Living in a Sad Quote
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eriiarTitle: Living in a Sad Quote
Chapter: Fourteen
Autor:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves
Chapter One ||| Chapter Two ||| Chapter Three ||| Chapter Four ||| Chapter Five ||| Chapter Six ||| Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight ||| Chapter Nine ||| Chapter Ten ||| Chapter Eleven ||| Chapter Twelve ||| Chapter Thirteen
“They’re telling me it’s beautiful, I believe them but will I ever know the wall behind my wall?”
Kyuhyun sat down angrily, he was mad as hell because Minho was the only one chatting with Hyukjae, his Hyukjae.
Stupid Minho guy! He cursed in his mind.
“So Minho…” Hyukjae started happily. “What do you think about going to Schwarzwald?” He asked smiling brightly.
“I think is an interesting destiny for vacation…” Minho answered smiling as well.
At that time, everybody was already in the plane, in the first class section, unlike many planes, that one had a very exclusive first class section that was more likely to be like a living room instead of having standard seats. Hyukjae and Minho sat down in a couch and everybody else was dispersing into the entire section; Heechul was sleeping in Hankyung’s arms and Leeteuk was chatting happily with Kangin, Ryeowook and Yesung.
“I like it though…” Hyukjae said shyly.
“And I think you’re very interesting just because of your choice.” Minho said smiling warmly and Hyukjae blushed.
Kyuhyun felt like burning up from jealously, he wished he could be the one making Hyukjae blushing and be that near to him. Kyuhyun hated himself because he was now sitting in front of Minho and Hyukjae, looking at them intently and they just seemed to ignore him.
Sulli didn’t talk in the whole time; she was still trying to get over the real story about her favorite princesses.
“I think I’m going to threw away my entire princess stuff.” She said blankly when she could finally talk.
Siwon, Kibum and Sungmin smiled in triumph when they saw Sulli’s horrified expression.
Sulli walked slowly and sat down next to Kyuhyun who just ignored her and kept on looking at the chatting happily pair in front of him.
“You know right?” Hyukjae asked almost in a whisper to Minho. His smile faded away and Kyuhyun frowned when he couldn’t hear what the thing he said that made Hyukjae sad.
Minho’s smile faded as well and nodded lightly. “I’m your boss remember?” Minho asked with a weak smile. “I have to know the whole background of my employees.”
Hyukjae nodded and smiled back weakly. “Don’t tell them.” He pleaded and Minho found himself agreeing.
“Don’t you think they have to know it?” Minho asked.
“They don’t deserve being sad because of me.” Hyukjae said.
Minho te<red his gaze apart and sighed. “Fine.” He said pouting lightly.
“Thank you!” Hyukjae said smiling brightly.
Kyuhyun felt like going there and hit Minho, he swore to himself to do it after he gets Hyukjae back. He didn’t know what all the talk was about but he knew it was serious.
Should I just go and make them tell me? He asked in his mind frowning.
Like if they would tell you.
Onew has to tell me later.
That’s a clumsy guy and you know it.
Shut up.
Minho turned to see Hyukjae quickly and frowned. He took his hand to Hyukjae’s cheek and made the latter look at him.
Kyuhyun couldn’t see Minho’s frown, he just saw how Minho was caressing Hyukjae’s cheek and they were both looking at each other deeply. He saw Minho mouthed something and Hyukjae left followed by Minho.
Kyuhyun suddenly felt panicked.
What’s going on? He asked to himself even when he knew he had no answer.
They’re going together to the bathroom.
Hyukkie is not that type of guy…
But we don’t know anything about Minho…
Kyuhyun opened his eyes in shock. It was true, he didn’t know Minho and he didn’t know what his intentions were. Kyuhyun stood up abruptly and went directly to the bathroom. He stopped when he heard voices and he decided to hear something more.
“It hurts…” Kyuhyun heard Hyukjae’s voice and he did his best as for not breaking the door apart and just going in there to kill Minho.
“I’m sorry…” Minho said. “You should really consider telling them…” Minho said softly.
Kyuhyun frowned, he knew they were just chatting; still he couldn’t stand knowing they were in a super small place together. Kyuhyun breathed in and out and tried to just focus in the conversation.
“How much?” Hyukjae asked and Kyuhyun frowned confused.
“Why do you ask?” Minho asked sighing. “You’re a doctor too, you should already know that.”
Kyuhyun was now even more confused and he forgot about everything but the conversation.
“I-I just want to hear it from someone else.” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun decided to open the door just a little so he could peek.
This is something Cho Kyuhyun shouldn’t be doing. His mind made fun of him.
Shut up!
I’m just saying… How can the great Cho Kyuhyun peek into a conversation?
Just let me hear!
Ok… Ok…
Kyuhyun saw Hyukjae was stood and resting his body on the walls, Minho was in front of the latter and in the same position. They didn’t seem to notice Kyuhyun was there peeking.
Minho sighed. “Should I tell you?” Minho asked looking at Hyukjae who turned just to stare back. “Do you really want me to tell you?”
Hyukjae’s eyes went teary. “I’m scared…” He admitted. “But I really need you to tell me.”
Minho sighed once again and went to hug Hyukjae warmly. “Ten years, fifteen at most.”
Kyuhyun frowned at the sight, but he really needed to know about what was going on.
Ten years what? His mind asked.
Hyukjae’s tears fell down like a cascade. “I’m not sure I want to die that soon.” He said and Kyuhyun felt like his heart was squeeze.
Die?
I heard wrong… he said in his mind.
I just misheard everything… He tried to convince himself while his own eyes went teary.
He can’t die…
“Maybe we can do something.” Minho said rubbing Hyukjae’s back.
“You know PHN was no cure…” Hyukjae said.
Minho sighed. “We can go Heidelberg once we’re on Germany, I heard there have been studies there…”
“There’s no use…” Hyukjae said shaking his head weakly and pushing Minho away. “None of them has been successful.” He said smiling weakly. “I should just face the reality…”
“I’ll go straight to the point.” Minho said firmly. “You will die and-“
“Shut up!” Kyuhyun yelled furious.
“K-Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae called nervously. “What are you doing here?” He asked trying to fix himself.
Kyuhyun approached the stunned guys and pushed Minho away so he could be in front of Hyukjae. “You won’t die.” Kyuhyun said firmly looking at Hyukjae’s eyes.
“I’m sorry you heard everything.” Hyukjae said looking away. “But you don’t have to worry about that.”
Kyuhyun frowned. “Get out.” He ordered and Minho knew it was for him.
Minho looked at Hyukjae and the latter just nodded, after a few seconds, Minho was out.
“Tell me everything.” Kyuhyun said making Hyukjae look at him directly at his eyes.
Hyukjae sighed. “I’m sorry Kyuhyun.” He said and Kyuhyun frowned in confusion. “Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae called titling his head. “Kyuhyun?” He asked again confused.
Kyuhyun opened his eyes slowly; he was welcomed by a worried Hyukjae just a few inches apart from him. “Hyukkie?” He asked confused. Kyuhyun opened his eyes in realization and stood up abruptly making Hyukjae jump in surprise.
“Kyuhyun?” He asked still in daze.
“Are you okay?” Kyuhyun asked turning Hyukjae’s head upside down as if checking for something wrong. “Are you hurt?” He asked concerned still looking everywhere of the now blushing hard Hyukjae.
“Kyuhyunnie…” Sulli called whining. “I’m dizzy…” She said.
Kyuhyun didn’t stop his check up. “Tell Minho.” He said. “He’s a doctor not me, I can’t do anything.” He said almost ignoring her. “How are you feeling?” Kyuhyun asked with his full attention to Hyukjae.
Sulli pouted because of the lack of interest and went away while everybody else smirked.
“I’m fine Kyuhyun…” Hyukjae said trying to free himself lightly from Kyuhyun. “Why wouldn’t I?” He asked.
“I heard your conversation with Minho.” Kyuhyun said frowning. “And I don’t know how the hell I ended up in my seat, but I’m sure I heard.”
“You’re crazy.” Heechul said. “You slept there almost the whole trip; you didn’t even stand up from there.”
“Whatever.” Kyuhyun said ignoring everybody else and focusing once again in Hyukjae. “Just tell me if anything is wrong and I will make him make you feel better.” He said pointing without looking at Minho.
Hyukjae took Kyuhyun’s hands off his face and smiled weakly. “I’m fine.” He said. “And don’t worry, if there’s anything wrong I’ll make you I make myself feel better. I’m a doctor too Kyu.”
Kyuhyun stood there a few seconds, just looking at Hyukjae. “How I missed you calling me Kyu.” He said almost in a whisper so Hyukjae would be the only hearing it.
“I think we should get going.” Hyukjae said almost yelling and going away from Kyuhyun, he was blushing and he didn’t want to ruin his will to not interfere in Kyuhyun’s life.
Kyuhyun smiled and just for a moment, when he heard Hyukjae calling him as he used to, he forgot everything and just enjoyed being near the person he loved.
“Gas and blood, is all I got, in you I trust, the final exist is passing by I turn the wheel around.”
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Hyukjae and Minho were walking together so they would get the other pane that would take them to their final destiny.
“I think he heard our conversation in the plane while he was asleep.” Minho said in a whisper to Hyukjae.
“What should I do?” Hyukjae asked nervously.
“Let’s just pretend it was nothing and keep going on with the plan.” Minho said sighing. “But I still want them to know everything.” Minho looked at Hyukjae. “Your nose bleeding is a new symptom and I bet the pain is going to appear soon.”
“I will wait patiently.” Hyukjae said looking away.
Minho sighed.
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“So everybody gets it?” Leeteuk asked smiling warmly.
“Hell no!” Heechul yelled. “I won’t let that alien boy sleep in the same room as my Hyukkie!”
Donghae pouted don’t letting Hyukjae go from his bear hug, just gaining death stares from Kyuhyun.
“Then what do you propose?” Leeteuk asked lifting his eyebrows.
“Kyuhyun and Sulli, obviously.” Heechul said rolling his eyes. “Siwon and Kibum, Wook and the weirdo, the alien boy with the bunny boy, you and Kangin, Hannie with me and Minho with my Hyuk.” Heechul said smiling in triumph.
“Why is it Minho can sleep in the same room with Hyukkie?” Sungmin asked pouting. “I want to do a pajama party with him!”
“Because Minho is the only one who can take care of my Hyuk.” Heechul said. “But I warn you.” He said glaring at the blushing Minho. “If I ever know you tried something with my son without him wanting it, and I always know, I will kill you.” He said dangerously.
“I protest.” Kyuhyun said. “Hyuk should sleep with Leeteuk and Kangin.”
“Why?” Yesung asked lifting an eyebrow.
“It’s ok with me to sleep in a room with Minho.” Hyukjae said smiling warmly. “It will be fun!” He said now smiling to Minho who smiled back and nodded in agreement.
Kyuhyun felt his blood boiling; still he knew he could do nothing about it. “Fine!” He said. “Just let get some rest so we can go into the forest tomorrow!” He took Sulli’s hand and grabbed her away to their room.
Hyukjae saw how they were the perfect couple, he sighed and turned his gaze away from them.
“Then...” Leeteuk said clearing his throat so everybody would stop glaring at Kyuhyun. “Let’s get some rest, it’s late already, tomorrow we will need a lot of energy!”
Everybody nodded and they were then going to their respective rooms.
Kyuhyun cursed the hotel manager because of the room’s accommodations, he cursed the fact he was in the fifth floor while Hyukjae’s room was in the tenth.
“Stupid accommodations!” He hissed while walking everywhere in the room, he was worried because of Hyukjae and he knew he could take the chance to go to his room while Sulli was still taking a shower.
Are you that jealous? His mind asked.
Hell yes!
Kyuhyun didn’t know how he ended up in front of Hyukjae’s room’s door. He hesitated about knocking or just breaking in so he would freak Minho out.
He decided knocking would be better and he fixed himself for doing so until he heard some voices.
“But it will hurt.” Kyuhyun heard Hyukjae whining.
“Whatever you want it or not I will do it, so you better give up.” Minho said.
Nobody hurts my Hyukjae!
What if you’re interrupting something?
Whatever it is Hyukkie doesn’t want to!
That’s what you want to think.
Kyuhyun didn’t think it twice before slamming the door open.
Kyuhyun opened his eyes in frustration when he found Minho on top of Hyukjae; both were on the bed and for Kyuhyun it was the most awful sight he could ever watch in his whole life.
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Minho and Hyukjae entered their room.
“I think I should take a blood sample for me to analyze.” Minho said while unpacking.
“You don’t.” Hyukjae said flatly. “I’m fine.”
“I just want to know about your disease improvement.” Minho said looking directly at Hyukjae’s face.
“I don’t want to give you a blood sample.” Hyukjae said firmly placing both of his hands in his waist.
“Don’t be a kid Hyukjae.” Minho said threatening.
“Don’t want to.” Hyukjae said pouting and crossing his arms in his chest childish.
Minho smiled. “Hyuk, I really need your blood.”
“You sound just like a vampire.” Hyukjae said smiling. “What makes you think I would like to give you my blood?” He asked smiling jokingly.
“Hyukjae. Don’t make me call your parents.” Minho said frowning lightly.
“I have to analyze it so I can know how strong the therapy will be.” Minho said approaching Hyukjae.
“Who says I will take therapy?” Hyukjae said taking a few steps back as Minho was taking them ahead.
“I do.” Minho said firmly.
“Well…” Hyukjae said almost running through all the room. “I say I don’t want neither giving you my blood and taking therapy; both of them hurt.” He said
“I don’t mind it as long as you live more than ten years.” Minho said running behind Hyukjae with a syringe already in his hand.
“Stop following me around and let’s just sleep!” Hyukjae yelled while still running. “You know I can hurt myself if I get to push my body too much!”
“I wouldn’t be running after you if you’d let me take your blood!” Minho yelled back.
After a few minutes, both of them were panting, each one of them in both sides of one of the beds. They were smiling brightly since they allowed themselves to be kids running after the other for a while.
“I don’t care how but I will get your blood.” Minho said smirking.
“I don’t know how but I will get to escape from you.” Hyukjae said smirking back.
Minho opened his eyes wide and looked by the window behind Hyukjae. “Kyuhyun is looking.” Minho said pointing at the window.
Hyukjae turned back panicked. “Kyuhyun?” He asked confused trying to gain consciousness again. Hyukjae frowned when he saw nothing and he finally realized Minho played a prank on him. “You! Naughty boy!” Hyukjae yelled while turning back.
He opened his eyes even wider when he felt Minho’s strong arms in his waist and threw him on the bed.
“I told you I would get it.” Minho said smirking.
“You are a really naughty boy did you know that?” Hyukjae asked frowning lightly.
“I know.” Minho said while he positioned himself on top of Hyukjae so he could immobilize Hyukjae’s legs and took out his syringe. “Just stop struggling!” Minho ordered but Hyukjae didn’t do so.
“But it will hurt!” Hyukjae whined pouting and stopping since there was no use
“Whatever you want it or not I will do it, so you better give up.” Minho said and Hyukjae blushed hard because he realized their position and because he felt like a weak girl.
They heard the door open hardly and both looked at who was the one entering. They both were surprised just by seeing Kyuhyun’s angry face.
Minho and Hyukjae froze while they saw Kyuhyun approaching to them. Kyuhyun placed his hand in Minho’s shoulder and turned his body so they were both facing. “You idiot!” He yelled and punched Minho’s face hardly.
Minho fell down the bed and Hyukjae panicked. “Kyuhyun!” He yelled because the latter seemed to keep on hitting Minho. “Stop!” He said holding Kyuhyun’s hands.
Kyuhyun turned to see Hyukjae’s scared face and he softened. “Are you okay Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked cupping Hyukjae’s face.
“What the hell was that for?!” Minho asked frustrated and Kyuhyun frowned once again.
“Shut up!” Kyuhyun yelled at Minho and grabbed Hyukjae’s hand. He literally dragged Hyukjae out of the room ignoring the later protests and Minho’s death glares.
“Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae called worried. “What happened?!” He asked scared because of the angry and frowning Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun stopped abruptly and turned around making Hyukjae hit his head in Kyuhyun’s chest. “You will go and sleep in Heechul’s hyung room.” Kyuhyun said firmly still frowning.
“Why?” Hyukjae asked frowning lightly.
“There’s no way I will let you stay in the same room than him!” Kyuhyun said.
“I’m sorry Kyuhyun but I can’t understand you.” Hyukjae said softly and looking down.
“What do you mean?” Kyuhyun asked with a soft expression and lifting Hyukjae’s chin so he could see his eyes.
“I just can’t get what you want…” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun cursed himself for the tears that were forming in Hyukjae’s eyes.
“I’m sorry Hyuk.” Kyuhyun said and hugged tightly Hyukjae. “But there’s no way I will let Minho hurt you.”
Hyukjae pushed Kyuhyun away without realizing how wrong it felt for Kyuhyun. “He wasn’t going to hurt me.”
Kyuhyun frowned. “So you were going to let him do it with you?!” He asked annoyed all of a sudden.
Hyukjae opened his eyes in disbelief. “What?!” He asked with the hope he heard wrongly.
“So you were going to let him take you?!” Kyuhyun yelled. “I can’t believe you’re such a slut!”
Kyuhyun regretted his words as soon as he saw Hyukjae’s hurt expression. “I’m leaving.” Hyukjae said and stepped back.
“Hyuk.” Kyuhyun called with the intention of apologizing. “Listen, I’m-“
“Do you think I’m a slut Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae asked not turning to see Kyuhyun. “Do you?!” He yelled after he heard no response.
“Hyuk, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to say that.” Kyuhyun said softly and grabbing Hyukjae’s hand.
Hyukjae turned around to face Kyuhyun and frowned. “You don’t have to worry about the people I have sex or not.” He said firmly but Kyuhyun could hear his shaking voice.
Kyuhyun frowned once again. “You can’t have sex with Minho or anyone!” He said.
Hyukjae’s frown went deeper and he freed himself from Kyuhyun’s hold. “So I can’t sleep with anyone but you can do it with whoever cross your way?!” Hyukjae snapped and Kyuhyun found himself with no words. “I don’t find it so fair do you?”
“Hyuk…” Kyuhyun called. “Please…”
“Please what?!” Hyukjae yelled not minding the tears that were flowing down his cheeks. “Please don’t sleep with Minho? Please go away? Please what Kyuhyun?”
“Hyuk…” Kyuhyun called again. “Don’t do this.”
“I’m leaving.” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun could do nothing but curse himself because he was so selfish. “Oh…” Hyukjae stopped and turned to see Kyuhyun. “And Minho just wanted to extract some blood.” He said and continued walking to his room.
Kyuhyun felt the weight of guilt falling on him. He felt his body tense and he could only see the retreating body of the guy he liked.
Just blood! Kyuhyun’s mind snapped.
You called him a slut just because of a blood sample!
I didn’t even think that way…
You really have to make it up for him!
Kyuhyun sighed in frustration before heading back to his and Sulli’s suite.
Hyukjae decided not to go to his room, even if Minho was hurt, well, he was a doctor and he could take care of himself.
“Hyuk?” Hankyung asked a little confused when he opened his and Heechul’s room door. “Is anything wrong?”
Hyukjae looked at Hankyung’s face and the latter hugged him when he saw his swollen eyes. “Appa…” Hyukjae sobbed in Hankyung’s embrace.
“Kyuhyun?” Hankyung asked and Hyukjae nodded not daring to break the hug.
Hankyung asked and took Hyukjae to the room, Heechul stood up quickly and went to hug Hyukjae too, not even saying a word, just hug him.
“It’s okay Hyukkie…” Heechul tried to calm him down rubbing his back. “Time heals everything…”
“I thought I could stand it Umma…” Hyukjae said between sobs. “Being near him and being just friends… I thought I could do that…” Hyukjae stopped for some seconds. “But I can’t… it hurts Umma…”
Heechul sighed. “I’m sorry you have to take all this Hyukkie… But please be strong until the end.” Heechul said in a soft tone.
“He said I was a slut Umma…” Hyukjae said almost in a whisper. “But I swear I didn’t try anything with Minho!”
Heechul and Hankyung frowned. “And even if you decide to try something with Minho he has no right of telling you are a slut Hyukkie!” Heechul said annoyed.
“He apologized later… But it hurts he thinks that way…” Hyukjae said whipping his own tears.
“I will talk to him Hyuk, so don’t worry now okay?” Hankyung said and Hyukjae nodded.
After Heechul and Hankyung comforted Hyukjae, the latter fell asleep tired of crying.
Minho heard someone knocking the door and he stood quickly up hoping it would be Hyukjae. He was worried since he left being dragged by Kyuhyun and he didn’t know where he was.
“Hyukjae!” Minho exclaimed when he saw Hankyung carrying Hyukjae in his arms, the latter was deeply asleep.
“Shh!” Hankyung hissed signaling Minho not to scream or else Hyukjae would wake up.
Minho nodded embarrassed and opened the door completely, signaling Hankyung where Hyukjae’s bed was. Hankyung placed Hyukjae carefully and took the blanket up to cover Hyukjae.
“Take care of him okay?” Hankyung murmured to Minho and the latter nodded.
“I will.” Minho murmured back.
This time Hankyung nodded and went out of the room.
Minho sighed. “I guess I won Hyukkie.” He said in a whisper and took out his syringe so he could take a blood sample without Hyukjae knowing it.
Minho smiled to himself and since it was still early, he decided to go to the nearest hospital, hesitating if he should leave Hyukjae alone.
I think he’s so tired he won’t wake up in hours. Minho though and left the room.
Hyukjae woke up abruptly, he was the victim of another nightmare and he swore he hated the day he dreamt of something. He stood up and saw nobody in the room. Hyukjae just shrugged it up and went to the bathroom so he could take a shower. He saw his clock and saw it was still twelve in the night. He sighed and cursed the long days in his life.
After he took a shower, he went out so he could distract himself from everything and he headed to the lobby so he could watch TV or read a book.
Hyukjae decided to go down by the stairs instead of using the lift so he could clear his mind. When he was already in front of the huge TV screen he saw someone was already there. “Oh, I’m sorry, I will come back later.” He said and turned back.
“Wait.” He heard a voice tell him and his heart started to beat faster. “I’m sorry.” The voice said in a sad tone.
“You don’t have to apologize Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said softly. “You already did a while ago.”
“Can you at least look at me please?” Kyuhyun asked in a pleading tone and Hyukjae turned. His heart almost stopped when he saw himself a few inches apart from Kyuhyun’s face. Kyuhyun placed one of his hands on Hyukjae’s cheek and smiled when he saw the latter was blushing hard. “I’m sorry I’m so selfish.” Kyuhyun said smiling warmly. “I’m sorry I’m hurting you.” He said leaning his face closer to Hyukjae’s. “And I’m sorry I just can’t get over you that easy.”
Hyukjae closed his eyes when he felt Kyuhyun’s soft lips touching his. Hyukjae responded to the kiss not minding if it was wrong or right, he just wanted to enjoy that very moment of his life. Kyuhyun placed his other hand in Hyukjae’s waist and the latter placed his arms in Kyuhyun’s shoulders. They kissed for minutes; it was a soft kiss so they didn’t need to break away for oxygen.
Hyukjae felt the butterflies in his stomach while being so close with Kyuhyun, he missed him and he knew at that moment he could never forget his love for the younger. The kiss became hotter and Hyukjae moaned softly when Kyuhyun bit lightly his lower lip, allowing himself to explore Hyukjae’s mouth.
Kyuhyun tightened his hold in Hyukjae’s waist and pulled him closer so their bodies would be touching completely. Hearing Hyukjae’s weak moans just made him want to hear them even more. Kyuhyun slid his hands from Hyukjae’s cheek to Hyukjae’s thigh and lift it until his own waist, caressing and touching every part of it. Hyukjae moaned a little louder when he felt Kyuhyun’s touches.
Kyuhyun lift Hyukjae so he could carry him to the couch. Kyuhyun didn’t mind if anybody would see them, he just wanted Hyukjae right then.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned when Kyuhyun placed him in the couch and started licking and biting Hyukjae’s neck.
Kyuhyun smiled. “I like how you moan my name Hyukkie…” He said seductively in a whisper in Hyukjae’s ear. “So moan for me.” He said and bit Hyukjae’s earlobe.
“Mmmhh…” Hyukjae moaned not only because Kyuhyun’s teasing in his ear but because Kyuhyun’s hands were touching his thighs hungrily. “Oh Kyuhyun…” He moaned again when Kyuhyun reached Hyukjae’s ass with his hand and squeezed it.
Kyuhyun smiled and kept on doing what he wanted, kissing Hyukjae’s body and taking it just for him. “Just moan my name and nobody else’s Hyuk.” Kyuhyun said getting to Hyukjae’s shoulder.
Hyukjae opened his eyes in realization and pushed Kyuhyun away lightly. “I can’t do this Kyu.” He said in a sad tone.
“Why?” Kyuhyun asked frowning lightly.
“You’re married Kyu, and I can’t allow myself to lose control.” Hyukjae said avoiding Kyuhyun’s gaze.
Kyuhyun sighed and stood up. “I’m sorry.” He said and Hyukjae nodded lightly. “I’ll try not to do it again.”
“Can we be just friends Kyu?” Hyukjae asked even when his heart was hurting. “Can we try?”
“Do I have another option?” Kyuhyun asked sarcastically.
“No.” Hyukjae said standing up too. “Good night Kyu.” He said and turned around to go to his room.
Kyuhyun held his hand and made the later turn. “Good night Hyuk.” He said and pecked Hyukjae’s lips before going up to his room and leaving a blushing Hyukjae behind.
Hyukjae stood there some more minutes before heading to the canteen and taking a glass of water to clear his mind.
“Hyukjae-ssi?” He heard a girl called him.
“S-Sulli?” He asked nervously. “W-What is it?” He asked trying to control his breathing.
“I should be the one asking that.” Sulli said approaching Hyukjae. “I saw everything.” She said narrowing his eyes.
“Don’t worry, it won’t happen again.” Hyukjae said sighing. “And I’m sorry.”
“I hope it won’t happen again.” Sulli said dangerously. “Because it would be awful if a baby grows up without his father.” She said rubbing her tummy and smirking at Hyukjae’s sad face. “And I can’t imagine how much guilt you will feel if you are the responsible for that.”
“What do you mean?” Hyukjae asked confused.
“I mean you have to back off Hyukjae. And you’re a doctor, you should know how babies are made.” Sulli said still smirking and Hyukjae felt his heart’s pieces wandering around his body. “It’s our Honey Moon, what did you expect us to do?” Sulli asked.
“I might congratulate you for your baby then.” Hyukjae said with his heart in his hand.
“Not only me.” Sullu said. “You have to congratulate Kyuhyun too since the baby is his.”
Hyukjae suppressed his tears and looked at Sulli’s face. “I will take my leave now.” Hyukjae said and went away leaving a triumphal Sulli behind.
“Sure.” Sulli said even when Hyukjae couldn’t hear her. “I hope you can keep your promise Hyukjae.” She said frowning and going up to her and Kyuhyun’s room.
“On top of the roof, the air is so cold and so calm, I say your name in silence, you don’t want to hear it right now.”
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A/N: Soooooooo sorry for the super late update!
I had to go to this $&%!! And painful therapy and I couldn’t even touch my computer for days!
But here I am!
Not that long but I just didn’t want you to forget this story..
Lame chapter?
I’m sorry!!
Still… comments are loved!
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Chapter: Fourteen
Autor:
eriiar Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves
Chapter One ||| Chapter Two ||| Chapter Three ||| Chapter Four ||| Chapter Five ||| Chapter Six ||| Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight ||| Chapter Nine ||| Chapter Ten ||| Chapter Eleven ||| Chapter Twelve ||| Chapter Thirteen
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“They’re telling me it’s beautiful, I believe them but will I ever know the wall behind my wall?”
Kyuhyun sat down angrily, he was mad as hell because Minho was the only one chatting with Hyukjae, his Hyukjae.
Stupid Minho guy! He cursed in his mind.
“So Minho…” Hyukjae started happily. “What do you think about going to Schwarzwald?” He asked smiling brightly.
“I think is an interesting destiny for vacation…” Minho answered smiling as well.
At that time, everybody was already in the plane, in the first class section, unlike many planes, that one had a very exclusive first class section that was more likely to be like a living room instead of having standard seats. Hyukjae and Minho sat down in a couch and everybody else was dispersing into the entire section; Heechul was sleeping in Hankyung’s arms and Leeteuk was chatting happily with Kangin, Ryeowook and Yesung.
“I like it though…” Hyukjae said shyly.
“And I think you’re very interesting just because of your choice.” Minho said smiling warmly and Hyukjae blushed.
Kyuhyun felt like burning up from jealously, he wished he could be the one making Hyukjae blushing and be that near to him. Kyuhyun hated himself because he was now sitting in front of Minho and Hyukjae, looking at them intently and they just seemed to ignore him.
Sulli didn’t talk in the whole time; she was still trying to get over the real story about her favorite princesses.
“I think I’m going to threw away my entire princess stuff.” She said blankly when she could finally talk.
Siwon, Kibum and Sungmin smiled in triumph when they saw Sulli’s horrified expression.
Sulli walked slowly and sat down next to Kyuhyun who just ignored her and kept on looking at the chatting happily pair in front of him.
“You know right?” Hyukjae asked almost in a whisper to Minho. His smile faded away and Kyuhyun frowned when he couldn’t hear what the thing he said that made Hyukjae sad.
Minho’s smile faded as well and nodded lightly. “I’m your boss remember?” Minho asked with a weak smile. “I have to know the whole background of my employees.”
Hyukjae nodded and smiled back weakly. “Don’t tell them.” He pleaded and Minho found himself agreeing.
“Don’t you think they have to know it?” Minho asked.
“They don’t deserve being sad because of me.” Hyukjae said.
Minho te<red his gaze apart and sighed. “Fine.” He said pouting lightly.
“Thank you!” Hyukjae said smiling brightly.
Kyuhyun felt like going there and hit Minho, he swore to himself to do it after he gets Hyukjae back. He didn’t know what all the talk was about but he knew it was serious.
Should I just go and make them tell me? He asked in his mind frowning.
Like if they would tell you.
Onew has to tell me later.
That’s a clumsy guy and you know it.
Shut up.
Minho turned to see Hyukjae quickly and frowned. He took his hand to Hyukjae’s cheek and made the latter look at him.
Kyuhyun couldn’t see Minho’s frown, he just saw how Minho was caressing Hyukjae’s cheek and they were both looking at each other deeply. He saw Minho mouthed something and Hyukjae left followed by Minho.
Kyuhyun suddenly felt panicked.
What’s going on? He asked to himself even when he knew he had no answer.
They’re going together to the bathroom.
Hyukkie is not that type of guy…
But we don’t know anything about Minho…
Kyuhyun opened his eyes in shock. It was true, he didn’t know Minho and he didn’t know what his intentions were. Kyuhyun stood up abruptly and went directly to the bathroom. He stopped when he heard voices and he decided to hear something more.
“It hurts…” Kyuhyun heard Hyukjae’s voice and he did his best as for not breaking the door apart and just going in there to kill Minho.
“I’m sorry…” Minho said. “You should really consider telling them…” Minho said softly.
Kyuhyun frowned, he knew they were just chatting; still he couldn’t stand knowing they were in a super small place together. Kyuhyun breathed in and out and tried to just focus in the conversation.
“How much?” Hyukjae asked and Kyuhyun frowned confused.
“Why do you ask?” Minho asked sighing. “You’re a doctor too, you should already know that.”
Kyuhyun was now even more confused and he forgot about everything but the conversation.
“I-I just want to hear it from someone else.” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun decided to open the door just a little so he could peek.
This is something Cho Kyuhyun shouldn’t be doing. His mind made fun of him.
Shut up!
I’m just saying… How can the great Cho Kyuhyun peek into a conversation?
Just let me hear!
Ok… Ok…
Kyuhyun saw Hyukjae was stood and resting his body on the walls, Minho was in front of the latter and in the same position. They didn’t seem to notice Kyuhyun was there peeking.
Minho sighed. “Should I tell you?” Minho asked looking at Hyukjae who turned just to stare back. “Do you really want me to tell you?”
Hyukjae’s eyes went teary. “I’m scared…” He admitted. “But I really need you to tell me.”
Minho sighed once again and went to hug Hyukjae warmly. “Ten years, fifteen at most.”
Kyuhyun frowned at the sight, but he really needed to know about what was going on.
Ten years what? His mind asked.
Hyukjae’s tears fell down like a cascade. “I’m not sure I want to die that soon.” He said and Kyuhyun felt like his heart was squeeze.
Die?
I heard wrong… he said in his mind.
I just misheard everything… He tried to convince himself while his own eyes went teary.
He can’t die…
“Maybe we can do something.” Minho said rubbing Hyukjae’s back.
“You know PHN was no cure…” Hyukjae said.
Minho sighed. “We can go Heidelberg once we’re on Germany, I heard there have been studies there…”
“There’s no use…” Hyukjae said shaking his head weakly and pushing Minho away. “None of them has been successful.” He said smiling weakly. “I should just face the reality…”
“I’ll go straight to the point.” Minho said firmly. “You will die and-“
“Shut up!” Kyuhyun yelled furious.
“K-Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae called nervously. “What are you doing here?” He asked trying to fix himself.
Kyuhyun approached the stunned guys and pushed Minho away so he could be in front of Hyukjae. “You won’t die.” Kyuhyun said firmly looking at Hyukjae’s eyes.
“I’m sorry you heard everything.” Hyukjae said looking away. “But you don’t have to worry about that.”
Kyuhyun frowned. “Get out.” He ordered and Minho knew it was for him.
Minho looked at Hyukjae and the latter just nodded, after a few seconds, Minho was out.
“Tell me everything.” Kyuhyun said making Hyukjae look at him directly at his eyes.
Hyukjae sighed. “I’m sorry Kyuhyun.” He said and Kyuhyun frowned in confusion. “Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae called titling his head. “Kyuhyun?” He asked again confused.
Kyuhyun opened his eyes slowly; he was welcomed by a worried Hyukjae just a few inches apart from him. “Hyukkie?” He asked confused. Kyuhyun opened his eyes in realization and stood up abruptly making Hyukjae jump in surprise.
“Kyuhyun?” He asked still in daze.
“Are you okay?” Kyuhyun asked turning Hyukjae’s head upside down as if checking for something wrong. “Are you hurt?” He asked concerned still looking everywhere of the now blushing hard Hyukjae.
“Kyuhyunnie…” Sulli called whining. “I’m dizzy…” She said.
Kyuhyun didn’t stop his check up. “Tell Minho.” He said. “He’s a doctor not me, I can’t do anything.” He said almost ignoring her. “How are you feeling?” Kyuhyun asked with his full attention to Hyukjae.
Sulli pouted because of the lack of interest and went away while everybody else smirked.
“I’m fine Kyuhyun…” Hyukjae said trying to free himself lightly from Kyuhyun. “Why wouldn’t I?” He asked.
“I heard your conversation with Minho.” Kyuhyun said frowning. “And I don’t know how the hell I ended up in my seat, but I’m sure I heard.”
“You’re crazy.” Heechul said. “You slept there almost the whole trip; you didn’t even stand up from there.”
“Whatever.” Kyuhyun said ignoring everybody else and focusing once again in Hyukjae. “Just tell me if anything is wrong and I will make him make you feel better.” He said pointing without looking at Minho.
Hyukjae took Kyuhyun’s hands off his face and smiled weakly. “I’m fine.” He said. “And don’t worry, if there’s anything wrong I’ll make you I make myself feel better. I’m a doctor too Kyu.”
Kyuhyun stood there a few seconds, just looking at Hyukjae. “How I missed you calling me Kyu.” He said almost in a whisper so Hyukjae would be the only hearing it.
“I think we should get going.” Hyukjae said almost yelling and going away from Kyuhyun, he was blushing and he didn’t want to ruin his will to not interfere in Kyuhyun’s life.
Kyuhyun smiled and just for a moment, when he heard Hyukjae calling him as he used to, he forgot everything and just enjoyed being near the person he loved.
“Gas and blood, is all I got, in you I trust, the final exist is passing by I turn the wheel around.”
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Hyukjae and Minho were walking together so they would get the other pane that would take them to their final destiny.
“I think he heard our conversation in the plane while he was asleep.” Minho said in a whisper to Hyukjae.
“What should I do?” Hyukjae asked nervously.
“Let’s just pretend it was nothing and keep going on with the plan.” Minho said sighing. “But I still want them to know everything.” Minho looked at Hyukjae. “Your nose bleeding is a new symptom and I bet the pain is going to appear soon.”
“I will wait patiently.” Hyukjae said looking away.
Minho sighed.
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“So everybody gets it?” Leeteuk asked smiling warmly.
“Hell no!” Heechul yelled. “I won’t let that alien boy sleep in the same room as my Hyukkie!”
Donghae pouted don’t letting Hyukjae go from his bear hug, just gaining death stares from Kyuhyun.
“Then what do you propose?” Leeteuk asked lifting his eyebrows.
“Kyuhyun and Sulli, obviously.” Heechul said rolling his eyes. “Siwon and Kibum, Wook and the weirdo, the alien boy with the bunny boy, you and Kangin, Hannie with me and Minho with my Hyuk.” Heechul said smiling in triumph.
“Why is it Minho can sleep in the same room with Hyukkie?” Sungmin asked pouting. “I want to do a pajama party with him!”
“Because Minho is the only one who can take care of my Hyuk.” Heechul said. “But I warn you.” He said glaring at the blushing Minho. “If I ever know you tried something with my son without him wanting it, and I always know, I will kill you.” He said dangerously.
“I protest.” Kyuhyun said. “Hyuk should sleep with Leeteuk and Kangin.”
“Why?” Yesung asked lifting an eyebrow.
“It’s ok with me to sleep in a room with Minho.” Hyukjae said smiling warmly. “It will be fun!” He said now smiling to Minho who smiled back and nodded in agreement.
Kyuhyun felt his blood boiling; still he knew he could do nothing about it. “Fine!” He said. “Just let get some rest so we can go into the forest tomorrow!” He took Sulli’s hand and grabbed her away to their room.
Hyukjae saw how they were the perfect couple, he sighed and turned his gaze away from them.
“Then...” Leeteuk said clearing his throat so everybody would stop glaring at Kyuhyun. “Let’s get some rest, it’s late already, tomorrow we will need a lot of energy!”
Everybody nodded and they were then going to their respective rooms.
Kyuhyun cursed the hotel manager because of the room’s accommodations, he cursed the fact he was in the fifth floor while Hyukjae’s room was in the tenth.
“Stupid accommodations!” He hissed while walking everywhere in the room, he was worried because of Hyukjae and he knew he could take the chance to go to his room while Sulli was still taking a shower.
Are you that jealous? His mind asked.
Hell yes!
Kyuhyun didn’t know how he ended up in front of Hyukjae’s room’s door. He hesitated about knocking or just breaking in so he would freak Minho out.
He decided knocking would be better and he fixed himself for doing so until he heard some voices.
“But it will hurt.” Kyuhyun heard Hyukjae whining.
“Whatever you want it or not I will do it, so you better give up.” Minho said.
Nobody hurts my Hyukjae!
What if you’re interrupting something?
Whatever it is Hyukkie doesn’t want to!
That’s what you want to think.
Kyuhyun didn’t think it twice before slamming the door open.
Kyuhyun opened his eyes in frustration when he found Minho on top of Hyukjae; both were on the bed and for Kyuhyun it was the most awful sight he could ever watch in his whole life.
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Minho and Hyukjae entered their room.
“I think I should take a blood sample for me to analyze.” Minho said while unpacking.
“You don’t.” Hyukjae said flatly. “I’m fine.”
“I just want to know about your disease improvement.” Minho said looking directly at Hyukjae’s face.
“I don’t want to give you a blood sample.” Hyukjae said firmly placing both of his hands in his waist.
“Don’t be a kid Hyukjae.” Minho said threatening.
“Don’t want to.” Hyukjae said pouting and crossing his arms in his chest childish.
Minho smiled. “Hyuk, I really need your blood.”
“You sound just like a vampire.” Hyukjae said smiling. “What makes you think I would like to give you my blood?” He asked smiling jokingly.
“Hyukjae. Don’t make me call your parents.” Minho said frowning lightly.
“I have to analyze it so I can know how strong the therapy will be.” Minho said approaching Hyukjae.
“Who says I will take therapy?” Hyukjae said taking a few steps back as Minho was taking them ahead.
“I do.” Minho said firmly.
“Well…” Hyukjae said almost running through all the room. “I say I don’t want neither giving you my blood and taking therapy; both of them hurt.” He said
“I don’t mind it as long as you live more than ten years.” Minho said running behind Hyukjae with a syringe already in his hand.
“Stop following me around and let’s just sleep!” Hyukjae yelled while still running. “You know I can hurt myself if I get to push my body too much!”
“I wouldn’t be running after you if you’d let me take your blood!” Minho yelled back.
After a few minutes, both of them were panting, each one of them in both sides of one of the beds. They were smiling brightly since they allowed themselves to be kids running after the other for a while.
“I don’t care how but I will get your blood.” Minho said smirking.
“I don’t know how but I will get to escape from you.” Hyukjae said smirking back.
Minho opened his eyes wide and looked by the window behind Hyukjae. “Kyuhyun is looking.” Minho said pointing at the window.
Hyukjae turned back panicked. “Kyuhyun?” He asked confused trying to gain consciousness again. Hyukjae frowned when he saw nothing and he finally realized Minho played a prank on him. “You! Naughty boy!” Hyukjae yelled while turning back.
He opened his eyes even wider when he felt Minho’s strong arms in his waist and threw him on the bed.
“I told you I would get it.” Minho said smirking.
“You are a really naughty boy did you know that?” Hyukjae asked frowning lightly.
“I know.” Minho said while he positioned himself on top of Hyukjae so he could immobilize Hyukjae’s legs and took out his syringe. “Just stop struggling!” Minho ordered but Hyukjae didn’t do so.
“But it will hurt!” Hyukjae whined pouting and stopping since there was no use
“Whatever you want it or not I will do it, so you better give up.” Minho said and Hyukjae blushed hard because he realized their position and because he felt like a weak girl.
They heard the door open hardly and both looked at who was the one entering. They both were surprised just by seeing Kyuhyun’s angry face.
Minho and Hyukjae froze while they saw Kyuhyun approaching to them. Kyuhyun placed his hand in Minho’s shoulder and turned his body so they were both facing. “You idiot!” He yelled and punched Minho’s face hardly.
Minho fell down the bed and Hyukjae panicked. “Kyuhyun!” He yelled because the latter seemed to keep on hitting Minho. “Stop!” He said holding Kyuhyun’s hands.
Kyuhyun turned to see Hyukjae’s scared face and he softened. “Are you okay Hyukkie?” Kyuhyun asked cupping Hyukjae’s face.
“What the hell was that for?!” Minho asked frustrated and Kyuhyun frowned once again.
“Shut up!” Kyuhyun yelled at Minho and grabbed Hyukjae’s hand. He literally dragged Hyukjae out of the room ignoring the later protests and Minho’s death glares.
“Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae called worried. “What happened?!” He asked scared because of the angry and frowning Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun stopped abruptly and turned around making Hyukjae hit his head in Kyuhyun’s chest. “You will go and sleep in Heechul’s hyung room.” Kyuhyun said firmly still frowning.
“Why?” Hyukjae asked frowning lightly.
“There’s no way I will let you stay in the same room than him!” Kyuhyun said.
“I’m sorry Kyuhyun but I can’t understand you.” Hyukjae said softly and looking down.
“What do you mean?” Kyuhyun asked with a soft expression and lifting Hyukjae’s chin so he could see his eyes.
“I just can’t get what you want…” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun cursed himself for the tears that were forming in Hyukjae’s eyes.
“I’m sorry Hyuk.” Kyuhyun said and hugged tightly Hyukjae. “But there’s no way I will let Minho hurt you.”
Hyukjae pushed Kyuhyun away without realizing how wrong it felt for Kyuhyun. “He wasn’t going to hurt me.”
Kyuhyun frowned. “So you were going to let him do it with you?!” He asked annoyed all of a sudden.
Hyukjae opened his eyes in disbelief. “What?!” He asked with the hope he heard wrongly.
“So you were going to let him take you?!” Kyuhyun yelled. “I can’t believe you’re such a slut!”
Kyuhyun regretted his words as soon as he saw Hyukjae’s hurt expression. “I’m leaving.” Hyukjae said and stepped back.
“Hyuk.” Kyuhyun called with the intention of apologizing. “Listen, I’m-“
“Do you think I’m a slut Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae asked not turning to see Kyuhyun. “Do you?!” He yelled after he heard no response.
“Hyuk, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to say that.” Kyuhyun said softly and grabbing Hyukjae’s hand.
Hyukjae turned around to face Kyuhyun and frowned. “You don’t have to worry about the people I have sex or not.” He said firmly but Kyuhyun could hear his shaking voice.
Kyuhyun frowned once again. “You can’t have sex with Minho or anyone!” He said.
Hyukjae’s frown went deeper and he freed himself from Kyuhyun’s hold. “So I can’t sleep with anyone but you can do it with whoever cross your way?!” Hyukjae snapped and Kyuhyun found himself with no words. “I don’t find it so fair do you?”
“Hyuk…” Kyuhyun called. “Please…”
“Please what?!” Hyukjae yelled not minding the tears that were flowing down his cheeks. “Please don’t sleep with Minho? Please go away? Please what Kyuhyun?”
“Hyuk…” Kyuhyun called again. “Don’t do this.”
“I’m leaving.” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun could do nothing but curse himself because he was so selfish. “Oh…” Hyukjae stopped and turned to see Kyuhyun. “And Minho just wanted to extract some blood.” He said and continued walking to his room.
Kyuhyun felt the weight of guilt falling on him. He felt his body tense and he could only see the retreating body of the guy he liked.
Just blood! Kyuhyun’s mind snapped.
You called him a slut just because of a blood sample!
I didn’t even think that way…
You really have to make it up for him!
Kyuhyun sighed in frustration before heading back to his and Sulli’s suite.
Hyukjae decided not to go to his room, even if Minho was hurt, well, he was a doctor and he could take care of himself.
“Hyuk?” Hankyung asked a little confused when he opened his and Heechul’s room door. “Is anything wrong?”
Hyukjae looked at Hankyung’s face and the latter hugged him when he saw his swollen eyes. “Appa…” Hyukjae sobbed in Hankyung’s embrace.
“Kyuhyun?” Hankyung asked and Hyukjae nodded not daring to break the hug.
Hankyung asked and took Hyukjae to the room, Heechul stood up quickly and went to hug Hyukjae too, not even saying a word, just hug him.
“It’s okay Hyukkie…” Heechul tried to calm him down rubbing his back. “Time heals everything…”
“I thought I could stand it Umma…” Hyukjae said between sobs. “Being near him and being just friends… I thought I could do that…” Hyukjae stopped for some seconds. “But I can’t… it hurts Umma…”
Heechul sighed. “I’m sorry you have to take all this Hyukkie… But please be strong until the end.” Heechul said in a soft tone.
“He said I was a slut Umma…” Hyukjae said almost in a whisper. “But I swear I didn’t try anything with Minho!”
Heechul and Hankyung frowned. “And even if you decide to try something with Minho he has no right of telling you are a slut Hyukkie!” Heechul said annoyed.
“He apologized later… But it hurts he thinks that way…” Hyukjae said whipping his own tears.
“I will talk to him Hyuk, so don’t worry now okay?” Hankyung said and Hyukjae nodded.
After Heechul and Hankyung comforted Hyukjae, the latter fell asleep tired of crying.
Minho heard someone knocking the door and he stood quickly up hoping it would be Hyukjae. He was worried since he left being dragged by Kyuhyun and he didn’t know where he was.
“Hyukjae!” Minho exclaimed when he saw Hankyung carrying Hyukjae in his arms, the latter was deeply asleep.
“Shh!” Hankyung hissed signaling Minho not to scream or else Hyukjae would wake up.
Minho nodded embarrassed and opened the door completely, signaling Hankyung where Hyukjae’s bed was. Hankyung placed Hyukjae carefully and took the blanket up to cover Hyukjae.
“Take care of him okay?” Hankyung murmured to Minho and the latter nodded.
“I will.” Minho murmured back.
This time Hankyung nodded and went out of the room.
Minho sighed. “I guess I won Hyukkie.” He said in a whisper and took out his syringe so he could take a blood sample without Hyukjae knowing it.
Minho smiled to himself and since it was still early, he decided to go to the nearest hospital, hesitating if he should leave Hyukjae alone.
I think he’s so tired he won’t wake up in hours. Minho though and left the room.
Hyukjae woke up abruptly, he was the victim of another nightmare and he swore he hated the day he dreamt of something. He stood up and saw nobody in the room. Hyukjae just shrugged it up and went to the bathroom so he could take a shower. He saw his clock and saw it was still twelve in the night. He sighed and cursed the long days in his life.
After he took a shower, he went out so he could distract himself from everything and he headed to the lobby so he could watch TV or read a book.
Hyukjae decided to go down by the stairs instead of using the lift so he could clear his mind. When he was already in front of the huge TV screen he saw someone was already there. “Oh, I’m sorry, I will come back later.” He said and turned back.
“Wait.” He heard a voice tell him and his heart started to beat faster. “I’m sorry.” The voice said in a sad tone.
“You don’t have to apologize Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said softly. “You already did a while ago.”
“Can you at least look at me please?” Kyuhyun asked in a pleading tone and Hyukjae turned. His heart almost stopped when he saw himself a few inches apart from Kyuhyun’s face. Kyuhyun placed one of his hands on Hyukjae’s cheek and smiled when he saw the latter was blushing hard. “I’m sorry I’m so selfish.” Kyuhyun said smiling warmly. “I’m sorry I’m hurting you.” He said leaning his face closer to Hyukjae’s. “And I’m sorry I just can’t get over you that easy.”
Hyukjae closed his eyes when he felt Kyuhyun’s soft lips touching his. Hyukjae responded to the kiss not minding if it was wrong or right, he just wanted to enjoy that very moment of his life. Kyuhyun placed his other hand in Hyukjae’s waist and the latter placed his arms in Kyuhyun’s shoulders. They kissed for minutes; it was a soft kiss so they didn’t need to break away for oxygen.
Hyukjae felt the butterflies in his stomach while being so close with Kyuhyun, he missed him and he knew at that moment he could never forget his love for the younger. The kiss became hotter and Hyukjae moaned softly when Kyuhyun bit lightly his lower lip, allowing himself to explore Hyukjae’s mouth.
Kyuhyun tightened his hold in Hyukjae’s waist and pulled him closer so their bodies would be touching completely. Hearing Hyukjae’s weak moans just made him want to hear them even more. Kyuhyun slid his hands from Hyukjae’s cheek to Hyukjae’s thigh and lift it until his own waist, caressing and touching every part of it. Hyukjae moaned a little louder when he felt Kyuhyun’s touches.
Kyuhyun lift Hyukjae so he could carry him to the couch. Kyuhyun didn’t mind if anybody would see them, he just wanted Hyukjae right then.
“Oh Kyu…” Hyukjae moaned when Kyuhyun placed him in the couch and started licking and biting Hyukjae’s neck.
Kyuhyun smiled. “I like how you moan my name Hyukkie…” He said seductively in a whisper in Hyukjae’s ear. “So moan for me.” He said and bit Hyukjae’s earlobe.
“Mmmhh…” Hyukjae moaned not only because Kyuhyun’s teasing in his ear but because Kyuhyun’s hands were touching his thighs hungrily. “Oh Kyuhyun…” He moaned again when Kyuhyun reached Hyukjae’s ass with his hand and squeezed it.
Kyuhyun smiled and kept on doing what he wanted, kissing Hyukjae’s body and taking it just for him. “Just moan my name and nobody else’s Hyuk.” Kyuhyun said getting to Hyukjae’s shoulder.
Hyukjae opened his eyes in realization and pushed Kyuhyun away lightly. “I can’t do this Kyu.” He said in a sad tone.
“Why?” Kyuhyun asked frowning lightly.
“You’re married Kyu, and I can’t allow myself to lose control.” Hyukjae said avoiding Kyuhyun’s gaze.
Kyuhyun sighed and stood up. “I’m sorry.” He said and Hyukjae nodded lightly. “I’ll try not to do it again.”
“Can we be just friends Kyu?” Hyukjae asked even when his heart was hurting. “Can we try?”
“Do I have another option?” Kyuhyun asked sarcastically.
“No.” Hyukjae said standing up too. “Good night Kyu.” He said and turned around to go to his room.
Kyuhyun held his hand and made the later turn. “Good night Hyuk.” He said and pecked Hyukjae’s lips before going up to his room and leaving a blushing Hyukjae behind.
Hyukjae stood there some more minutes before heading to the canteen and taking a glass of water to clear his mind.
“Hyukjae-ssi?” He heard a girl called him.
“S-Sulli?” He asked nervously. “W-What is it?” He asked trying to control his breathing.
“I should be the one asking that.” Sulli said approaching Hyukjae. “I saw everything.” She said narrowing his eyes.
“Don’t worry, it won’t happen again.” Hyukjae said sighing. “And I’m sorry.”
“I hope it won’t happen again.” Sulli said dangerously. “Because it would be awful if a baby grows up without his father.” She said rubbing her tummy and smirking at Hyukjae’s sad face. “And I can’t imagine how much guilt you will feel if you are the responsible for that.”
“What do you mean?” Hyukjae asked confused.
“I mean you have to back off Hyukjae. And you’re a doctor, you should know how babies are made.” Sulli said still smirking and Hyukjae felt his heart’s pieces wandering around his body. “It’s our Honey Moon, what did you expect us to do?” Sulli asked.
“I might congratulate you for your baby then.” Hyukjae said with his heart in his hand.
“Not only me.” Sullu said. “You have to congratulate Kyuhyun too since the baby is his.”
Hyukjae suppressed his tears and looked at Sulli’s face. “I will take my leave now.” Hyukjae said and went away leaving a triumphal Sulli behind.
“Sure.” Sulli said even when Hyukjae couldn’t hear her. “I hope you can keep your promise Hyukjae.” She said frowning and going up to her and Kyuhyun’s room.
“On top of the roof, the air is so cold and so calm, I say your name in silence, you don’t want to hear it right now.”
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A/N: Soooooooo sorry for the super late update!
I had to go to this $&%!! And painful therapy and I couldn’t even touch my computer for days!
But here I am!
Not that long but I just didn’t want you to forget this story..
Lame chapter?
I’m sorry!!
Still… comments are loved!
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Date: 2011-07-26 04:02 am (UTC)I'm sorry it's late and kinda short...
>///< still I hope you like it!
(:
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Date: 2011-07-26 04:03 am (UTC)^^
Sorry I still haven't reply to your comments Unnie! I promise I will!
I hope you like this Unnie!
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Date: 2011-07-29 04:30 am (UTC)what? were u taking a therapy?? r u sick baby ???? I hope u're fine bu now ><
well, take it easy.. I don't really mind though if u haven't reply those comments yet.. I know u're busy ... so, I'm fine, okay :D
so, I was right back then. Sulli would got pregnant *sobs* but u know what I have a guess also rite now,, Sulli just wanted to get rid of hyuk so she made up that bullshit story. I'm right, aren't I??? (well, I do hope I'm right)
oh and I wanna quote some of my fave lines from kyu to hyuk here;
“And I’m sorry I just can’t get over you that easy.” <-- that's my fave line of this chapter. it just showed us how much kyu LOVES hyuk <3
UMM, sorry for late comment (I should've said it at first XDDD) and I so can't wait to the next chap.. please update as sson as u can, saeng.. thanKYU ^^
Hwaiting !!!! :DDDDDD
love ya *hugs*
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Date: 2011-07-26 04:14 am (UTC)I hope you like this Unnie!
^_^
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Date: 2011-07-26 04:10 pm (UTC)so how are you feeling?
anyways, like always i love your updates and i don't think it was lame at all :)
i seriously feel like killing Kyu :/
my poor Hyukkie is hurting especially with the news sulli gave him T.T but i'm still wishing for the baby not being Kyu's haha
can't wait for you next update ^^
take care, love ya <333
*hugs and kisses*
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Date: 2011-07-27 01:23 pm (UTC)I think I made everybody hate Sulli and Kyu...
Oops...
But I have lots of plans for this so I will write a lot!
I'll update soon Unnie!!
Oh!
and I'm doing a Multi-chaptered for KyuHyuk's day!!
I already posted the first two chapters as private!!
I'll make them Public on August 13th!!
^^
I'm so excited whle writing!!
(:
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Date: 2011-07-28 03:38 am (UTC)that's good to know...i really want to know more and i can't wait for all the interactions with each couple =D
really? that's cool..can't wait to read them..i'm just going to write a one-shot for that day..or maybe more i still don't know hah
anyways, can't wait for your next update :D
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Date: 2011-07-26 04:15 am (UTC)[:
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Date: 2011-07-26 06:19 am (UTC)why sulli need to be pregnant..
why hyukkie will die...
why kyuhyuk cant be together..
i feel like kill sulli..
i dont know what to say...it just so heartbroken*sob*
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Date: 2011-07-27 01:42 pm (UTC)welll..
You know~~
sorry ^^'
But thanks for reading and commenting!
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Date: 2011-07-26 06:56 am (UTC)and to imagine eunhyuk will not survive after 10 or 15 years later make me sad.....
I really pitied eunhyuk.....
update soon!!!!
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Date: 2011-07-27 02:00 pm (UTC)I can't imagine an evil Sulli either..
But well..
haha
I'll try to update soon!
I'm writting for the KyuHyuk day too!
Thanks for reading and commenting and sorry for the late reply!
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Date: 2011-07-26 07:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-26 08:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-26 11:48 am (UTC)And Hyukkie will die? I mean even if it's not now but nooo... he has to live long with Kyu together. Sobzzzzz
Thanks for the update~ :3
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Date: 2011-07-26 03:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-26 03:30 pm (UTC)though, minho will make sure hyuk survives past the next 15 years, right?? he will, because he's a sweet guy like that. i hope. i was so happy to see this updated today~ can't wait to read the next one! hwaiting ♥
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Date: 2011-07-26 04:35 pm (UTC)how can you kyu...dont be so selfish.. in the end hyuk is the one end up with a greater wound than you..
huhuhuhuhuhuh...
but i want them to be together again..
huhuhuhu
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Date: 2011-07-30 02:42 pm (UTC)thanks for reading and commenting and sorry for the late reply!