” She said with tears in her eyes. “And that’s all because of you.”

Hyukjae’s tears couldn’t be stopped, he felt like dying, even when the woman told him that, he still felt dirty because of killing someone, he wasn’t anyone as to take someone else’s life away.

The worst thing is I even killed my entire family. Hyukjae thought and that only made him feel worst.

Hyukjae was surprised and opened his eyes widely when the woman leaned down to him and smiled sweetly. “Don’t feel guilty.” She said looking at Hyukjae’s eyes directly. “I can tell by looking at you that you are a good person.” She continued grabbing Hyukjae’s hands and taking the gun in his hands away. “So please don’t feel guilty because of an inhuman person like this guy; he doesn’t even deserve your tears.”

“It still hurts.” Hyukjae admitted clenching his clack shirt in his chest.

“You deserve to be happy.” The woman said pushing Hyukjae up. “Take this and go find your happiness, we will forever be grateful with you.”

Hyukjae looked down and saw a small rock in his hands, it was actually a bracelet, but the small rock was the one who seemed to be magical. “I…”

“It’s a thanks gift.” The woman said smiling softly. “Now go.” She ordered and Hyukjae nodded and bowed before going out running. He could hear some gun shots when he was already in the hall of the mansion; he turned around and felt his body trembling, Hyukjae didn’t know what happened, but he knew he had to run out of there.

Why is it I’m such a horrible person? Hyukjae asked himself while still running and reaching the road already.

That’s because I can’t help but being selfish to keep my new family by my side.

Because I want to keep Kyuhyun by my side no matter what.

“At exactly which point do you start to realize, that life without knowledge is death in disguise?”

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Kyuhyun woke up feeling cold; he looked at the other side of the bed and he panicked when he didn’t found Hyukjae there.

“Hyukkie?!” He called almost yelling and standing up abruptly from the bed.

“Yes Kyu?” Hyukjae answered softly smiling and going out of the shower, he was currently drying his hair with a towel.

“Oh Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun hugged Hyukjae tightly. “I was so afraid you weren’t here with me.”

Hyukjae smiled softly. “Don’t worry Kyu.” He said now looking at Kyuhyun’s eyes directly. “I would never leave your side.”

“Good.” Kyuhyun said with a smirk.

“W-Why are you smirking Kyu?” Hyukjae asked nervously, but his answer was answered when he realized he had nothing on but his bathrobe. “K-Kyu?” He called as to distract Kyuhyun.

“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked as innocently that Hyukjae could have sworn he wasn’t doing anything wrong; the hand undoing the robe’s knot proved against that.

“We are going to be late Kyu…” Hyukjae said not being able to resist to Kyuhyun’s chaste kissed all over his face.

“I don’t mind.” Kyuhyun said landing his lips in Hyukjae’s lips and kissing him deeply.

Hyukjae gasped at the sudden kiss and opened his mouth lightly, just enough as for Kyuhyun to take the chance and slid his tongue in.

Hyukjae placed his arms around Kyuhyun’s neck and the latter in Hyukjae’s waist. “I love you Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said as soon as they broke apart.

“I love you too Kyu.” Hyukjae said back rubbing Kyuhyun’s cheek lovely. “So much.” He added.

Kyuhyun smiled and leaned closer again, pecking Hyukjae’s lips multiple times. Hyukjae just smiled at Kyuhyun’s sweet acts. After a few seconds, Kyuhyun kissed Hyukjae full in the lips and the latter responded as soon as it started.

The kiss was soft, there was no tongue, there were just lips dancing and love confessions once and once again in every touch.

“Should we take the day off for ourselves Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked looking sweetly at Hyukjae and drawing small circles with his fingers in Hyukjae’s back.

Hyukjae smiled. “You have already skipped your work too many times because of me Kyu.” Hyukjae said pecking on Kyuhyun’s lips. “Go shower so you can take me to the hospital okay?”

Kyuhyun pecked back Hyukjae’s lips and nodded. “Wait for me and I’ll take you have some breakfast okay?”

“You say that as if I would leave without you Kyu.” Hyukjae chuckled.

“Just preventions Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said as he picked his towel and went in the bathroom.

Hyukjae sighed when Kyuhyun was no longer in sight; he turned his eyes to the small bracelet that was lying in the night drawer beside Kyuhyun’s bed.

This will be a reminder. Hyukjae thought while pulling the bracelet up.

This will make me remember my objectives.

This will help me keeping me cool.

Just until I finally end this and we can be left all alone and in peace.

Hyukjae put on the bracelet and went to change his clothes; he arranged his belongings and sat down on the bed to wait for Kyuhyun to get heady.

“The universe is made of stories, not of atoms.”

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“Good job.” Hyukjae could hear Alexander’s voice when he entered his office.

“What are you doing here?” Hyukjae asked frowning lightly. “Don’t you know people remember you since the last time you came and shot Kyuhyun and me?”

“I don’t really care.” Alexander said lifting his shoulders and sipping on his coffee.

“What do you want now?” Hyukjae asked sighing and organizing the papers he had in his hands.

“I just wanted to congratulate you.” Alexander said smirking and handing a newspaper to Hyukjae.

Hyukjae frowned deeper and took the news paper in his hand; he looked hesitantly at Alexander before turning his gaze towards the paper he had in his hand.

“Millionaire got killed by his own security guard.” Hyukjae read the title and then looked at Alexander. “Be careful Alexander; you could be the next one.”

“You really thought about it right?” Alexander asked ignoring Hyukjae completely. “You were the one who killed him and you also made the other guy guilty of what you did.” He said and Hyukjae just restrained himself for saying anything. “That guy was a murderer and you made him go to jail instead of you.” Alexander chuckled.

I couldn’t even shot the gun at a death person. Hyukjae thought remembering what happened last night.

I wasn’t the one who shot and made that guy go to jail.

“If I weren’t this intelligent I would say it wasn’t you the one who killed President Jo.”

“Do you have to say it out loud?!” Hyukjae asked frustrated.

What if someone hears? Hyukjae felt nervous.

“Don’t worry.” Alexander said as if guessing Hyukjae’s thoughts. “I think even if someone hears you will be able to fix it.”

“You came just for that Alexander?” Hyukjae asked getting annoyed.

“And because of this.” Alexander said as he pulled out a single flower and presented it in front of Hyukjae.

“I don’t want it.” Hyukjae said not even looking at it. “So take it back to you.”

Alexander laughed. “This is not a gift Hyuk.” He said and Hyukjae frowned. “This is just a reminder for you to know that an important date will arrive soon.”

Hyukjae opened his eyes widely. “W-What are you talking about?” He asked nervous.

“You know Hyukjae…” Alexander said smirking. “Your family death anniversary.”

Hyukjae frowned. “Why do you care about that?” He asked smelling something wrong in Alexander’s words.

“Because your life will change that week.” Alexander said leaving the flower in Hyukjae’s desk and grinning to himself. “I’ll make sure of that.”

“What do you mean by that?” Hyukjae asked narrowing his eyes.

“You don’t need to worry too much Hyukjae.” Alexander said still smirking.

“Just get the hell out of my office Alexander.” Hyukjae ordered firmly.

“As you wish your highness.” Alexander said and bowed before laughing and getting away.

“Stupid guy!” Hyukjae cursed and threw the newspaper in the trash can violently.

Hyukjae jumped lightly when he felt his beeper sound. He saw it and sighed; it was probably another surgery; the third one in that day.

Hyukjae stood up and walked quickly towards his door; he stopped for a few seconds before grabbing the flower that Alexander gave him and threw it to the ground of his office.

“I’m not scared Alexander.” Hyukjae said determined. “Not anymore.”

“Hope is nature's veil for hiding truth's nakedness.”

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A/N: I was so happy because I finally got Mr. Simple that I couldn’t really bring myself to write an update~~ keke
But here you go! Chapter Twenty!
4,337 words this time… ^^’
Did I already mention that this story is getting to and end?? O.o??
Anyways~~ about my new fic “A Twist in my Story”…
I think I won’t continue writing since lots of readers don’t like Gender Switch~~ ^^
And because seems so be you don’t like angst either~~
So I’ll finish Living in a Sad Quote and then finish Secrets before starting a new chaptered fic~~
Oh! And I’ll probably write some one-shots in the mean time keke~~
So... enjoy reading and thanks for doing so!!!
LOVE YA~~

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