eriiar | Living in a Sad Quote

Title: Living in a Sad Quote
Chapter: Twenty-One
Autor: eriiar
Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves.
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"It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done;
it is a far, far better rest that I go to, than I have ever known."

Even when Hyukjae was no longer going to fear Alexander; he still feared for his friend’s life and Hyukjae was frustrated since he couldn’t find a way to protect them. He had hired a lot of men for them to track on Alexander’s activities and some others to protect their friends. But Alexander would always find the blind point in Hyukjae’s plans; always.

Hyukjae was tired; he has been over working his body for the last month since he started doing those ‘jobs’ that Alexander commanded him to. He hasn’t been sleeping well and he still has to work in the hospital, not only as a doctor but as the owner of it.

“Get out of my office Alexander.” Hyukjae ordered as soon as he came in; he just wanted to rest a little before getting once again to surgery.

“Why?” Alexander asked pouting. “I actually like your office.” He said looking around. “It is huge!”

“Just get out Alexander; today I don’t even know what I will say or do to you since I’m tired.” Hyukjae adverted sighing and sitting down in his huge chair; taking out some of the papers he had to check.

Alexander chuckled. “It has been a month huh?” He started and Hyukjae froze. “Did Kyuhyun already notice you go out of his apartment once or twice a week?”

“Shut up Alexander.” Hyukjae warned coming back to sign some documents.

“He has a heavy dream then.” Alexander said smiling mischievously.

“GET OUT OF MY OFFICE ALEXANDER!” Hyukjae yelled standing up abruptly from his seat.

Alexander smirked. “Fine.” He said and Hyukjae just looked at him; as if waiting for any movement to defend himself. “Wait for some more texts from me.” Alexander said as he went out of the office.

Hyukjae sighed when he could no longer see Alexander inside his office; he left himself fall in the chair and closed his eyes resting his head in the head of the chair.

Why is it so hard to keep going? Hyukjae asked feeling wrong.

I’m so tired of this.

Hyukjae sighed again and opened his eyes to continue his work; he frowned when he saw a flower in his desk. Hyukjae’s frown went even deeper when he saw a note just by the flower’s side.

“Three more weeks to go Hyuk.”

Hyukjae’s heart started beating hyper fast; his head and mind went black, his fears came out together and he felt bad; there was something wrong that was happening.

It was three weeks before Hyukjae’s birthday; he hasn’t ever once celebrated his birthday since his parents and sisters were killed that day; he just couldn’t enjoy a date like that.

Hyukjae’s stomach clinched when the thought of Kyuhyun and his friends being killed that day too passed by his mind.

Hyukjae covered his mouth and ran as fast as he could to the bathroom; he could feel his stomach was as if mixing everything up; Hyukjae could feel his fears reflected in his own body.

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“How do you feel now?” Minho asked concerned while patting Hyukjae’s back.

Hyukjae just coughed as an answer; while his head was almost inside the toilet.

“You have been throwing up almost for an hour.” Minho pointed out worried. “When I think you got better; then you run once again to the toilet.”

“I-I’m fine.” Hyukjae said closing his eyes and finally breathing after the sixth time he threw up.

“Well…” Minho said frowning lightly. “You don’t seem that fine.”

“I’m fine.” Hyukjae repeated standing up and walking weakly to wash his face once again.

“I placed you in the list of transplants.” Minho said while watching how Hyukjae rubbed lightly his face.

Hyukjae opened his eyes widely. “What!?” He asked amused and then covered his mouth while running once again to the toilet to throw up the only thing he had left in his system; saliva.

“I placed you in the first place on the transplantation list so you’ll be the first one to receive the bone marrow.” Minho said once again patting Hyukjae’s back.

Hyukjae couldn’t talk back at Minho; not at that moment while he was coughing and feeling as if his soul was going to go out from his mouth.

“I really need something…” Hyukjae murmured to himself trying to breathe deeply and calm his body.

“Why is it you’re throwing up like crazy?” Minho asked once Hyukjae was better.

Because I’m so scared even my body knows there’s something wrong. Hyukjae wanted to say.

“I think I ate something spoiled.” Hyukjae answered breathing in and out deeply just to say to his body he wasn’t that scared anymore.

But once again, when Hyukjae thought of his birthday and what it could mean, his stomach fell again and fear ran through his entire system; he was so damn scared and so tired he thought he couldn’t help anymore. His arms and legs felt dumb; he was scared that maybe he wouldn’t be able to protect Kyuhyun and everybody else; he thought he would end up being the reason of why his beloved persons would suffer again.

That thought alone was enough as to make Hyukjae feel sick. Hyukjae couldn’t help but to run once again to the toilet.

“I’m a doctor too.” Minho said now walking towards Hyukjae once again. “Don’t you think I know something is wrong when a person keeps on throwing up?” He asked.

“I’m fine.” Hyukjae insisted panting hard and trying to make his mind blank.

Minho frowned. “Throwing up is not a symptom.” He said more to himself. “Then it must be because-”

“Because of spoiled food.” Hyukjae cut Minho with a blank face. “I’m feeling better now.” He said standing up and closing his eyes as to check on his body. “Go to work and I’ll be there in a minute.” He ordered.

Minho sighed and learnt that Hyukjae could be indeed really sharp when it was about his health. “Fine.” He hissed and walked out of the restroom.

Hyukjae sighed and he felt his knees weakening. He breathed again deeply and washed his face and mouth, then he finally went out of the bathroom; thinking only on the things he had to do as his work.

I must not fear. Hyukjae thought.

Fear is the mind-killer. He tried to convince himself.

Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.

I will face my fear.

I will permit it to pass over me and through me.

And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.

Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.

Only I will remain.

And even when Hyukjae was determined; he couldn’t help but still feel anxious all the time.

"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance."

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It was just one week far from his birthday and the only thing he wanted to do was escape reality; to go away and take all his beloved people with him just to protect them to whatever Alexander might do.

Hyukjae made sure he did everything Alexander asked to; he killed some other people and he wasn’t that proud; he also thought Kyuhyun was about to notice; but the latter seemed to believed when Hyukjae said he had a emergency at the hospital.

Hyukjae hated lying to Kyuhyun; but there was no other way of keeping him away from his problems.

“Doctor Kim!” One nurse called him after Hyukjae just went out of one of the patient’s room.

“What is it?” Hyukjae asked concerned when he saw the nurse was panting hard and with a worried face.

“Emergency Room.” The nurse said simply and Hyukjae ran towards the said room after quickly giving the nurse the patient’s record.

“What is it?” He asked to the paramedics who were taking out two persons from the ambulance.

“The building fell off.” One of the paramedics answered quickly placing the oxygen mask in the bleeding man’s mouth.

“How many in total?” Hyukjae asked signing the reception form that the paramedic gave to him.

The paramedic looked at him with a saddened face. “Thirty two injured; eighteen dead.” He said taking his papers and running once again to help more people. “’Till now.”

Hyukjae sighed and ordered around; they had to move fast. It was the same with another fifteen ambulances. Even when he felt bad because of what have happened; he couldn’t even think of leaving his spot.

“Call doctor Choi!” Hyukjae yelled to a nurse and the latter just nodded and went away to do as she was asked to.

Hyukjae sent the ones who weren’t as bad to another one of his hospitals; there was no more room on that one even if that was the bigger.

“Oxygen now!” Hyukjae commanded when one of the patients arrived with a low pulse.

One of the nurses complied and went in the hospital; running to one of the rooms while giving oxygen to the patient.

The hospital was a total chaos. Hyukjae’s mind was as well.

“How many left?!” Minho came running and taking out his surgery pajamas as he approached Hyukjae.

“Five.” Hyukjae answered still signing. “How was the surgery?” He asked still waiting for the next ambulance to arrive and attending the patient he got right there.

“Anafilactic shock.” Minho said while running towards the next ambulance that just arrived.

Hyukjae opened his eyes widely but didn’t distract himself of maintaining his patient alive. “Give him five units of A positive blood.” Hyukjae ordered a nurse when he finished taking care of his patient. “Then… The patient…” He was afraid to ask to Minho.

Minho looked at him and nodded lightly. “I’m sorry.” He said and Hyukjae just sighed.

“It’s okay.” He said signing once again. “You did your best.” He sighed again.

“I’m going with this five.” Minho announced as the nurses took the remaining five patients to the hospital; Minho was going to be their doctor.

Hyukjae was about to run once again inside to check on his patients when he heard another ambulance getting near. “Nurses!” He called and there nurses approached him running.

The ambulance arrived and the paramedics went out. “I thought they were all.” Hyukjae said confused while approaching the new patients.

“They were in their car when the building fell.” The paramedic explained.

“Heart attack!” Another paramedic yelled when he was taking down a foreign man from the ambulance.

Hyukjae ran quickly towards the man and checked on his pulse. It didn’t even take a second when Hyukjae was giving the patient Cardiopulmonary resuscitation; checking on the pulse every thirty compressions. “I need Heparin here!” Hyukjae yelled and a nurse quickly arrived with a syringe ready to use.

Hyukjae injected the man and kept on with the compressions until he found out the man had pulse again. “Take him now!” He yelled to one of the nurses and the latter complied quickly. “How’s her?” Hyukjae asked when the woman was taken out of the ambulance.

“She has no outer injuries, but she keeps on whining.” The paramedic said.

“Take her to the intensive care unit!” Hyukjae ordered to another nurse and after signing the receive report from the paramedics; he turned to run after his new patients.

“Wait doctor!” The paramedics yelled. “There’s one more!” He said signaling a new person going out the ambulance.

“A kid?!” Hyukjae asked not wanting to believe. “What is it?!” He asked suddenly feeling nervous and panicked when he saw a bald head.

“According to his record.” The paramedic said as soon as the remaining nurse took the child to another room. “He has leukemia; he also has some injuries because of the accident.”

Hyukjae just nodded; took the record and ran in the hospital as soon as possible.

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“How do you feel?” Hyukjae asked the woman who just seemed to see the ceiling blankly.

“Henry…” She called absent minded.

Hyukjae sighed. “He’s fine.” He said and went to stand up aside from the woman.

Finally the woman looked at him. “He needs his puppy.” She said. “He can’t sleep without it.”

“I will make the nurses to take him a new puppy.” Hyukjae said smiling softly.

“No.” The woman said abruptly. “It has to be his puppy.” She said looking at Hyukjae’s eyes. “He feels it is special.” She cleared out.

“Where is it?” Hyukjae asked and the woman looked away.

“It was destroyed in the accident.” She said looking away once again with a blank face.

Hyukjae frowned lightly. “How do you feel?” He asked watching carefully every movement of the woman.

“I will die.” She said as if it were the most normal thing in the entire world.

“What do you mean? I won’ make that happen.” Hyukjae said narrowing his eyes.

“I have Bubonic Plague.” She said now looking at Hyukjae who stayed there frozen. “But I have a self immune disease too so it doesn’t shows and just kills me little by little.” She said with tears in his eyes.

“We can still treat the disease.” Hyukjae said hopefully; but feeling a huge burden in his chest.

The woman smiled bitterly. “My doctor said I have just two weeks left.” She said. “It has been a week since then.”

Hyukjae frowned lightly and pressed the button to call a nurse. “I promise you will get better.” He said determined.

The woman kept on smiling bitterly. “No.” She said flatly taking Hyukjae’s hand away from the button. “I don’t want to.” She snapped.

“What?” Hyukjae asked unbelievable.

“I just want to die peacefully; so please tell me Henry is fine and my husband is still alive.” The woman said letting down some tears. “That was I will be able to leave.”

Hyukjae froze for a few seconds. “Is that what you really want?” He asked seriously and the woman just nodded. “I will make sure Henry is fine and I will keep your husband live.” He promised.

“Thanks.” The woman said. “Please take a good care of Henry.” She asked now sobbing hard.

“I will make Henry to come here as soon as he finishes his tests.” Hyukjae said now placing the patient’s record at the end of the bed. “But your husband is still in a critical condition.” He said looking at the woman’s eyes.

The woman smiled. “Do you have a family?” She asked looking at Hyukjae’s eyes. “What a silly question.” The woman said still smiling. “Everybody does.”

Hyukjae’s mind flashed images from his parents, his sisters, his entire family; the flashed of his pictures when they all were murdered without any compassion.

“I don’t.” Hyukjae said. “They all left already.”

The woman turned and kept on smiling. “Can you please talk to me about it?” The woman asked and Hyukjae opened his eyes widely; there was no way he would tell his life to an unknown patient. “Please…” The woman said. “I want to make sure my Henry will stay in good hands.” She said with pleading eyes.

“Is a really depressing history and I’m sure you won’t like it.” Hyukjae said smiling softly.

The woman nodded and smiled back. “I will be here to hear it if you would like to.” She said understanding.

“Thanks.” Hyukjae said. “I’ll go check on Henry okay?” He asked and after the woman nodded; he turned to the door. Hyukjae stopped his track when he touched the knock of the door and turned around once again; cursing himself while he was walking towards the woman once again.

"Life is just one damned thing after another."

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“Hyukjae went out of the room sighing.

I can’t believe I told her everything. He scolded himself after having a long chat with the woman.

What a stupid person I have become.

“Doctor Kim!” A nurse called him and he walked there right away.

“Yes?” He answered once he was in front of the nurse.

“Here is the report of every patient we got yesterday because of the building that fell.” The nurse informed giving Hyukjae a bunch of papers. “Everybody is fine until now.” She said smiling brightly. “Seems to be we won’t have troubles.” She said happily.

“Thanks.” Hyukjae said and nodded lightly before going to his office and check those papers out. “Ahh!” He yelled when he opened his office’s door. “You scared me Kyu.” He said taking his hand to his chest to try to calm down and closing the door behind him.

Kyuhyun smiled; he was sitting in Hyukjae’s chair and he had a huge bouquet of flowers in his hand. “I’m sorry.” He said standing up and approaching Hyukjae. “How have you been?” Kyuhyun asked handing the flowers to Hyukjae.

“Thanks.” Hyukjae said smiling softly and taking the flowers to his nose. “I’m fine Kyu.” He said once again looking at Kyuhyun. “What about you?”

“I’m mad.” Kyuhyun said smiling softly. “At you.” He added turning and walking towards Hyukjae’s chair; once again sitting there.

Hyukjae raised an eyebrow. “Actually Kyu…” He started leaving the flowers and the papers he had in his hands in the couch and walking towards Kyuhyun’s side. “You don’t really seem like you’re mad at me.”

“I am.” Kyuhyun said signaling Hyukjae to get near him. “But my plan of making it obvious faded away when I saw you.”

Hyukjae smiled and sat in Kyuhyun’s lap. “Why are you mad at me then?” He asked circling his arms in Kyuhyun’s neck.

Kyuhyun hugged Hyukjae by the waist and leaned closer to smell his scent. “Because you didn’t arrive home last night.” He said closing his eyes and hugging Hyukjae tightly; letting himself getting lost in Hyukjae’s chest. “I was worried.” Kyuhyun continued now guiding himself to Hyukjae’s neck. “And you didn’t even answer my calls and texts.” Hyukjae closed his eyes enjoying Kyuhyun’s breathing in his neck.

“I’m sorry Kyu.” Hyukjae said lifting Kyuhyun’s chin with one of his hands and making the latter open his eyes looking directly at his. “There was a huge accident and I was busy I couldn’t even call you.” Hyukjae said pecking Kyuhyun’s lips.

“I can imagine a good way for me to forgive you.” Kyuhyun said taking Hyukjae’s lips fully.

Hyukjae chuckled between the kiss and he quickly kissed back. Kyuhyun pulled Hyukjae closer and licked Hyukjae’s lower lip to ask for access; Hyukjae opened his mouth and moaned lightly when Kyuhyun attacked it immediately, roaming his tongue in Hyukjae’s whole mouth.

“Mnnh…” Hyukjae moaned and pulled his body even closer to Kyuhyun’s when he felt Kyuhyun’s hand starting to get under his shirt.

Kyuhyun smiled to himself when he got exactly the reaction he wanted to. Hyukjae grabbed Kyuhyun’s hair lightly and pulled the latter closer, deepening the kiss even more; the other hand already in Kyuhyun’s chest.

“K-Kyu…” Hyukjae called when they broke apart and were watching each other directly.

“Yes Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked leaning closer to Hyukjae’s neck and giving soft kisses to it.

“I love you.” Hyukjae said half moaning because of Kyuhyun’s treatment.

“I love you too Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun said lifting slowly Hyukjae’s shirt and touching as more skin as he could.

“Oh... Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned again; not only because now Kyuhyun was licking and biting lightly his neck, but because Kyuhyun’s hands were traveling along his back too.

Hyukjae gasped when Kyuhyun stood up; lifting Hyukjae and sitting the latter in the desk while Kyuhyun was standing there; still rubbing Hyukjae’s skin and still kissing his neck as if he wanted to mark it as his for everybody to know.

Kyuhyun suddenly left Hyukjae’s back and his hands started traveling down. “Hyuk…” He called; voice blurry because he talked still kissing Hyukjae’s neck.

“Y-Yes Kyu?” Hyukjae answered panting lightly and circling his legs around Kyuhyun’s waist; his arms in Kyuhyun’s neck.

“Don’t leave me ever again.” Kyuhyun said pushing himself apart and looking at Hyukjae’s eyes.

Hyukjae could see Kyuhyun’s eyes; they were as a kid’s eyes begging for a stuffed animal. “I would never Kyu.” Hyukjae said rubbing Kyuhyun’s cheeks and smiling lightly.

Kyuhyun smiled and gave Hyukjae a soft kiss, their lips dancing and becoming hotter with every second that passed; soon, Kyuhyun’s hands were traveling along Hyukjae’s thighs and sending shivers to Hyukjae’s body.

Hyukjae couldn’t help but moan out loud when he felt Kyuhyun’s hands in his body; one of them in his thigh while the other was threatening his chest. “K-Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned chance that Kyuhyun took to invade his mouth once again with his mouth and share a super hot kiss. “This is my office Kyu…” Hyukjae said trying to resist, but his hands found their way to go and take Kyuhyun’s coat out of his way.

Kyuhyun smiled because of Hyukjae’s action and he quickly came back to his job; that meant to bring Hyukjae pleasure. “Isn’t that even better?” Kyuhyun asked lifting even more Hyukjae’s shirt.

Hyukjae smiled when Kyuhyun’s hands made him a little ticklish and pulled his body closer, tightening his hold with his legs in Kyuhyun’s waist.

Kyuhyun felt how the temperature got higher when Hyukjae’s hands loosened his tie and pulled it closer; deepening the kiss and creating more friction between their bodies.

Kyuhyun cursed when he heard Hyukjae’s beeper sound. “Sorry Kyu.” Hyukjae said after he saw the little object. “I have to go.” He said loosening his hold in Kyuhyun’s waist and smiling apologetic.

“Why?” Kyuhyun groaned not even minding in take his hands off of Hyukjae’s body and pouting lightly.

“A patient needs me.” Hyukjae explained smiling softly at Kyuhyun’s pout.

“I need you too.” Kyuhyun said pulling Hyukjae closer for the latter to feel Kyuhyun’s growing bulge.

“I-I’m sorry Kyu.” Hyukjae said nervously standing up and fixing his clothes. “See you at night?” He asked hopefully pecking Kyuhyun’s lips.

“Fine.” Kyuhyun said almost hissing. “But you really have to ask for vacation.” He said frowning lightly.

“Sure.” Hyukjae said hugging Kyuhyun quickly and leaving the office.

Kyuhyun sat down in the chair and sighed. He looked down at him and sighed again. “He really needs a vacation.” He said to himself.

You need him to take vacations; not him. Kyuhyun’s mind snapped at him.

Whatever.

"What we fear comes to pass more speedily than what we hope."

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“How do you feel Henry?” Hyukjae asked to the bald kid in the room.

“I miss Puchik.” Henry said pouting.

“Puchik is no longer here Henry.” Henry’s mother said to the kid. “He’s in a better place.”

“He’s in the place where you will be mommy?” Henry asked blinking his eyes innocently.

Hyukjae felt a sting in his heart.

“Yes Honey.” That woman said smiling.

How can she smile? Hyukjae thought.

She will die and she will leave his son back.

“What about daddy?” Henry asked and his mother turned to Hyukjae.

“He’s still resting Henry.” Hyukjae said so he wouldn’t give any clue of nothing.

“I want daddy to go with Mommy so she won’t be alone.” Henry said.

“Mommy wants Henry to stay with daddy.” Henry’s mother said softly. “That way you won’t be alone; I’ll be with Puchik remember?” She asked smiling weakly.

“Okay!” Henry said smiling brightly.

“Doctor Kim!” A nurse came running towards Hyukjae panting hard.

Hyukjae ran after her and the latter guided him to Henry’s father’s room. “Another heart attack!” The nurse explained and Hyukjae hurried to try to take the guy back to life again when he found no pulse in his body.

“Doctor Kim?” The nurse called Hyukjae after a few minutes.

“Not yet.” Hyukjae said compressing Henry’s father’s chest.

“Hyuk.” Minho called when he entered the room. “It’s over.” He said to Hyukjae who couldn’t stop trying to revive the guy.

“He has a boy.” Hyukjae said. “He can’t let the boy alone.”

“Hyuk!” Minho called again making Hyukjae snapping back. “There’s nothing else we can do.” He said softly and Hyukjae finally nodded and gave up.

“Doctor Kim?” The nurse called again and Hyukjae looked at his watch.

“Time of death.” He said and every word piercing his throat; those were the words he hated to say. “Fifteen hours, forty two minutes, on February fifteenth.” He announced and turned around to go out.

Hyukjae felt ashamed when he saw Henry’s mother waiting outside and looking at him with those eyes that said she was damn worried and scared.

“I’m sorry.” Hyukjae said and the woman started to shed tears like crazy.

The woman fell to her knees and Hyukjae made everything to keep her safe; but he knew how it felt to lose someone loved.

“Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun called going out of Hyukjae’s office when he saw Hyukjae trying to lift a woman that was crying in the floor. Kyuhyun approached Hyukjae quickly and helped him lift the woman to her feet.

“Doctor Kim!” Another nursed called him indicating something was happening in Henry’s room.

Hyukjae bit his lower lip and tried hard not to let the woman know what was going on before he could try to keep things calmer as possible. “Can you take her and talk to her Kyu?” Hyukjae asked and Kyuhyun opened his eyes widely.

“S-Sure…” Kyuhyun replied confused when he saw Hyukjae’s pleading and concerned eyes.

Hyukjae nodded and ran towards Henry’s room while Kyuhyun helped the crying woman walk slowly towards Hyukjae’s office.

“What’s happening?” Hyukjae asked when he went in the room and found Henry was crying hard.

“He doesn’t stop crying.” The nurse said worried. “But he checked him and there’s nothing out of the normal.”

Hyukjae sighed. “It’s okay.” He said. “Go out, I’ll take care of this.”

The nurses in the room nodded and went out after bowing. “H-Hyung!” Henry cried out calling for Hyukjae.

“Yes Henry?” Hyukjae answered sitting down in the edge of Henry’s bed. “Is there something wrong?” He asked softly.

Henry shook his head. “N-No…” He said calming a little.

“Then why are you crying?” Hyukjae asked.

“I-I don’t know…” Henry said shyly and looked down.

Hyukjae smiled weakly. It must be their family bones. He thought bitterly.

“You know Henry?” He started. “Your daddy decided to go first to the place where Puchik is.” He explained softly and Henry turned to see him.

“Why?” Henry asked confused. “Danny was going to stay with me and mommy was the one that was going to go there…”

“Your daddy decided to go first so he could prepare everything; so when your mommy arrives, everything will be perfect.” Hyukjae said trying to fight back his shaky voice and his tears.

Henry fell silent and his face could be read as confused.

“Henry?” Hyukjae called worried. Was he so direct with the news?

“Will hyung be with me in my surgery?” Henry asked looking at Hyukjae hopefully.

Surgery?

What surgery?! Hyukjae panicked.

Hyukjae smiled bitterly. “Of course.” He said. “Do you know when it is?”

Henry shook his head. “That paper knows.” Henry said pointing at a paper that was in the table beside his bed.

Hyukjae opened it and read it; a soft and happy smiled plastered in his face.

They found a bone marrow for him. Hyukjae thought.

He will be able to live and redo his whole life.

“A month from now.” Hyukjae said. “You’re a strong child Henry.” He said smiling at the kid.

“Hyung is strong too.” Henry said and Hyukjae opened his eyes in confusion. “Mommy told me hyung was a strong person.”

Hyukjae smiled bitterly. Suddenly, someone came and knocked the door. Hyukjae smiled and opened it. “Thanks.” He said grabbing the stuffed animal he had now in his hands and closing the door again. “Do you know what is it Henry?” Hyukjae asked showing the stuffed animal to Henry.

“A dinosaur!” Henry yelled happily.

Hyukjae nodded and smile wider. “My daddy gave it to me.” Hyukjae said bitterly. “And my grandfather gave it to him.” He added.

“It’s really pretty!” Henry said touching the stuffed animal lightly.

“I will give it to you.” Hyukjae said softly. “Do you want it?” He asked.

“Yes!” Henry yelled excited and hugged the dinosaur. “What’s its name?!”

“But you have to promise me you will be always a good kid and you will always smile.” Hyukjae said pointing with his finger. “It’s called Choco.”

“I promise!” Henry said smiling brightly.

“Good.” Hyukjae said. “Your mommy will be here in a few hours okay?” He asked.

“Where will hyung go?” Henry asked pulling Hyukjae’s sleeve when he was ready to stand up.

“I’ll go and take care of people; I’ll come back later neh?” He asked and Henry nodded lightly before hugging the dinosaur tightly.

Hyukjae went out of the room after smiling and went to check on Henry’s mother; first sending texts to Kyuhyun to know where they were.

When Hyukjae opened the door of his office; he gasped when he saw a fuming Kyuhyun and a sleeping woman in the couch. Seemed to be the woman took Kyuhyun’s lap as her pillow.

“Thanks Kyu.” Hyukjae whispered giving a quick peck in Kyuhyun’s lips and smiling softly. “She has suffered a lot.” He said looking at the woman’s face.

“I know.” Kyuhyun said pouting. “She told me everything.” He said and then looked at Hyukjae’s eyes directly. “And she also seemed to know me.”

Hyukjae blushed lightly and looked away. “I might have talked to her about my personal life a little…” He admitted and Kyuhyun smiled softly.

“You didn’t tell her some hot details there.” Kyuhyun smirked and Hyukjae threw him a glare.

“I’ll call some nurses to take her to her room.” Hyukjae said sighing and dialing number zero in his phone. “Can you please come?” Hyukjae asked by the phone; his eyes never leaving Kyuhyun’s.

Hyukjae hang up and seconds later he had four nurses in his office. “May I?” A huge guy asked to Kyuhyun and the latter nodded kind of intimidated.

The huge guy carried the woman to his room and Kyuhyun sighed in relief; after that, Kyuhyun and Hyukjae were left alone in the office.

“You know Hyukkie…” Kyuhyun started when he was already over the huge guy. “That woman said she was happy we were together.” He said standing up and hugging Hyukjae by the waist.

“Really?” Hyukjae asked hugging back at Kyuhyun. “What did she say?”

“She said I was perfect for you and you were perfect for me.” Kyuhyun said while Hyukjae almost cuddled himself in Kyuhyun’s embrace.

“That’s true.” Hyukjae said closing his eyes. “Kyu?” He called after a few seconds.

“Yes Hyuk?” Kyuhyun answered rubbing Hyukjae’s back lightly; by that time; they were moving and swaying his bodies as if dancing a silent waltz; the huge window in Hyukjae’s office revealing a perfect sunset.

“I’m happy you are here.” Hyukjae admitted. “It’s been a tired day and you make me feel better.”

Kyuhyun chuckled. “It’s okay Hyuk.” He said kissing Hyukjae’s hair. “Because I will always be here for you.”

Kyuhyun hugged Hyukjae tighter when he felt Hyukjae started to cry in his arms; Kyuhyun knew it was a hard day for Hyukjae, he knew the latter needed to take everything out, and so, he just rubbed Hyukjae’s back; trying to comfort him from his pain.

Hyukjae cried a lot that day, he left out everything he kept for the past weeks silently; with Kyuhyun hugging him tightly and feeling safe because of that. He felt lighter while smelling Kyuhyun’s scent and feeling Kyuhyun’s heartbeat.

Kyuhyun closed his eyes and he made sure Hyukjae wouldn’t escape from his arms; he was now sure Hyukjae was his everything and he wouldn’t doubt even a second for anything as long as he could be happy with Hyukjae by his side.

"I don't believe that life is supposed to make you feel good, or make you feel miserable either. Life is just supposed to make you feel."

A/N: Sorry I took tooooooooo long to update!! TT_TT
I’m such a bad writer…
lame chapter it is... TT_TT
Please don’t hate meeee!!
And Enjoy(¿?) reading!! ^^’
I think three more chapters and this fic will see the end~~
Keke
Anyways~~ I’m happy people had read this all along!
Thanks!
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