Living in a Sad Quote
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Title: Living in a Sad Quote
Chapter: Fifteen
Autor:
eriiar
Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves
Chapter One ||| Chapter Two ||| Chapter Three ||| Chapter Four ||| Chapter Five ||| Chapter Six ||| Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight ||| Chapter Nine ||| Chapter Ten ||| Chapter Eleven ||| Chapter Twelve ||| Chapter Thirteen ||| Chapter Fourteen
“Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never...never forget it.”
Sulli didn’t open her eyes when she felt Kyuhyun leaving their bed, she was mad at him but she wouldn’t even dare to say anything. She sighed silently when she heard the bathroom door slap closed. She opened her eyes then and frowned.
“Stupid Hyukjae.” She murmured annoyed.
She closed her eyes once again, remembering the last night.
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She arrived at Kyuhyun and her room, she opened the door and the first image that welcomed her was Kyuhyun lying in the bed almost lifeless, he had his arm over his eyes and she knew the latter was like that because of Hyukjae. But she wouldn’t give up. She literally crawled until she was practically on top of Kyuhyun and she frowned when the latter didn’t even bother on say something nor do something.
“Kyuhyun?” She called.
Kyuhyun removed his arm from his face lazily and the first sight he got was Sulli’s face. “What?” He asked frowning and coldly.
“We’re still in our Honey Moon you know?” She asked trying to sound seductive.
“So what?” He asked again. “You don’t have to worry about that; I’m planning on being single once again soon.” He said trying to lift his body.
Sulli was shocked because of Kyuhyun’s words, she suddenly hated Hyukjae and she wouldn’t let him have Kyuhyun. “No way!” She yelled and stopped Kyuhyun from moving.
“Deal with that.” Kyuhyun said still frowning and finding Sulli’s behavior rather annoying.
Sulli didn’t say anything else and just started kissing and licking Kyuhyun’s neck. She smiled when she received a low moan as a response.
“Stop.” Kyuhuyn said firmly while frowning and taking Sulli’s hands away from him. “You know how it works.”
Sulli said nothing. She indeed knew how it worked, she would try her best in seducing Kyuhyun and she would almost always succeed. Kyuhyun was a man after all, he needed to release himself and Sulli happened to be there all the time. She knew Kyuhyun was urging since he just made out with Hyukjae and she was sure Kyuhyun felt arouse because of the latter.
Sulli smirked and kept on doing what she was doing not minding Kyuhyun’s words.
She smiled mischievously when Kyuhyun didn’t put any resistance anymore. Of course she knew how it worked, she knew it perfectly.
Kyuhyun changed their positions and opened Sulli’s naked legs widely.
Sulli’s hatred towards Hyukjae was growing every time Kyuhyun moaned his name; she wanted to be the one in Kyuhyun’s lips, not him. But she could do nothing; Kyuhyun came inside her yelling Hyukjae’s name.
Just like every time they had sex.
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Sulli didn’t move when she heard Kyuhyun opening the bathroom door, she smelled Kyuhyun’s scent after showering and she wanted to be only one smelling that.
She waited some minutes more and then she heard the room’s door being opened and closed, just as soundly as if Kyuhyun were ignoring the fact that Sulli could be still sleeping.
Sulli thought about Kyuhyun’s words. She knew Kyuhyun didn’t need to marry her, his company was in excellent conditions and the only thing he would get was a smaller company. She knew Kyuhyun meant those words and she wasn’t thinking on making it happen. She would stay with Kyuhyun and she would beat Hyukjae no matter what it would take.
Sulli opened his eyes and frowned, she stood up limping lightly, Kyuhyun fucked her hard that night. She took a shower and prepared herself for going out the room and have breakfast with the one who was supposed to be his lovely husband.
“Passion is a positive obsession. Obsession is a negative passion.”
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It was a beautiful morning and Hyukjae was standing and smiling warmly, just like an innocent kid who was told to be quiet, waiting for their walk to take place in the forest.
Kyuhyun was behind Hyukjae, looking at his back intently, watching and taking care of him from a far.
“Oh Hyuk!” Kyuhyun heard how Donghae yelled happily and approached Hyukjae passing Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun knew his hyung, he knew that happy face and that childish running, he knew the latter was going to cling onto Hyukjae and he didn’t want that to happen. Kyuhyun grabbed Donghae’s shirt when he passed by. Kyuhyun didn’t even move more than his arm and he maintained his hold in Donghae.
Donghae was running to Hyukjae so he could hug the latter and cling onto him before Sungmin. He pulled his hands so he could reach Hyukjae first, he ran and ran and still he couldn’t make it. He frowned and tried to reach the oblivious Hyukjae, he stuck his tongue out in concentration until he realized that even when he was running he didn’t move from his spot. He stopped and looked around.
“Kyuhyun!” He yelled when he saw the younger holding him tightly. “Let me go! I have to hug Hyuk!” He whined pouting and putting his best puppy eyes so Kyuhyun would be moved.
“No way.” Kyuhyun said coldly not even looking at his hyung and not letting his hold get less strong.
“Hyuk!” Both guys heard and they saw a jumping happily Sungmin approaching everybody’s goal.
Kyuhyun frowned and extended his free hand; he reached Sungmin’s shirt and the latter pouted because he couldn’t reach Hyukjae.
“Kyuhyun! We are your hyungs! You have to let us go!” Donghae yelled trying to sound serious.
“I already told you there’s no way.” Kyuhyun said still looking at Hyukjae’s back.
They saw how Yesung arrived and was chatting happily with Hyukjae. Kyuhyun frowned in annoyance, he was mad someone could get so near his Hyukjae so easily.
Donghae and Sungmin frowned too when they saw how Yesung and Hyukjae walked away while Yesung placed his hand in Hyukjae’s shoulders and they were laughing as if they were the happiest people in the world.
“I will kill him.” Kyuhyun, Donghae and Sungmin said almost hissing at the same time, frowning and glaring at the weird guy who just succeed in hugging Hyukjae before they all could.
The three of them looked at each other and frowned. “I should go and rescue him.” Sungmin said smiling mischievously.
“It might be me the one who goes save him.” Donghae said as if it were the most important and certain thing in the world. “Yesung-hyung will kill him of boredom and I’m the funny one!”
“No way I will let you two go and take my Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun yelled still grabbing Sungmin’s and Donghae’s shirts.
“So you prefer Yesung-hyung to take him?” Sungmin asked lifting an eyebrow.
“Wait here.” Kyuhyun commanded coldly. “I’ll go get him.” He said and released both male’s shirts.
Sungmin and Donghae didn’t dare to move from their spot; they were just too afraid of Kyuhyun’s death glare and what the latter could do to them when he was that threatening.
“I think we should just wait for him.” Donghae said.
“I think you’re completely right.” Sungmin said.
Both of them sighed because of their weakness and stood there.
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“So do you know any interesting story about this Hyuk?” Yesung asked while they were both walking into the forest, with Yesung’s arm still in Hyukjae’s shoulders.
“Mmmm…” Hyukjae mumbled while placing his index finger in his lips as a sign of concentration. “I’m sorry, I think I don’t know any.” He admitted smiling shyly.
“You’re too cute.” Yesung said smiling and pinching Hyukjae’s cheeks.
“Hyung!” Hyukjae yelled pouting. “I’m not cute!” He said.
Yesung laughed lightly. “Yes you are.” He said and tightened his hold in Hyukjae’s.
Hyukjae smiled warmly back and they kept on walking while laughing because of Yesung’s lame jokes about animals.
“We should go back and wait for the guide so we can enjoy this walk Hyuk.” Yesung said. “Or if you want we can get lost.” He said as if it were nothing.
“I bet it would be fun hyung, but I don’t want Umma to be worried.” Hyukjae said smiling.
Yesung’s face paled. “Do you think Heechul hyung will be mad because I brought you here?” He asked with shocked eyes.
“We should get going.” Hyukjae said almost laughing because of Yesung’s behavior.
Yesung nodded and they started walking back, Yesung never letting Hyukjae go of his hold. “It’s fun to be with you Hyuk, we should go out some time.” He said smiling.
Hyukjae blushed lightly. “We should.” He said smiling lightly.
“No way.” They heard a cold and serious voice.
“Why not?” Yesung asked confused at Kyuhyun.
“He can’t go out in dates.” Kyuhyun said firmly. “I don’t allow him to.” He said and that’s when Yesung understood and decided to play a little with Kyuhyun. Hyukjae sighed and decided to not meddle in there.
“Well he just agreed.” Yesung said smirking and Kyuhyun could see his hyung’s dirty intentions.
“You wouldn’t dare…” Kyuhyun said narrowing his eyes.
Yesung smiled and he changed his hand over Hyukjae’s shoulders to Hyukjae’s waist; looking and smiling at Kyuhyun.
Hyukjae sighed again. He knew Yesung didn’t mean to date him as a lover but as a friend. And he knew Yesung was only teasing Kyuhyun. Since Hyukjae decided not to meddle, he just let them be.
“You!” Kyuhyun yelled signaling Yesung’s hand in Hyukjae’s small waist. “You better take that hand off.” He threatened looking at Yesung’s eyes dangerously.
Yesung smirked and lift his eyebrow while pulling Hyukjae closer to him. “What if I don’t?” Yesung asked and he could see the anger in Kyuhyun’s eyes; he smiled wider.
Kyuhyun was boiling. He didn’t even imagine his hyung would be like that. He was even more frustrated when he saw Hyukjae was blushing lightly.
This is so funny. Yesung’s mind said.
Why didn’t I do it before?
“I swear I will make your life miserable.” Kyuhyun said trying not to punch his hyung right there.
“You think you can?” Yesung asked teasingly. “To the one who owns your partner company?”
Kyuhyun felt like he had nothing to threat his hyung and felt lost. “Then I will kill your weird turtle!” He yelled.
Yesung froze for a while. “You know it has a perfect security system around right?” He asked.
Kyuhyun frowned and said nothing. “Just let him go and I’ll be a happy dongsaeng.” Kyuhyun said smiling widely and trying to sound cute.
Hyukjae smiled unconsciously because of the sight of a super smiling Kyuhyun.
“What should I do?” Yesung asked smirking and making Hyukjae face him, they were now in front of each other closely, their bodies almost touching and Yesung’s hand still in Hyukjae’s waist. “Isn’t this funny?” He asked whispering so only Hyukjae could hear.
Hyukjae nodded smiling.
“Should I make it more interesting?” Yesung asked and Hyukjae tilted his head cutely in confusion.
“How can this be more interesting?” Hyukjae asked.
Yesung smiled.
“Hey!” Kyuhyun yelled. “Don’t be so close to each other!”
Hyukjae sighed and closed his eyes so he could calm himself. He suddenly felt Yesung’s face near him and he opened his eyes abruptly just to see Yesung’s smiling lips almost touching his.
“Don’t dare!” Kyuhyun said freezing. “I will kill you if you do!” He said frustrated.
Yesung smiled wider. “Don’t be scare okay?” He asked in a whisper to Hyukjae who just looked at him in confusion.
Yesung leaned closer not minding Kyuhyun’s threatening words. “I will beat you up if you dare!” Kyuhyun yelled in desperation. “I promise I won’t let you go complete!”
Yesung gave a quick peck in Hyukjae’s lips and then he leaned back smiling in triumph because of Kyuhyun’s angry face.
“You didn’t.” He said looking at Yesung’s eyes. Anger written in his eyes; murder as his objective.
“Was that it?” Hyukjae asked pouting. “Just a peck? What’s the big fuss about it?” He said sounding disappointed and having fun playing along.
Yesung looked at Hyukjae with a big smile in his face. “Should I try something else?” He asked teasingly and Hyukjae found himself enjoying making Kyuhyun a little jealous.
“Should you?” Hyukjae asked back and a huge smirk was placed in Yesung’s face.
“DON’T!” Kyuhyun yelled.
Yesung barely had the time to dodge the big wood that was shot against him. “Holly shit.” He murmured when he saw the fuming Kyuhyun. “I think he’s really angry.” He said to Hyukjae who was just looking at Kyuhyun trying to find a way to escape alive.
“I think he is.” Hyukjae assured; both of them not daring to look anywhere else but Kyuhyun’s evil eyes.
“I WILL KILL YOU YESUNG!” Kyuhyun yelled and Yesung draw a smirk in his face.
“It tasted like strawberry.” He said teasingly and Hyukjae knew Kyuhyun really meant what he said. “I suddenly feel like eating strawberries.” Yesung said smiling to the almost exploding Kyuhyun.
“Run.” Kyuhyun said lowly. “Run or else I will kill you.” He said and Yesung’s smile got wider because of his success.
“Be sure I will be completely dead or else I might return and take something more than a peck from Hyuk!” Yesung yelled while already running.
“YOU IDIOT!” Kyuhyun yelled while running after Yesung.
Yesung could barely run because he couldn’t restrain his laugh. Kyuhyun on the other hand had just an objective in his mind, and that was killing Yesung for taking a peck away from Hyuk. His frustration grew even bigger when Yesung couldn’t stop laughing at him.
“Umma!” Yesung yelled while still running and laughing. “Kyuhyun wants to kill me!”
“Kyuhyun!” Leeteuk scolded. “That’s not the right way to treat your hyung!”
“I don’t care!” Kyuhyun yelled while still running after Yesung.
Yesung hid behind Ryeowook and used him as a shell so Kyuhyun wouldn’t hurt him while still trying not to laugh at the fuming Kyuhyun.
Yesung ran once again and hid behind trees and people, he enjoyed playing with Kyuhyun that way and he couldn’t believe he didn’t come with that idea before.
“STOP LAUGHING YOU WEIRDO! YOU WILL GET IF FROM ME BECAUSE OF STEALING SOMETHING PRECIOUS!” Kyuhyun yelled. “JUST WAIT UNTIL I CATCH YOU!”
“I think he just forgot about us.” Sungmin said sighing and seeing the scene in front of them.
“Should we go and take Hyukkie now?!” Donghae asked smiling brightly.
Sungmin turned to Donghae and a big smiled was plastered in his face. “Yes!” He yelled and both of them turned to go and take Hyukjae for their own.
Sungmin’s and Donghae’s smile faded away. “I think we’re late.” Donghae said pouting.
“What’s up with the world that won’t let us hug our Hyuk?!” Sungmin asked pouting too.
“What happened Hyung?” Siwon asked while approaching Hyukjae and killing Sungmin’s and Donghae’s hopes.
Hyukjae smiled at Siwon and lifted his shoulders. “I don’t know.” He said innocently.
Siwon smiled. “They’re like kids.” He said looking at the running guys in front of them. “Hey hyung.” He called. “Would you like to go for an ice cream in the mean time?” He asked.
“Ice cream?!” Hyukjae asked back and Siwon could see his sparkling eyes and cute acts just because of ice cream.
“Sure.” Siwon said smiling warmly. “I will buy a strawberry one for you.”
Hyukjae’s smiled got wider and he nodded enthusiastically. “Yes!” He exclaimed happily.
“Let’s go.” Siwon said taking Hyukjae’s hand and walking to the ice cream shop inside the hotel.
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“Kyuhyun?” Sungmin called calmly when Kyuhyun and Yesung passed by them already panting from tiredness.
“What?!” Kyuhyun yelled frustrated.
Sungmin said nothing and jus pointed something with his finger. Kyuhyun opened his eyes in anger once again.
“Haha!” Yesung laughed when he saw the scene too.
They saw Siwon and Hyukjae holding hands and waiting for the girl to give them their ice creams.
“CHOI SIWON!” Kyuhyun yelled while approaching them with heavy steps.
“What did I do wrong?” Siwon asked Hyukjae. He was scared because of the evil aura that was surrounding Kyuhyun.
Hyukjae took his ice cream in his free hand and looked at Siwon innocently before squeezing his hand.
Siwon fell on realization and let go of Hyukjae’s hand right away, then turning to face Kyuhyun with both of his hands in the air. “I didn’t do anything!” He tried to defend himself.
Hyukjae smiled and shrugged it off.
Kyuhyun just stood there and throw a death glare to Siwon before taking Hyukjae’s hand and dragging him with him.
Siwon sighed in relief; he couldn’t believe he was still alive.
“You will make my ice cream to fall Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said calmly. “Let’s just walk slowly okay?”
“How can you be so calm?!” Kyuhyun asked frustrated. “How can you act as if there would be nothing between us?!”
Hyukjae looked at Kyuhyun’s eyes before turning his gaze to everybody who was there. He spotted Sulli who was just arriving and sighed. “Because there is nothing between us Kyuhyun.” He said feeling his heart beat hardly, as if hitting his chest.
Kyuhyun let go of Hyukjae’s hand and froze. “I will prove you wrong.” He said only for Hyukjae to hear and walked away.
Sungmin and Donghae looked at each other with a suspicious smile plastered in their faces. “Hyuk!” They yelled in unison while running to hug Hyukjae.
They suddenly felt like they didn’t move and turned around pouting. “I already told you there’s no way.” Kyuhyun said while holding tightly in their shirts. “Now stay by my side and don’t dare to move.” He ordered and the both guys pout was shown in his face for all the time Kyuhyun scolded them.
“The guide guy is here!” Heechul yelled finally going out from his room with Hankyung. “Did I lose something interesting?” He asked frowning lightly.
Leeteuk sighed. “Just my kids fighting.” He said.
Heechul frown went deeper. “Fight once again so I can see it!” He ordered.
“Let’s go Chullie-ah, The guide is waiting for us.” Hankyung said in Heechul’s ears.
“Fine!” Heechul yelled. “Let’s go!” He said and everybody nodded excited.
“Obsession is a young man's game, and my only excuse is that I never grew old."
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It has been three months since Hyukjae last saw Kyuhyun and the others. He stayed in France not minding Kyuhyun’s whines and Heechul’s advices. He had something to do.
Even when he tried his best to not even look at Kyuhyun in Germany, Sulli would always make sure his heart hurt. Even at the airport, Leeteuk had to literally drag Kyuhyun away so they could return to Korea, Kyuhyun was whining just too much.
Hyukjae could finally cry in his apartment, all by himself.
He went to work normally to Minho’s hospital and he succeeded in making his mind wonder by.
After two weeks, he received a call from Heechul.
“How did you know it?” Heechul asked curious.
“She told me in Germany.” Hyukjae said simply. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before Umma… it’s just that-“
“I know it hurts.” Heechul said softly. “But please be strong Hyukkie.” He said.
“Don’t worry Umma.” Hyukjae said trying to sound convincing. “I honestly wish the best for Kyuhyun, Sulli and their baby.”
“I’m sorry Hyukkie.” Heechul said.
“I’m fine Umma.” He lied with a shaking voice. He cried after telling Heechul that, he didn’t even hang the phone nor said good bye to Heechul. He just cried and Heechul could just hear Hyukjae’s suffering.
“To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.”
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“I have just known you for three months and I think I already hate you.” Hyukjae said while going out of the room, panting.
“I love you too Hyuk.” Minho answered.
“What about radiations is love?!” Hyukjae asked frustrated. “This is a useless treatment!” He said.
Minho smiled. “I’m just trying.” He said as if it were normal.
“I’m not a thing… you know it right?” Hyukjae asked. “This thing hurts like hell!” He yelled. “Even more that the last one!”
“Just be strong.” Minho said. “I think I’m close to the answer.” He said while reading something from Hyukjae’s record.
Hyukjae sighed.”You know I haven’t improved even a bit, I will die anyways.” He said lowering his gaze. “I’m going back Korea.” He finally said and he couldn’t ignore Minho’s shocked eyes.
“But we still haven’t found it…” He said. “You can’t leave like that.”
Hyukjae sighed again. “I have some hospitals to see after.” He said. “I’m leaving the day next tomorrow.”
“Are you okay with being near Kyuhyun now?” Minho asked.
“He’s having a baby Minho.” Hyukjae said avoiding Minho’s gaze. “I must be away from him even just for a while.”
“Can you?” Minho asked lifting an eyebrow.
“I don’t know.” Hyukjae confessed. “But still I have some business to attend and I can’t stand here any longer.” He said trying to change the topic.
“I will take you to the airport then.” Minho said sighing and not daring to fight with Hyukjae.
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“Thanks for accompanying me.” Hyukjae said while he was in the airport, ready to take the plane.
“Are you sure you will be okay?” Minho asked concerned.
Hyukjae smiled warmly. “I’m a doctor Minho, I know how to take care of myself.”
“You know it.” Minho said. “But you just don’t do it.”
“I promise to take my medicine.” Hyukjae said smiling. “But there’s no way I will take that strange therapy of yours again.”
Minho pouted. “It was fun.” He said.
“For you!” Hyukjae almost yelled. “It was damn painful for me!”
“Details.” Minho said while rolling his eyes. “Now go or you won’t get to go in the plane.”
“Will you come some day to see me?” Hyukjae asked hopefully.
“Sooner than you think.” Minho said smiling.
“Then I’ll wait for you.” Hyukjae said. “Bye.”
“Bye.” Minho answered and saw Hyukjae going away.
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“Hyuk!” Heechul yelled of surprise when he saw Hyukjae behind his apartment’s door.
“Umma.” Hyukjae called softly. “How have you been?”
“Oh Hyuk! It’s nice to be with you again!” Heechul said while hugging tightly Hyukjae. “Hannie!” He yelled.
“Hyuk!” Hankyung yelled when he spotted Hyukjae in Heechul’s arms. “When did you arrive?!”
“Just a few minutes ago…” Hyukjae said sticking into Heechul.
“You should have told me so I could go and pick you up.” Hankyung scolded.
“It’s ok… I don’t want to bother you Appa.” Hyukjae said smiling.
“Do you want to have dinner?” Heechul asked pulling Hyukjae apart lightly and looking at Hyukjae’s face. “Appa will cook for you.”
Hyukjae smiled widely. “Really?!” He asked. “Then I really hungry!”
Hankyung smiled and went into the kitchen followed by Heechul and Hyukjae who sat down in the table, smiling while looking at Hankyung’s cooking.
“Hyukkie!” Sungmin slapped the door of Heechul’s apartment open and running to hug Hyukjae.
“What the hell?! I sent the message two minutes ago!” Heechul yelled shocked because of the sudden appearance.
They just finished having dinner and now they were chatting happily in the living room.
“I had to hurry or else Donghae could have arrived before me.” Sungmin said pouting and showing his innocent eyes.
“Whatever.” Heechul said rolling his eyes.
“Hyuk!” They heard Donghae yelling just a minute after Sungmin’s entrance.
“Why is it you keep coming without my permission?!” Heechul yelled and Hankyung hug him so he would calm down.
After some more minutes, there were in the room, an annoyed Heechul, fighting Sungmin and Donghae, calm Kibum and Siwon and the rest were just chatting happily.
“Let’s get some ice cream tomorrow!” Ryeowook said clapping happily.
“Sure!” Hyukjae said cheered as well.
“So what will you do now Hyuk?” Siwon asked seriously and everybody sighed.
They knew the topic would show up any time, better to finish it up early.
“I will be working in the hospitals; I will try my best for not making it difficult to anyone.” Hyukjae said looking down.
“You know I don’t mean that.” Siwon said still serious.
“I-I don’t know.” Hyukjae admitted letting a single tear falling down. “Does he know I’m here?”
“I told him.” Yesung said. “I send him a message; I wonder why he still haven’t come and break the door.”
“He must be busy because of the company and the baby.” Hyukjae said softly.
It was a moment of silence before anyone would dare to speak.
“Who wants to play guess who?!” Donghae yelled with a bright smile and everybody thanked him silently because he lifted the mood rather quickly.
They played for some hours and after that they would just chit chat. It was a rather funny and calm night and they were all enjoying it.
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Sulli saw Kyuhyun’s phone was ringing and she picked it up. She saw it was a message and he saw the sender was Yesung. She didn’t mind it, Yesung and everybody would always send messages to Kyuhyun.
She was having actually a good life, Kyuhyun didn’t dare to speak of divorce again since she was pregnant. She was having Kyuhyun all for her own. He suddenly changed and became kinder now that he knew she was carrying his baby. She was happy until she pressed a button accidentally and saw the message.
Hyuk’s back. We’ll be at Heechul-Hyung’s house.
PD. Hurry up or I might take something from him and you won’t like it… (:
Sulli deleted the message right away. She knew Kyuhyun would know it, but it would be late and he wouldn’t dare to do anything to her. She had him in her hands.
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It has been three months since Hyukjae came to Korea and he haven’t seen Kyuhyun even once. He was a little disappointed, but thankful at the same time so he could get used to his habitual life without major worries.
“Doctor Kim!” a nurse came running toward Hyukjae. “We have an emergency case!” she yelled and Hyukjae quickly got ready.
He ran to the emergency entrance to wait for the ambulance and when the paramedics opened the back door. He opened his eyes in shock.
“K-Kyuhyun?” He murmured when he saw Kyuhyun sitting in the ambulance, holding someone’s hand tightly and sobbing.
“She’s probably mischarging!” The paramedic said to Hyukjae and the latter froze.
Kyuhyun turned around and opened his eyes widely when he saw Hyukjae there. Hyukjae could see Kyuhyun had been crying and he felt like dying because of the sight.
Don’t be sad Kyuhyun.
Please don’t be sad or else I won’t have strength to live.
The nurses got Sulli down and were taking her to a room. Hyukjae quickly turned to follow them until he felt a hand was grabbing his arm.
“Please save my baby Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun told him with tears in his eyes and a shaking voice. “Please…” he pleaded and that broke Hyukjae’s heart.
“I will Kyu.” He answered and Kyuhyun let him go.
Hyukjae ran to were the nurses took Sulli, his tears were already forming and he was trying to get his heart to beat fast.
“I need botox now!” Hyukjae yelled while taking care of Sulli and a confused nurse quickly took him a syringe. “Local anesthesia, I’ll make the caesarean operation!” He ordered and he injected himself the botox.
This could kill you with your sickness! Are you crazy?! Hyukjae’s mind slapped.
I have to save Kyu’s baby and this stupid tears won’t allow me!
And you prefer to die that to let Kyu’s baby die?!
I promised him I would save him…
By killing yourself.
As long as he's happy I don't mind risk my life.
You're dying because of the girl who took Kyu away from you?
No... I''ll risk my life for the girl who's carrying Kyuhyun's baby.
Hyukjae closed his eyes as he felt his tears wouldn’t come out anymore and his face stiffened. He felt his heart beating fast, he was scared because of what was happening and Kyuhyun’s sad expression would hit him hard.
Hyukjae went to wash his hands quickly and let the nurses change his clothes.
“Let’s start.” Hyukjae said while holding the scalpel. “We must save both the mother and the baby.”
“Yes doctor!” Everybody yelled and Hyukjae closed his eyes and breathed in and out deeply before starting the whole process.
“This addiction places me between sanity and madness
My obsession for you grows in our separation
No remedy can anesthetize the pain
To drink ceaselessly from your heart is my only redemption.”
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Chapter: Fifteen
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Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves
Chapter One ||| Chapter Two ||| Chapter Three ||| Chapter Four ||| Chapter Five ||| Chapter Six ||| Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight ||| Chapter Nine ||| Chapter Ten ||| Chapter Eleven ||| Chapter Twelve ||| Chapter Thirteen ||| Chapter Fourteen
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“Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never...never forget it.”
Sulli didn’t open her eyes when she felt Kyuhyun leaving their bed, she was mad at him but she wouldn’t even dare to say anything. She sighed silently when she heard the bathroom door slap closed. She opened her eyes then and frowned.
“Stupid Hyukjae.” She murmured annoyed.
She closed her eyes once again, remembering the last night.
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She arrived at Kyuhyun and her room, she opened the door and the first image that welcomed her was Kyuhyun lying in the bed almost lifeless, he had his arm over his eyes and she knew the latter was like that because of Hyukjae. But she wouldn’t give up. She literally crawled until she was practically on top of Kyuhyun and she frowned when the latter didn’t even bother on say something nor do something.
“Kyuhyun?” She called.
Kyuhyun removed his arm from his face lazily and the first sight he got was Sulli’s face. “What?” He asked frowning and coldly.
“We’re still in our Honey Moon you know?” She asked trying to sound seductive.
“So what?” He asked again. “You don’t have to worry about that; I’m planning on being single once again soon.” He said trying to lift his body.
Sulli was shocked because of Kyuhyun’s words, she suddenly hated Hyukjae and she wouldn’t let him have Kyuhyun. “No way!” She yelled and stopped Kyuhyun from moving.
“Deal with that.” Kyuhyun said still frowning and finding Sulli’s behavior rather annoying.
Sulli didn’t say anything else and just started kissing and licking Kyuhyun’s neck. She smiled when she received a low moan as a response.
“Stop.” Kyuhuyn said firmly while frowning and taking Sulli’s hands away from him. “You know how it works.”
Sulli said nothing. She indeed knew how it worked, she would try her best in seducing Kyuhyun and she would almost always succeed. Kyuhyun was a man after all, he needed to release himself and Sulli happened to be there all the time. She knew Kyuhyun was urging since he just made out with Hyukjae and she was sure Kyuhyun felt arouse because of the latter.
Sulli smirked and kept on doing what she was doing not minding Kyuhyun’s words.
She smiled mischievously when Kyuhyun didn’t put any resistance anymore. Of course she knew how it worked, she knew it perfectly.
Kyuhyun changed their positions and opened Sulli’s naked legs widely.
Sulli’s hatred towards Hyukjae was growing every time Kyuhyun moaned his name; she wanted to be the one in Kyuhyun’s lips, not him. But she could do nothing; Kyuhyun came inside her yelling Hyukjae’s name.
Just like every time they had sex.
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Sulli didn’t move when she heard Kyuhyun opening the bathroom door, she smelled Kyuhyun’s scent after showering and she wanted to be only one smelling that.
She waited some minutes more and then she heard the room’s door being opened and closed, just as soundly as if Kyuhyun were ignoring the fact that Sulli could be still sleeping.
Sulli thought about Kyuhyun’s words. She knew Kyuhyun didn’t need to marry her, his company was in excellent conditions and the only thing he would get was a smaller company. She knew Kyuhyun meant those words and she wasn’t thinking on making it happen. She would stay with Kyuhyun and she would beat Hyukjae no matter what it would take.
Sulli opened his eyes and frowned, she stood up limping lightly, Kyuhyun fucked her hard that night. She took a shower and prepared herself for going out the room and have breakfast with the one who was supposed to be his lovely husband.
“Passion is a positive obsession. Obsession is a negative passion.”
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It was a beautiful morning and Hyukjae was standing and smiling warmly, just like an innocent kid who was told to be quiet, waiting for their walk to take place in the forest.
Kyuhyun was behind Hyukjae, looking at his back intently, watching and taking care of him from a far.
“Oh Hyuk!” Kyuhyun heard how Donghae yelled happily and approached Hyukjae passing Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun knew his hyung, he knew that happy face and that childish running, he knew the latter was going to cling onto Hyukjae and he didn’t want that to happen. Kyuhyun grabbed Donghae’s shirt when he passed by. Kyuhyun didn’t even move more than his arm and he maintained his hold in Donghae.
Donghae was running to Hyukjae so he could hug the latter and cling onto him before Sungmin. He pulled his hands so he could reach Hyukjae first, he ran and ran and still he couldn’t make it. He frowned and tried to reach the oblivious Hyukjae, he stuck his tongue out in concentration until he realized that even when he was running he didn’t move from his spot. He stopped and looked around.
“Kyuhyun!” He yelled when he saw the younger holding him tightly. “Let me go! I have to hug Hyuk!” He whined pouting and putting his best puppy eyes so Kyuhyun would be moved.
“No way.” Kyuhyun said coldly not even looking at his hyung and not letting his hold get less strong.
“Hyuk!” Both guys heard and they saw a jumping happily Sungmin approaching everybody’s goal.
Kyuhyun frowned and extended his free hand; he reached Sungmin’s shirt and the latter pouted because he couldn’t reach Hyukjae.
“Kyuhyun! We are your hyungs! You have to let us go!” Donghae yelled trying to sound serious.
“I already told you there’s no way.” Kyuhyun said still looking at Hyukjae’s back.
They saw how Yesung arrived and was chatting happily with Hyukjae. Kyuhyun frowned in annoyance, he was mad someone could get so near his Hyukjae so easily.
Donghae and Sungmin frowned too when they saw how Yesung and Hyukjae walked away while Yesung placed his hand in Hyukjae’s shoulders and they were laughing as if they were the happiest people in the world.
“I will kill him.” Kyuhyun, Donghae and Sungmin said almost hissing at the same time, frowning and glaring at the weird guy who just succeed in hugging Hyukjae before they all could.
The three of them looked at each other and frowned. “I should go and rescue him.” Sungmin said smiling mischievously.
“It might be me the one who goes save him.” Donghae said as if it were the most important and certain thing in the world. “Yesung-hyung will kill him of boredom and I’m the funny one!”
“No way I will let you two go and take my Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun yelled still grabbing Sungmin’s and Donghae’s shirts.
“So you prefer Yesung-hyung to take him?” Sungmin asked lifting an eyebrow.
“Wait here.” Kyuhyun commanded coldly. “I’ll go get him.” He said and released both male’s shirts.
Sungmin and Donghae didn’t dare to move from their spot; they were just too afraid of Kyuhyun’s death glare and what the latter could do to them when he was that threatening.
“I think we should just wait for him.” Donghae said.
“I think you’re completely right.” Sungmin said.
Both of them sighed because of their weakness and stood there.
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“So do you know any interesting story about this Hyuk?” Yesung asked while they were both walking into the forest, with Yesung’s arm still in Hyukjae’s shoulders.
“Mmmm…” Hyukjae mumbled while placing his index finger in his lips as a sign of concentration. “I’m sorry, I think I don’t know any.” He admitted smiling shyly.
“You’re too cute.” Yesung said smiling and pinching Hyukjae’s cheeks.
“Hyung!” Hyukjae yelled pouting. “I’m not cute!” He said.
Yesung laughed lightly. “Yes you are.” He said and tightened his hold in Hyukjae’s.
Hyukjae smiled warmly back and they kept on walking while laughing because of Yesung’s lame jokes about animals.
“We should go back and wait for the guide so we can enjoy this walk Hyuk.” Yesung said. “Or if you want we can get lost.” He said as if it were nothing.
“I bet it would be fun hyung, but I don’t want Umma to be worried.” Hyukjae said smiling.
Yesung’s face paled. “Do you think Heechul hyung will be mad because I brought you here?” He asked with shocked eyes.
“We should get going.” Hyukjae said almost laughing because of Yesung’s behavior.
Yesung nodded and they started walking back, Yesung never letting Hyukjae go of his hold. “It’s fun to be with you Hyuk, we should go out some time.” He said smiling.
Hyukjae blushed lightly. “We should.” He said smiling lightly.
“No way.” They heard a cold and serious voice.
“Why not?” Yesung asked confused at Kyuhyun.
“He can’t go out in dates.” Kyuhyun said firmly. “I don’t allow him to.” He said and that’s when Yesung understood and decided to play a little with Kyuhyun. Hyukjae sighed and decided to not meddle in there.
“Well he just agreed.” Yesung said smirking and Kyuhyun could see his hyung’s dirty intentions.
“You wouldn’t dare…” Kyuhyun said narrowing his eyes.
Yesung smiled and he changed his hand over Hyukjae’s shoulders to Hyukjae’s waist; looking and smiling at Kyuhyun.
Hyukjae sighed again. He knew Yesung didn’t mean to date him as a lover but as a friend. And he knew Yesung was only teasing Kyuhyun. Since Hyukjae decided not to meddle, he just let them be.
“You!” Kyuhyun yelled signaling Yesung’s hand in Hyukjae’s small waist. “You better take that hand off.” He threatened looking at Yesung’s eyes dangerously.
Yesung smirked and lift his eyebrow while pulling Hyukjae closer to him. “What if I don’t?” Yesung asked and he could see the anger in Kyuhyun’s eyes; he smiled wider.
Kyuhyun was boiling. He didn’t even imagine his hyung would be like that. He was even more frustrated when he saw Hyukjae was blushing lightly.
This is so funny. Yesung’s mind said.
Why didn’t I do it before?
“I swear I will make your life miserable.” Kyuhyun said trying not to punch his hyung right there.
“You think you can?” Yesung asked teasingly. “To the one who owns your partner company?”
Kyuhyun felt like he had nothing to threat his hyung and felt lost. “Then I will kill your weird turtle!” He yelled.
Yesung froze for a while. “You know it has a perfect security system around right?” He asked.
Kyuhyun frowned and said nothing. “Just let him go and I’ll be a happy dongsaeng.” Kyuhyun said smiling widely and trying to sound cute.
Hyukjae smiled unconsciously because of the sight of a super smiling Kyuhyun.
“What should I do?” Yesung asked smirking and making Hyukjae face him, they were now in front of each other closely, their bodies almost touching and Yesung’s hand still in Hyukjae’s waist. “Isn’t this funny?” He asked whispering so only Hyukjae could hear.
Hyukjae nodded smiling.
“Should I make it more interesting?” Yesung asked and Hyukjae tilted his head cutely in confusion.
“How can this be more interesting?” Hyukjae asked.
Yesung smiled.
“Hey!” Kyuhyun yelled. “Don’t be so close to each other!”
Hyukjae sighed and closed his eyes so he could calm himself. He suddenly felt Yesung’s face near him and he opened his eyes abruptly just to see Yesung’s smiling lips almost touching his.
“Don’t dare!” Kyuhyun said freezing. “I will kill you if you do!” He said frustrated.
Yesung smiled wider. “Don’t be scare okay?” He asked in a whisper to Hyukjae who just looked at him in confusion.
Yesung leaned closer not minding Kyuhyun’s threatening words. “I will beat you up if you dare!” Kyuhyun yelled in desperation. “I promise I won’t let you go complete!”
Yesung gave a quick peck in Hyukjae’s lips and then he leaned back smiling in triumph because of Kyuhyun’s angry face.
“You didn’t.” He said looking at Yesung’s eyes. Anger written in his eyes; murder as his objective.
“Was that it?” Hyukjae asked pouting. “Just a peck? What’s the big fuss about it?” He said sounding disappointed and having fun playing along.
Yesung looked at Hyukjae with a big smile in his face. “Should I try something else?” He asked teasingly and Hyukjae found himself enjoying making Kyuhyun a little jealous.
“Should you?” Hyukjae asked back and a huge smirk was placed in Yesung’s face.
“DON’T!” Kyuhyun yelled.
Yesung barely had the time to dodge the big wood that was shot against him. “Holly shit.” He murmured when he saw the fuming Kyuhyun. “I think he’s really angry.” He said to Hyukjae who was just looking at Kyuhyun trying to find a way to escape alive.
“I think he is.” Hyukjae assured; both of them not daring to look anywhere else but Kyuhyun’s evil eyes.
“I WILL KILL YOU YESUNG!” Kyuhyun yelled and Yesung draw a smirk in his face.
“It tasted like strawberry.” He said teasingly and Hyukjae knew Kyuhyun really meant what he said. “I suddenly feel like eating strawberries.” Yesung said smiling to the almost exploding Kyuhyun.
“Run.” Kyuhyun said lowly. “Run or else I will kill you.” He said and Yesung’s smile got wider because of his success.
“Be sure I will be completely dead or else I might return and take something more than a peck from Hyuk!” Yesung yelled while already running.
“YOU IDIOT!” Kyuhyun yelled while running after Yesung.
Yesung could barely run because he couldn’t restrain his laugh. Kyuhyun on the other hand had just an objective in his mind, and that was killing Yesung for taking a peck away from Hyuk. His frustration grew even bigger when Yesung couldn’t stop laughing at him.
“Umma!” Yesung yelled while still running and laughing. “Kyuhyun wants to kill me!”
“Kyuhyun!” Leeteuk scolded. “That’s not the right way to treat your hyung!”
“I don’t care!” Kyuhyun yelled while still running after Yesung.
Yesung hid behind Ryeowook and used him as a shell so Kyuhyun wouldn’t hurt him while still trying not to laugh at the fuming Kyuhyun.
Yesung ran once again and hid behind trees and people, he enjoyed playing with Kyuhyun that way and he couldn’t believe he didn’t come with that idea before.
“STOP LAUGHING YOU WEIRDO! YOU WILL GET IF FROM ME BECAUSE OF STEALING SOMETHING PRECIOUS!” Kyuhyun yelled. “JUST WAIT UNTIL I CATCH YOU!”
“I think he just forgot about us.” Sungmin said sighing and seeing the scene in front of them.
“Should we go and take Hyukkie now?!” Donghae asked smiling brightly.
Sungmin turned to Donghae and a big smiled was plastered in his face. “Yes!” He yelled and both of them turned to go and take Hyukjae for their own.
Sungmin’s and Donghae’s smile faded away. “I think we’re late.” Donghae said pouting.
“What’s up with the world that won’t let us hug our Hyuk?!” Sungmin asked pouting too.
“What happened Hyung?” Siwon asked while approaching Hyukjae and killing Sungmin’s and Donghae’s hopes.
Hyukjae smiled at Siwon and lifted his shoulders. “I don’t know.” He said innocently.
Siwon smiled. “They’re like kids.” He said looking at the running guys in front of them. “Hey hyung.” He called. “Would you like to go for an ice cream in the mean time?” He asked.
“Ice cream?!” Hyukjae asked back and Siwon could see his sparkling eyes and cute acts just because of ice cream.
“Sure.” Siwon said smiling warmly. “I will buy a strawberry one for you.”
Hyukjae’s smiled got wider and he nodded enthusiastically. “Yes!” He exclaimed happily.
“Let’s go.” Siwon said taking Hyukjae’s hand and walking to the ice cream shop inside the hotel.
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“Kyuhyun?” Sungmin called calmly when Kyuhyun and Yesung passed by them already panting from tiredness.
“What?!” Kyuhyun yelled frustrated.
Sungmin said nothing and jus pointed something with his finger. Kyuhyun opened his eyes in anger once again.
“Haha!” Yesung laughed when he saw the scene too.
They saw Siwon and Hyukjae holding hands and waiting for the girl to give them their ice creams.
“CHOI SIWON!” Kyuhyun yelled while approaching them with heavy steps.
“What did I do wrong?” Siwon asked Hyukjae. He was scared because of the evil aura that was surrounding Kyuhyun.
Hyukjae took his ice cream in his free hand and looked at Siwon innocently before squeezing his hand.
Siwon fell on realization and let go of Hyukjae’s hand right away, then turning to face Kyuhyun with both of his hands in the air. “I didn’t do anything!” He tried to defend himself.
Hyukjae smiled and shrugged it off.
Kyuhyun just stood there and throw a death glare to Siwon before taking Hyukjae’s hand and dragging him with him.
Siwon sighed in relief; he couldn’t believe he was still alive.
“You will make my ice cream to fall Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said calmly. “Let’s just walk slowly okay?”
“How can you be so calm?!” Kyuhyun asked frustrated. “How can you act as if there would be nothing between us?!”
Hyukjae looked at Kyuhyun’s eyes before turning his gaze to everybody who was there. He spotted Sulli who was just arriving and sighed. “Because there is nothing between us Kyuhyun.” He said feeling his heart beat hardly, as if hitting his chest.
Kyuhyun let go of Hyukjae’s hand and froze. “I will prove you wrong.” He said only for Hyukjae to hear and walked away.
Sungmin and Donghae looked at each other with a suspicious smile plastered in their faces. “Hyuk!” They yelled in unison while running to hug Hyukjae.
They suddenly felt like they didn’t move and turned around pouting. “I already told you there’s no way.” Kyuhyun said while holding tightly in their shirts. “Now stay by my side and don’t dare to move.” He ordered and the both guys pout was shown in his face for all the time Kyuhyun scolded them.
“The guide guy is here!” Heechul yelled finally going out from his room with Hankyung. “Did I lose something interesting?” He asked frowning lightly.
Leeteuk sighed. “Just my kids fighting.” He said.
Heechul frown went deeper. “Fight once again so I can see it!” He ordered.
“Let’s go Chullie-ah, The guide is waiting for us.” Hankyung said in Heechul’s ears.
“Fine!” Heechul yelled. “Let’s go!” He said and everybody nodded excited.
“Obsession is a young man's game, and my only excuse is that I never grew old."
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It has been three months since Hyukjae last saw Kyuhyun and the others. He stayed in France not minding Kyuhyun’s whines and Heechul’s advices. He had something to do.
Even when he tried his best to not even look at Kyuhyun in Germany, Sulli would always make sure his heart hurt. Even at the airport, Leeteuk had to literally drag Kyuhyun away so they could return to Korea, Kyuhyun was whining just too much.
Hyukjae could finally cry in his apartment, all by himself.
He went to work normally to Minho’s hospital and he succeeded in making his mind wonder by.
After two weeks, he received a call from Heechul.
“How did you know it?” Heechul asked curious.
“She told me in Germany.” Hyukjae said simply. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before Umma… it’s just that-“
“I know it hurts.” Heechul said softly. “But please be strong Hyukkie.” He said.
“Don’t worry Umma.” Hyukjae said trying to sound convincing. “I honestly wish the best for Kyuhyun, Sulli and their baby.”
“I’m sorry Hyukkie.” Heechul said.
“I’m fine Umma.” He lied with a shaking voice. He cried after telling Heechul that, he didn’t even hang the phone nor said good bye to Heechul. He just cried and Heechul could just hear Hyukjae’s suffering.
“To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.”
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“I have just known you for three months and I think I already hate you.” Hyukjae said while going out of the room, panting.
“I love you too Hyuk.” Minho answered.
“What about radiations is love?!” Hyukjae asked frustrated. “This is a useless treatment!” He said.
Minho smiled. “I’m just trying.” He said as if it were normal.
“I’m not a thing… you know it right?” Hyukjae asked. “This thing hurts like hell!” He yelled. “Even more that the last one!”
“Just be strong.” Minho said. “I think I’m close to the answer.” He said while reading something from Hyukjae’s record.
Hyukjae sighed.”You know I haven’t improved even a bit, I will die anyways.” He said lowering his gaze. “I’m going back Korea.” He finally said and he couldn’t ignore Minho’s shocked eyes.
“But we still haven’t found it…” He said. “You can’t leave like that.”
Hyukjae sighed again. “I have some hospitals to see after.” He said. “I’m leaving the day next tomorrow.”
“Are you okay with being near Kyuhyun now?” Minho asked.
“He’s having a baby Minho.” Hyukjae said avoiding Minho’s gaze. “I must be away from him even just for a while.”
“Can you?” Minho asked lifting an eyebrow.
“I don’t know.” Hyukjae confessed. “But still I have some business to attend and I can’t stand here any longer.” He said trying to change the topic.
“I will take you to the airport then.” Minho said sighing and not daring to fight with Hyukjae.
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“Thanks for accompanying me.” Hyukjae said while he was in the airport, ready to take the plane.
“Are you sure you will be okay?” Minho asked concerned.
Hyukjae smiled warmly. “I’m a doctor Minho, I know how to take care of myself.”
“You know it.” Minho said. “But you just don’t do it.”
“I promise to take my medicine.” Hyukjae said smiling. “But there’s no way I will take that strange therapy of yours again.”
Minho pouted. “It was fun.” He said.
“For you!” Hyukjae almost yelled. “It was damn painful for me!”
“Details.” Minho said while rolling his eyes. “Now go or you won’t get to go in the plane.”
“Will you come some day to see me?” Hyukjae asked hopefully.
“Sooner than you think.” Minho said smiling.
“Then I’ll wait for you.” Hyukjae said. “Bye.”
“Bye.” Minho answered and saw Hyukjae going away.
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“Hyuk!” Heechul yelled of surprise when he saw Hyukjae behind his apartment’s door.
“Umma.” Hyukjae called softly. “How have you been?”
“Oh Hyuk! It’s nice to be with you again!” Heechul said while hugging tightly Hyukjae. “Hannie!” He yelled.
“Hyuk!” Hankyung yelled when he spotted Hyukjae in Heechul’s arms. “When did you arrive?!”
“Just a few minutes ago…” Hyukjae said sticking into Heechul.
“You should have told me so I could go and pick you up.” Hankyung scolded.
“It’s ok… I don’t want to bother you Appa.” Hyukjae said smiling.
“Do you want to have dinner?” Heechul asked pulling Hyukjae apart lightly and looking at Hyukjae’s face. “Appa will cook for you.”
Hyukjae smiled widely. “Really?!” He asked. “Then I really hungry!”
Hankyung smiled and went into the kitchen followed by Heechul and Hyukjae who sat down in the table, smiling while looking at Hankyung’s cooking.
“Hyukkie!” Sungmin slapped the door of Heechul’s apartment open and running to hug Hyukjae.
“What the hell?! I sent the message two minutes ago!” Heechul yelled shocked because of the sudden appearance.
They just finished having dinner and now they were chatting happily in the living room.
“I had to hurry or else Donghae could have arrived before me.” Sungmin said pouting and showing his innocent eyes.
“Whatever.” Heechul said rolling his eyes.
“Hyuk!” They heard Donghae yelling just a minute after Sungmin’s entrance.
“Why is it you keep coming without my permission?!” Heechul yelled and Hankyung hug him so he would calm down.
After some more minutes, there were in the room, an annoyed Heechul, fighting Sungmin and Donghae, calm Kibum and Siwon and the rest were just chatting happily.
“Let’s get some ice cream tomorrow!” Ryeowook said clapping happily.
“Sure!” Hyukjae said cheered as well.
“So what will you do now Hyuk?” Siwon asked seriously and everybody sighed.
They knew the topic would show up any time, better to finish it up early.
“I will be working in the hospitals; I will try my best for not making it difficult to anyone.” Hyukjae said looking down.
“You know I don’t mean that.” Siwon said still serious.
“I-I don’t know.” Hyukjae admitted letting a single tear falling down. “Does he know I’m here?”
“I told him.” Yesung said. “I send him a message; I wonder why he still haven’t come and break the door.”
“He must be busy because of the company and the baby.” Hyukjae said softly.
It was a moment of silence before anyone would dare to speak.
“Who wants to play guess who?!” Donghae yelled with a bright smile and everybody thanked him silently because he lifted the mood rather quickly.
They played for some hours and after that they would just chit chat. It was a rather funny and calm night and they were all enjoying it.
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Sulli saw Kyuhyun’s phone was ringing and she picked it up. She saw it was a message and he saw the sender was Yesung. She didn’t mind it, Yesung and everybody would always send messages to Kyuhyun.
She was having actually a good life, Kyuhyun didn’t dare to speak of divorce again since she was pregnant. She was having Kyuhyun all for her own. He suddenly changed and became kinder now that he knew she was carrying his baby. She was happy until she pressed a button accidentally and saw the message.
Hyuk’s back. We’ll be at Heechul-Hyung’s house.
PD. Hurry up or I might take something from him and you won’t like it… (:
Sulli deleted the message right away. She knew Kyuhyun would know it, but it would be late and he wouldn’t dare to do anything to her. She had him in her hands.
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It has been three months since Hyukjae came to Korea and he haven’t seen Kyuhyun even once. He was a little disappointed, but thankful at the same time so he could get used to his habitual life without major worries.
“Doctor Kim!” a nurse came running toward Hyukjae. “We have an emergency case!” she yelled and Hyukjae quickly got ready.
He ran to the emergency entrance to wait for the ambulance and when the paramedics opened the back door. He opened his eyes in shock.
“K-Kyuhyun?” He murmured when he saw Kyuhyun sitting in the ambulance, holding someone’s hand tightly and sobbing.
“She’s probably mischarging!” The paramedic said to Hyukjae and the latter froze.
Kyuhyun turned around and opened his eyes widely when he saw Hyukjae there. Hyukjae could see Kyuhyun had been crying and he felt like dying because of the sight.
Don’t be sad Kyuhyun.
Please don’t be sad or else I won’t have strength to live.
The nurses got Sulli down and were taking her to a room. Hyukjae quickly turned to follow them until he felt a hand was grabbing his arm.
“Please save my baby Hyukkie.” Kyuhyun told him with tears in his eyes and a shaking voice. “Please…” he pleaded and that broke Hyukjae’s heart.
“I will Kyu.” He answered and Kyuhyun let him go.
Hyukjae ran to were the nurses took Sulli, his tears were already forming and he was trying to get his heart to beat fast.
“I need botox now!” Hyukjae yelled while taking care of Sulli and a confused nurse quickly took him a syringe. “Local anesthesia, I’ll make the caesarean operation!” He ordered and he injected himself the botox.
This could kill you with your sickness! Are you crazy?! Hyukjae’s mind slapped.
I have to save Kyu’s baby and this stupid tears won’t allow me!
And you prefer to die that to let Kyu’s baby die?!
I promised him I would save him…
By killing yourself.
As long as he's happy I don't mind risk my life.
You're dying because of the girl who took Kyu away from you?
No... I''ll risk my life for the girl who's carrying Kyuhyun's baby.
Hyukjae closed his eyes as he felt his tears wouldn’t come out anymore and his face stiffened. He felt his heart beating fast, he was scared because of what was happening and Kyuhyun’s sad expression would hit him hard.
Hyukjae went to wash his hands quickly and let the nurses change his clothes.
“Let’s start.” Hyukjae said while holding the scalpel. “We must save both the mother and the baby.”
“Yes doctor!” Everybody yelled and Hyukjae closed his eyes and breathed in and out deeply before starting the whole process.
“This addiction places me between sanity and madness
My obsession for you grows in our separation
No remedy can anesthetize the pain
To drink ceaselessly from your heart is my only redemption.”
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A/N: Soooooo sorry for the Super Late Update!!
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It’s just that LiveJournal got mad at me and didn’t allow me to post!
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And I'm sorry I wasn't able to reply to your comments before!!
It's because it tells me something about a errors or something... TT_TT
and I'm so sorry for everything!
I know I'm losing readers...
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so I promise I will make this story a good one okay?
^^
And I'm sorry it's a lame and kinda short chapter... just 5,000 this time...
Anyways~~
Comments are really really loved!!!
So please comment and tell me what do you think neh?
^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 02:49 am (UTC)Sorry Sorry Sorry
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I hope you like this...
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Date: 2011-08-02 02:49 am (UTC)Sorry for the super late update Unnie!
I promise I will work hard!
^^'
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Date: 2011-08-02 11:28 am (UTC)no probs, baby ... I have a guess that u've been working out for kuyhyuk day on august 13th. I'm rite, aren't I?? *winku* and u know ur update is worth of waiting :DDD
huaaaaaaaa,, IT HURTS SO MUCH I WANNA BEAT KYU DOWN *sobs harder* I know it'll be unfair if I said that kyu's not hurt but even hell knows that hyuk is SUFFERING SO DAMN MUCH :(((
now i just can hope the best for both of them :(((
oh, and I really love haemin's fight over hyuk .. kyaaaaaa LEE BROTHERS JJANG !!!! *squeal* and yehyuk .. o my God, yesung oppa =3
desperately curious about the next part.. hwaiting eri baby *hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:32 pm (UTC)Wooahh~~
the Yehyuk part...
it just came out... keke
thank you sooo much Unnie for reading!
*hugs*
PD. and I've been working hard for the KyuHyuk day too
^^
(secret: it will be a short multichaptered)
(:
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Date: 2011-08-03 06:56 am (UTC)though it hurts, it just seems to be so real to me x(
and I was fasting by the time I saw ur update on kyuhyuk love. I had to supress my curiousity to read it right at the moment cuz somehow I know I'd cried so I didnt want to break my fasting b4 its time.
Hahaha yesung oppa sure is a funny bloodboiler for kyu though I know kyu always jealous at everyone who tries to approach hyuk :3
kyaaa
cant wait for the august 13 and of course for this update too :D
Eri hwaiting !! Love ya X))
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Date: 2011-08-02 02:50 am (UTC)I hope you like this Unnie!
^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 07:04 am (UTC)My poor Hyukkie is suffering...Kyu i hate you *murderous aura*
That's it! Can you change the pairing? can you let Minho be the one that ends up with Hyukkie?
Kyu doesn't deserve Hyukkie at all.
Anyways, this was really good chapter especially the YeHyuk part haha that was so funny.
Don't worry about loosing readers they just don't know what's good, i love your fic, so cheer up, neh
thank you for updating :D
Can't wait for you next update ^^
love ya <3333
*hugs super tight*
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:34 pm (UTC)I'm soooo happy you liked it!!
haha
I thought the YeHyuk part was funny too
^^
Thanks for reading!
change the pairing~~
oh well~~ don't worry..
I will make Kyu deserve Hyuk neh?
so don't worry!
(:
I'll update as soon as I can!
*hugs super tight back*
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Date: 2011-08-02 04:56 pm (UTC)okay, i was just in the mist of madness when i wrote to change the pairing haha Kyu made me really mad :/
do you like m-preg?? cause it would be cool if Hyukkie had Kyu's baby because of the way he cared for sulli's baby.
anyways can wait for your update ^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 04:58 pm (UTC)You read my mind!
But since it's a really 'realistic' (aha) fic.. I'm not sure of mpreg~~
anyways
I'll make a poll next chapter so I can decide~~
^^
I'm already writting next chapter!!
It will be pretty intense~~
^^'
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Date: 2011-08-02 06:00 pm (UTC)since this is a realistic fic maybe it wouldn't work, but i still would love it that way.
i can imagine it will.
i seriously can't wait XD
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Date: 2011-08-02 06:03 pm (UTC)^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 06:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-03 01:24 am (UTC)^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 02:51 am (UTC)I hope you like this!
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Unnie is working hard!
(:
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Date: 2011-08-02 04:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-02 12:35 pm (UTC)you liked it?
fiuuu~~
I thought it would be a total mess here
^^'
Thanks for reading!
*hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-03 01:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-03 01:37 pm (UTC)so Yeah~~~ now I'm in college since Med students have to get into classes before the others~~
But I'm still happy!
(:
I'll try to update as soon as I can always...
and I write when I'm stressed so I think I might update not that late...
(:
Thanks for supporting me!
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Date: 2011-08-02 03:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-02 03:23 am (UTC)^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 06:08 am (UTC)i totally forgot whether i've left a comment in chapter 14 or not.
it's just that LJ decided to be a bitch for the past week X(
anyhow, this might seems cruel, but i want everyone that is dear to Kyu, left him. his child, Hyukjae, everyone. i know he only cares for sulli coz she is pregnant with his child.
that man is truly STUPID!!!!
i have never met a man that stupid before, it frustrates me to the core!!!!
poor Hyukjae has to endure everything!
wish Junsu didn't have to die TToTT
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:37 pm (UTC)But don't worry~~
He'll learn a lesson in the future...
I miss Junsu too...
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Thanks for reading and commenting
*hugs tight*
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Date: 2011-08-02 05:05 am (UTC)I hope he'll be alright!!!!!!
and I really LOL when I see yesung and eunhyuk's act to make kyuhyun mad!!!
that's so funny!!!!!!!
and sungmin and donghae's part too!!!
poor siwon!!
update soon!!!!!!
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:38 pm (UTC)Yeah~~ they all love seeing Kyu frustrated~~
I'll try to update soon~
Thanks for reading!
*hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-02 08:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-02 12:38 pm (UTC)^^
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Date: 2011-08-02 04:54 pm (UTC)stupid kyu...you hurt hyuk more...but they are married couple so nothing is wrong with that..
aish..i dont know what to think..
and hyuk has to suffer alone...
huhuhuhuhuhuhuh..
let me cry with him..
and his misery continue..he has to save kyu's baby now???
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Date: 2011-08-02 04:55 pm (UTC)and well..
They are married so there's noting to do...
But I promise I will make it up for him!!
^^
Thanks for reading and commenting!
*hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-02 10:28 am (UTC)sully idiot e_e I hate her e_e
and now hyukkie have to saver her! e_e
and kyuhyun's baby >w< asdaaa
I need read the next chapter..really ><
I love this fic
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:39 pm (UTC)I'm soooo happy you like this fic!
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I'll update soon just because of that!
Thank you soooo much for reading and commenting!
*hugs tight*
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Date: 2011-08-03 12:42 am (UTC)thanks you for write kyuhyuk <3
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Date: 2011-08-03 01:25 am (UTC)keke
I know there are not that many KyuHyuk writters and I'm so happy you like this!
please anticipate my fic for the KyuHyuk day too!
(:
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:10 pm (UTC)Hyuk is an angel, seriously. He deserves better. I just hope he doesn't need to suffer so much. T_T And I don't know what to do with Kyu.... >.<
Thanks for the update dear~
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Date: 2011-08-02 12:40 pm (UTC)Yesung's turtles are super super safe
keke
Hyuk will have better days I promise!
Thanks for reading!!
^^
*hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-03 12:55 pm (UTC)5000 words isn't short, btw o.o hahaha though of course no one would mind if the next update was longer xD hope to see that soon too! :D
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Date: 2011-08-03 12:58 pm (UTC)ok!
I already wrote the whole chapter and it has 5000 words too..
^^'
Oh well... next chapter is pretty intense... I will probably post it tomorrow or the day after~~
so wait for me please!
*puppy eyes*
(:
Thanks for readiding and commenting!
and thanks for all your support!