eriiar | Living in a Sad Quote

Title: Living in a Sad Quote
Chapter: Sixteen
Autor:

eriiar
Pairing: Various. Main: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk (eventually)
Genre: AU!High School, romance, Drama, angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Grammar errors... sorry~~~
Summary: Even when his life was miserable, Hyukjae still tried his best for being a normal High School student. Trying to smile all the time, sound happy and pretend to be ok is always tiring. He managed to get along with his new life... but his past is still following him. Destroying once again all that he loves

Chapter One ||| Chapter Two ||| Chapter Three ||| Chapter Four ||| Chapter Five ||| Chapter Six ||| Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight ||| Chapter Nine ||| Chapter Ten ||| Chapter Eleven ||| Chapter Twelve ||| Chapter Thirteen ||| Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen

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“If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever.”

Hyukjae was sat in the operation room, in an uncomfortable chair. He didn’t even mind that, he surely wanted to just disappear. He cursed he didn’t injected enough Botox for him not to cry again. He was now with his face cupped by his hands; his tears falling down helplessly.

“Doctor…” a nurse called and Hyukjae decided just to face it as soon as he could.

“Hour of death, twenty two hours, forty seven minutes on January the seventh.” Hyukjae said with all the weight of guilt in his heart.

The nurse nodded and wrote it down, passing the paper to the other doctor for him to sign.

“I will tell them.” The other doctor said while taking his gloves off and looking at the crying Hyukjae pitifully.

Hyukjae nodded and took his gloves off too. He didn’t mind on taking all the clothes away, ignoring the fact that they were partially cover with Sulli’s blood. He cleared his tears and ignored the dizziness he was facing. “They are in my office.” Hyukjae said, knowing already everybody was there supporting Kyuhyun.

The other doctor nodded and they both went out. Hyukjae stopped just to see Sulli’s body lying in the hospital bed. “I’m sorry.” He said and went out trying to restrain his tears for falling.

Every step Hyukjae took to his office was even more painful, he felt his pressure was low and he knew his heart was having troubles with his blood. He knew Botox just worsened his situation and hi bit his lower lip trying to hide the pain in his chest by himself.

The doctor opened Hyukjae’s door and the latter just wanted to run away, not wanting to see Kyuhyun’s face. He couldn’t even maintain his promise.

Everybody turned quickly when they heard the door opened, all of them with worried faces. Hyukjae set his eyes in Kyuhyun’s, he could see the suffering he was going through and he knew it was going to be really painful.

“What happened?!” Kyuhyun yelled standing up abruptly and frustrated because of the silence in the room.

Hyukjae looked down and move himself so he could be behind the other doctor and avoid everybody from seeing him cry.

Everybody froze seeing the doctor’s flat face. “I’m sorry.” The doctor said and everybody froze.

Nobody never wants to hear an ‘I’m sorry’ from a doctor. “What do you mean ‘I’m sorry?!” Kyuhyun yelled not wanting to believe anything.

The doctor sighed and felt guilty since Hyukjae was crying silently behind him. “We tried our best to save both the mother and the baby, but unfortunately the baby wasn’t as strong as to survive. I’m really sorry.” The doctor said apologetic. “You can see the mother in a few hours after she wakes up.” He announced and everybody just stood there, frozen.

Kyuhyun’s legs were trembling while seeing the doctor going away. “My baby…” he murmured while tears were falling down his cheeks. He took his face in his hands and he started crying as much as he could.

Everybody looked at each other, all of them shocked and sad, after some seconds they all started comforting Kyuhyun. Which they failed.

Hyukjae moved a little from his spot, not even daring to look at his friends face and not even imaging in looking Kyuhyun’s eyes. His heart was breaking apart just seeing how much Kyuhyun cared for his baby and he couldn’t save that future baby boy.

“I’m sorry.” Hyukjae whispered looking down and biting his lips.

Everybody heard that and turned to see Hyukjae but Kyuhyun. They all saw how destroyed was Hyukjae, not just the fact that he had to go through Kyuhyun having a baby but the responsibility and the hurt of him having to save him. They all looked at Hyukjae with understanding looks. Everybody but Kyuhyun.

Hyukjae looked at everybody’s faces; he knew they all were a little disappointed of him and especially sad because of Kyuhyun’s child. He breathed in and out before reaching Kyuhyun’s hands. “I know it’s painful to lose someone you love Kyu, but you have to be strong.” He said trying to make Kyuhyun feel better.

Kyuhyun frowned. “Do you know what is it to lose your son?!” Kyuhyun yelled and that took Hyukjae’s aback. He opened his eyes in shock and released Kyuhyun’s hands.

“I-I don’t know…” He admitted lowly looking down.

“Then don’t tell me to be strong if you don’t know what is to suffer!” Kyuhyun yelled again, with his eyes full of tears.

Hyukjae’s eyes were full of tears too, he frowned, and he was starting to get mad. “I do know what it is to suffer Kyuhyun!” He yelled back. He was tired of being the only one who was hurt. He knew Kyuhyun was going through a painful moment, but he was sad too and Kyuhyun seemed to not mind it.

“You can’t possibly suffer more than I’m doing right now!” Kyuhyun yelled.

Everybody went silent and with shocked expressions. They stepped back and let them two discuss by themselves. They knew Kyuhyun and Hyukjae would fight just because they were just so frustrated for everything that had happened to them and they really needed to release all their anger.

Hyukjae’s frown went deeper. “I know he was your child! And I know it’s painful! But you have to understand it was nobody’s fault Kyuhyun!” Hyukjae yelled, tears falling from both males. “It was just fate! So you better focus in your wife’s life now! You can have more children in the future!” Hyukjae regretted his words when he saw Kyuhyun’s hurt expression.

“So you’re that kind of person who doesn’t care about life?” Kyuhyun asked and those words pierced Hyukjae’s heart as if they were swords. Kyuhyun’s voice was firm and direct. “I’ve been thinking wrongly of you for the past years. I kept on thinking you were such a wonderful person, but now that I think about it... I don’t really know how to call you.” Kyuhyun said narrowing his eyes. “Are you Eunhyuk? Hyukjae? Are you a Lee? A Kim? Are you just a fake being who happened to obstruct my life?!” Kyuhyun regretted his words too at the moment he saw life escaping from Hyukjae’s eyes. His heart beat was fast and he cursed himself for hurting Hyukjae once again.

“I…” Hyukjae started, his heart seemed to have disappeared from Kyuhyun’s words.

“Hyuk…” Kyuhyun called softly when he saw Hyukjae’s face was now directed to the floor and tears were falling down tenderly.

“Do you really want to know about me Kyuhyun?” Hyukjae asked coldly. His soul was gone and Kyuhyun was afraid of the person in front of him who wasn’t Hyukjae.

Hyukjae’s tears stopped and his warm heart was replaced by a stone one. “What-?” Kyuhyun was going to ask but he stopped himself when he saw Hyukjae going to his desk and getting something out of there.

Everybody stopped breathing when they saw the little notebook that was in Hyukjae’s hands. They remembered they saw it in a video years ago when Hyukjae ran away.

“I will show you I know what it is to lose someone.” Hyukjae said still coldly. It was as if he had no feelings anymore. “I will show you why you don’t know how to call me Kyuhyun!”

Kyuhyun felt his heart clench because of the coldly words of Hyukjae while the latter was walking near him. He felt even worst when he saw once again Hyukjae’s tears falling down his cheeks. “So you want to convince me my pain is nothing compared to yours?!” Kyuhyun yelled suddenly feeling angry once again.

Hyukjae frowned once again. Both of them getting mad at each other suddenly; the mood in the room was the same as minutes ago. “So you think losing some one is the worst pain you can feel?!”

“Do you know how it is to feel useless when the one you love the most is dying?!” Kyuhyun yelled once again.

Hyukjae looked at Kyuhyun’s eyes madly. He was so damn angry and he wouldn’t mind exposing himself. He took the notebook in his hands and opened the very first page.

“Do you know who she is?!” Hyukjae asked yelling at Kyuhyun who just looked at the picture of a beautiful woman and said nothing. He was still frowning and the angriness in his body couldn’t be release simply. “That’s my mother!” Hyukjae said yelling when there was no response from Kyuhyun. “And do you know who is she?!” Hyukjae yelled back finally showing the next page, revealing a naked woman covered in blood, she was death and with a painful expression. “Well… That’s my mother too!” Hyukjae yelled with tears falling down his eyes.

Kyuhyun’s madness went away as soon as he saw the picture. “Hyuk… I-“

“She was raped and then murdered.” Hyukjae said as calm as he could sound and Kyuhyun avoided looking at Hyukjae and the images in front of him. He didn’t know Hyukjae’s story at all and he felt guilty after saying those awful words to him. “Look at the picture Kyuhyun.” Hyukjae said dangerously but Kyuhyun didn’t do so. “JUST LOOK AT THE FUCKING PICTURE CHO KYUHYUN!”

Kyuhyun turned in shock to see once again the picture and said nothing. “Is this enough?!” Hyukjae asked and turned the page revealing two more pictures. “He’s my father.” He said. “He saw my mother being raped and killed while he was bleeding to death and then was shot in the head.” He explained and Kyuhyun couldn’t get his eyes away from the picture of a man covered in blood and tied up in a chair even when he was already death.

Hyukjae turned the page. “This is my older sister.” He said. “She was murdered while trying to save herself!” He signaled a death body of a beautiful girl in front of him. “And this is my other sister.” Hyukjae said turning the page. “She was shot in the head while heading to the police station!”

“Hyuk-“

“Do you think I could do something to possible help?!” Hyukjae asked in a sacred voice. “DON’T YOU THINK I FELT USELESS TOO?!” Hyukjae yelled closing his eyes tightly and crying hard. “DON’T YOU KNOW IT WAS MY ENTIRE FAULT AND I COULD DO NOTHING TO SAVE THEM?!”

“Hyuk.. I’m-“

“This is my uncle.” Hyukjae said while choosing a random page in the notebook and Kyuhyun fell silent. “He was walking his dog with his two baby girls when some guy came and killed him in front of them!” Kyuhyun felt like he was nothing in that instant. “Do you want to see the pictures of those girls who were killed by being suffocated with pillows after being hit hard with a wood?!”

Kyuhyun said nothing and everybody in the room suddenly felt like the hell was just right there.

“This one here.” Hyukjae said choosing another page. “This is my aunt; the happiest person I have ever met.” Hyukjae said showing Kyuhyun a smiling and beautiful woman. “She was pregnant.” He said and then he showed the next page.

Kyuhyun’s eyes widened and looked somewhere else but that horrible picture.

“Do you want to know what they did?!” Hyukjae yelled and Kyuhyun said nothing. “I SAID DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT THEY DID?!” Hyukjae yelled again and Kyuhyun looked at him once again. “They raped her even when she was pregnant and then took out her baby from her tummy just for the baby to die!” He announced and Kyuhyun’s tears started forming when he saw the bloody image of a beautiful woman and her horrified face even when she was already dead.

“Hyuk… look… I’m-“

“SHUT UP KYUHYUN!” Hyukjae ordered throwing the notebook to Kyuhyun chest and clenching his fist remembering those days of lifeless life for him.

“Hyuk I’m sorry.” Kyuhyun said softly and with his heart in his hand.

“Don’t be.” Hyukjae said flatly and letting his tears run down. “You don’t have to feel sorry, it wasn’t your fault.” He said not looking at Kyuhyun. “It was my fault and I have to be the one who has to be sorry.”

“Who could all that be your fault Hyuk?!” Kyuhyun asked frustrated because of Hyukjae’s sense of guilt.

“DON’T YOU KNOW IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF ME?!” Hyukjae yelled frustrated. “WHY DO YOU THINK I’M THE ONLY ONE ALIVE WHEN MY WHOLE FAMILY WAS MURDERED?!”

Kyuhyun found himself with no answer. “Hyuk…” He called softly and with tears in his eyes.

“Don’t tell me I don’t know what pain is Kyuhyun.”Hyukjae said looking at Kyuhyun’s eyes. “Because I do know.” He said coldly. “And I understand why you are mad at me; I’m sorry I could do nothing for your baby Kyuhyun, that’s another precious life I have to add to my list… I’m sorry I couldn’t save him, I’m sorry I couldn’t let your son be with you, I’m sorry you have to be the one suffering the most because of me…” Hyukjae said with his eyes closed. He didn’t want Kyuhyun to see the pain he was going through in that moment.

“What the hell Hyukjae?!” Kyuhyun yelled trying to bring Hyukjae back to his senses.

Hyukjae frowned and opened his eyes. “Now you know how to call me.” He said and then he turned around and started walking to the door until he felt a hand grabbing his arm.

“Where do you think you’re going?!” Kyuhyun asked almost scolding Hyukjae.

Hyukjae ignored the pain of Kyuhyun’s grab and looked at his eyes before moving himself releasing from Kyuhyun’s arm. “You don’t have to care about that.” He said frowning and started walking out once again.

“HOW THE HELL I WON’T CARE ABOUT THAT?!” Kyuhyun yelled while going behind Hyukjae.

Hyukjae turned around and looked at Kyuhyun’s eyes threatening. “DON’T YOU DARE FOLLOWING ME CHO KYUHYUN!” Hyukjae yelled and went out closing the door hardly after him.

“Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need to know of hell.”

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Hyukjae walked as fast as he could until he reached the stairs and sat down. He cried all he could and he tried his best to ignore his painful existence. “Why did you make me promise to live Junsu?” Hyukjae asked in a whisper. “You have no idea of how much I wish to die.”

“Oh Doctor Kim!” A nurse exclaimed when she opened the door of the stairs. “Are you okay?” She asked concerned.

“I’m fine.” Hyukjae lied while drying his tears and looking at the nurse. “Is there something wrong?” He asked.

“A patient’s parents are looking for you.” The nurse announced.

“Okay, tell them I’m going.” Hyukjae said and the nurse left after nodding lightly.

Hyukjae breathed in and out before heading to where the parents were.

“Doctor!” A woman yelled approaching Hyukjae. “How is my girl?!” She asked nervously.

“She’s fine.” Hyukjae said smiling warmly. “She will wake up in a few hours, I will let you know when you can get to see her.”

Both parents sighed in relief before their hearts were full with angst again. “How’s the baby?” The father asked and Hyukjae could see fear in his eyes.

“I’m sorry.” Hyukjae said apologetic and trying not to fall down and break apart. “We tried our best but the child was just too weak and not completely developed.”

The woman started crying out loud in his husband’s chest and the latter hugged her while sobbing quietly too. Hyukjae just looked away and called a nurse with a sign of his hand.

“Take them to my office.” He ordered and the nurse quickly told the parents to walk towards Hyukjae’s office.

“Do you know where is the patient Sulli?” Hyukjae heard a woman asked to a nurse.

“Right now she’s being treated, so please wait a few hours.” The nurse said and the woman nodded.

“Thanks.” The man that accompanied the woman said smiling weakly.

“May I know your relation with the patient?” Hyukjae asked approaching the pair. “I’m his doctor.” He said and both personas opened his eyes widely.

“She’s our son’s wife.” The woman said and Hyukjae froze.

These are Kyuhyun’s parents?

They seem to be such a beautiful family.

“How is she?” The man asked looking at Hyukjae intently.

“She just mischarged but she’s fine, you may be able to see her in a few hours.” Hyukjae said trying to fake a warm smile.

“What happened to the baby?” The woman asked hoping for the best.

“We tried our best but there was nothing we could do.” Hyukjae said looking at the floor and not daring to face Kyuhyun’s parents. How could he explain he couldn’t save their grandchild?

They both sighed. “This is such a disgrace.” Kyuhyun’s mother said holding her husband’s hand.

“We should just be strong for our son honey.” Kyuhyun’s father said hugging his wife. “He needs us now.”

The woman smiled weakly and nodded.

“Thank you for your hard work doctor.” Mrs. Cho said politely and bowing lightly.

Hyukjae smiled weakly and bowed back.

“May I know your name doctor?” Mr. Cho asked.

Hyukjae bit his lower lip before answering. “Kim Hyukjae.” He said smiling.

“Thanks Doctor Kim.” Mr. Cho thanked once again. “Do you by any chance know where your patient’s husband is?”

Hyukjae smiled bitterly and signaled a nurse to come to him. When the nurse arrived she bowed and looked at Hyukjae. “Please take them to my office.” He ordered and the nurse nodded.

“Yes Doctor.” She answered and then turns to the couple. “This way please.”

Mr. and Mrs. Cho bowed lightly to Hyukjae and followed the nurse.

Hyukjae sighed when he was alone and went to where the pharmacy was. “Prepare this.” Hyukjae gave a paper to the person in charge.

“Yes Doctor.” The guy complied and went back to search for the medicine Hyukjae was looking for.

After some more minutes the guy returned with a small box. “Here.” He said giving Hyukjae the small box and the paper back.

“Thanks.” Hyukjae said and went to an empty room after calling a nurse to help him injecting himself.

“Done.” The nurse said smiling brightly. “You just have to remember not to labor too much Doctor.”

“I know.” Hyukjae said smiling back and leaning in the bed. “You can leave now.” He said when he was already there and then he closed his eyes.

“Yes doctor.” The nurse said and left the room.

Hyukjae took one of his arms to his face and covered his eyes. He let his tears fall down as rivers; he was finally able to do that. To finally let go his frustration, to finally let his tears take everything he hated away.

Hyukjae heard something after a few minutes and stood up slowly, he didn’t want to ruin his treatment. He saw three guys dressed in black and checking silently every room. They weren’t doing anything wrong; they would just peek inside the room by the window, just like children do that.

Hyukjae frowned when he knew who were they and silently went out of the room, trying to hide himself from them and going to the next floor level or at least going out of there so they wouldn’t find him. He didn’t want to make a scene in his own hospital.

“May I help you?” Hyukjae heard a nurse asked the guys who smiled at her.

“I’m looking for Doctor Kim.” One of them said smiling warmly.

The nurse looked around and then smiled. “He’s over there.” She said while pointing Hyukjae’s back.

Hyukjae felt like everything was wrong and bit his lower lip. He started feeling dizzy because of the medicine and because he didn’t have to stand up.

I’m the only one who actually dares to take that stupid medicine in a moment like this! He scolded himself.

There was no other appropriate time anyways.

What will I do with them?

We should just escape.

I can’t run and my gun is in my office. Hyukjae bit once again his lower lip and he suddenly became scared.

“Doctor Kim!” One of the guys called with a smirk in his face and Hyukjae turned around to face him, a frown in his face.

“Do you need something?” He asked trying to sound firm.

“You.” The guy said smiling mischievously.

“I’m sorry.” Hyukjae said still frowning. “I’m really busy right now, so come any other day.”

The three guys smiled. “Well…” One of them said approaching Hyukjae. “We need you right now.” He said.

Hyukjae analyzed the place, he knew the floor by memory, he breathed deeply before taking a step back slowly.

Hyukjae narrowed his eyes in concentration and imagined the space in which he was standing. He saw the guys smile got wider and he took advantage they were just a little distracted to turn around and run with his might.

“Hey!” One of the guys shouted surprised by Hyukjae’s quick action. By that time, everybody’s attention was on that scene and started to feel scared because of the guys.

Hyukjae was going to turn around in the corner when-

Shot.

Hyukjae fell down helplessly flatly, his eyes opened in shock and pain, his mind blank and his body weak.

“The risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief -
But the pain of grief
Is only a shadow
When compared with the pain
Of never risking love.”

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Kyuhyun and the others stayed in Hyukjae’s office. A huge silence was in the room and Kyuhyun’s and Sulli’s parents thought it was because of her.

Kyuhyun was sitting in the floor, staring at the small notebook and not daring to open it and see. He was just too afraid and he felt like killing himself because he hurt the one he loved the most just because he was mad.

Heechul was in Hankyung’s arms, sobbing quietly. Leeteuk was already sleeping in Kangin’s lap, tired of thinking.

Everybody else would just hug and hold each other hands to give themselves some strength.

Everybody heard a gunshot followed by some screams and everybody stood up abruptly because they were all confused and scared.

“W-What was that?” Sungmin asked hugging Donghae tightly.

“I-I’m not sure…” Kibum answered froze.

“Hyuk is outside!” Kyuhyun yelled frustrated and opened the door.

He saw everybody was already covering themselves under tables and chairs, some women were hugging their children protectively in a corner.

Kyuhyun kept on looking until he spotted a tall guy holding a gun. He slowly followed the path where the gun was directed and his heart stopped completely when he saw Hyukjae panting and resting his body in the wall. All covered with blood.

“H-Hyuk?” Kyuhyun called slowly while going out even against everybody’s protest.

“Where do you think you’re going?!” Kyuhyun’s father hissed while grabbing Kyuhyun’s arm.

“I have to protect Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun yelled not as loud as he wished trying to release himself from his father’s strong hold.

“No way you’re getting near those guys.” His father warned.

“Try me.” Kyuhyun said while releasing himself and frowning.

He took the chance when his father was taken aback and closed the door; he locked it from outside and looked directly at his Hyukjae.

Hyukjae seems to not notice he was already out and he was just glaring at the guys; scared his injuries wouldn’t heal soon since his blood was sick and his blood coagulation was damned slow.

“Did you think you could escape from me?” One of the guys asked mockingly. “Not anymore.” He said with a smirk in his face and saving his gun in his pocket.

“Just kill me if you want to.” Hyukjae said and Kyuhyun’s heart yelled in protest. He didn’t know what to do and Kangin grabbing him strongly didn’t help. He just couldn’t look anywhere but the injured Hyukjae.

“I’m not that a good person.” The guy said. “You’re smarter than you see.” Hyukjae narrowed his eyes. “It’s been almost a year right? It has been hard for me to track you.”

“You’re just stupid.” Hyukjae said.

“Well…” The guy smiled without even feeling offended by Hyukjae’s words. “It’s hard to track Lee Hyukjae, Lee Eunhyuk and Kim Hyukjae at the same time, you change yourself every time, sometimes I track Lee Hyukjae in France and the next day I track Lee Hyukjae once again in Korea, who are you now? Kim Hyukjae?”

“What do you want Alexander?” Hyukjae asked hardly between panting and groaning from his pain.

“Take revenge.” Alexander said with a serious face. “You killed Kevin, I kill you.”

“He killed Junsu, we’re even.” Hyukjae said.

“Take him.” Alexander ordered and the other two men grabbed Hyukjae’s arms making him stand up and groaning in pain.

Hyukjae took his hand to his left leg where the bullet was and tried his best for pressing it since it was hurting and bleeding so much. He tried his best to release himself but it was useless. He was being dragged out side; he was now just wishing they wouldn’t hurt anyone in the hospital.

He thanked himself for letting Kyuhyun and the others safe inside his office or else they would be in problems and Hyukjae just couldn’t forgive himself I something would ever happen to them. He was even happy there was a nurse all the time with Sulli so the latter would be okay in her room.

“Where the hell do you think you are taking him?!” Kyuhyun yelled while placing himself in front of the guys, he was frowning deeply and his pose was firm.

Alexander smiled. “May I know your name gentleman?” He asked sarcastically and Hyukjae’s eyes widened in horror.

He was scared, he didn’t want Kyuhyun to get hurt because of him, he just had too much for that day.

“Please don’t Kyu…” He pleaded looking at Kyuhyun’s eyes. He feared for Kyuhyun’s life.

“I ASKED WHERE THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TAKING HIM?!” Kyuhyun burst out clenching his fists and ignoring Alexander’s question and Hyukjae’s pleading.

“To a beautiful place where he can’t feel the pain I will cause him before that.” Alexander answered smirking.

Kyuhyun opened his eyes wide and he didn’t know what made all his angriness show up and punch the guy in front of him, making him fall down to the floor because of the super strong punch. “No one ever dares to take MY Hyukkie away from me!” Kyuhyun yelled and some screams could be heard.

“Kyu…” Hyukjae called worried. “Please stop…” He pleaded afraid of what Alexander could make him.

“Do you think he has no one who can take care of him?!” Kyuhyun asked punching Alexander’s face once again just when he had stood up. “Well you’re wrong because he has ME!”

Alexander frowned when he was in the floor and stood up madly. “You better get out before I show you who you’re messing around with.” Alexander threatened.

“Kyu... please…” Hyukjae pleaded again, panting hardly

“Hell no Hyukkie!” Kyuhyun yelled. “I will always protect you from now on!”

Hyukjae’s eyes were full with tears, even when he was scared, he was happy he could hear Kyuhyun talking to him like that. He lowered his head and tears started flowing down.

“Take him out.” Alexander ordered. “I will get to you later.”

“What the-“

“Look at me Mr.” Alexander ordered and Kyuhyun was having a dilemma between going after Hyukjae or protecting himself from the gun that was directed to him.

“Kyu!” Hyukjae yelled with tears in his eyes and trying hard to release himself from the two men grab.

“I’ll protect you Hyuk! I promise! Just wait for me!” Kyuhyun yelled back looking at Hyukjae’s eyes deeply.

Hyukjae saw Alexander’s mouth turned into a smirk and he panicked. He finally could release from the hold of the two guys and ran limping to Kyuhyun until he heard a gunshot and he froze, his expression became to one of horror while he saw Kyuhyun’s shocked expression; his eyes never leaving Hyukjae’s. Kyuhyun’s body was falling before Hyukjae’s eyes; it was as if in slow motion and Hyukjae never felt more scared.

“KYU!!” Hyukjae screamed when Kyuhyun fell to the floor and Alexander smirked in triumph. “KYU!!” He screamed again, his soul full of sadness and his heart being desperate for being near the one he loved. “Please Kyu! Stand up!” Hyukjae yelled while he was being dragged once again. “Please Kyu! Just move!” He pleaded and he had no more strength to get the guys let him go; his voice shaking and his tears not allowing him to see anymore. “Please Kyu…” He could only whisper. “I will die if something happens to you…”

“Let’s go.” Alexander ordered.

The last thing Hyukjae could see were doctors and nurses approaching quickly to Kyuhyun’s body.

Please Kyu…

I love you.

Hyukjae fainted while being dragged away and leaving a blood path in the floor. His soul getting out of his body and his heart hurting.

“One kind kiss before we part,
Drop a tear, and bid adieu;
Though we sever, my fond heart
Till we meet shall pant for you.”

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A/N: So here is Chapter sixteen!
Are you happy I updated fast? (kinda?)
Well… I already started college since this Monday so I’ll be kind of stressed since I got to have nine subjects!! (“%ckin’!!! nine subjects!!!)
But don’t worry~~~ I usually work better with the pressure~~
^^’
So how is it??
Did you like this chapter??
So intense right?

I will post Chapter seventeen on August 13th, (or maybe before). If I update it before August 13th, then I will update on August 13th chapter 18.
I will post another short story that I’m working in right now in that day too, so please anticipate! (:

Anyways~~
I hope you like this!
Please drop a comment here!
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Thanks for reading!

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